AN: Hey there! I'm so sorry! I've been neglecting this story but a lot is going on here. Problems with my sis and then myself. I have physical therapy twice a week now so that takes some time. I was one week on vacation so I couldn't write then and before we left I had to visit the doctor and the hospital for my knee because it hurt (Still does).

So... you guys asked for a sex scene and um, I can't really write that... I tried but I don't think it is good... So if you want to help me with it, please?

I'm sorry if you got an email which said that chapter 11 was posted while it wasn't. I did post it, but when it was uploaded something went wrong and the flashbacks were not italic. And that was kind of an important part. So I apologize.

flashbacks are between three xxx

Have fun reading!

The screeching sound of the alarm clock pulled both of them from their slumber. Castle slammed his hand on the clock, missing the button and making it fall to the floor with a loud thud.

"Castle, turn it off." Kate groaned when the beeping didn't stop.

"Do it yourself." His muffled voice barley hear able.

It took them both a minute to set everything straight. Headache, disgusting taste in their mouths, the smell of…, wait what?

"Castle!" Kate screeched louder and harder than the alarm clock, which was still beeping.

"What?" He groaned.

"Why are we naked and why does the room smell like… sex…?" She whispered the last word, like it was wrong to say it out loud.

"Mmm?"

"Castle! Focus! Please?" She slipped from under the bed sheets and, as fast as possible, put on the robe that was somehow thrown on the ground next to the bed. She walked around the bed and grabbed the clock from the ground, finally silencing it.

When Castle didn't move she slapped him on his bare shoulder.

"Hey!" He protested, rubbing the now sore spot while pouting.

Which, of course, Kate found adorable.

"Let me say it again;" She cleared her throat, "Why are we naked and why does it smell like sex in here?" She was getting a little frustrated with the lack of attention he paid to the situation.

"It's too early to think about that." Was his only response.

"I'm serious Castle!"

"So am I!"

"Ugh!" She let out a frustrated huff, turned around and left the room. Only to be greeted by a room filled with people.

The guys, Lanie, Alexis and Martha were all sitting around the table, drinking coffee and chatting.

"Hey girl!" Lanie called, putting all the (unwanted) attention on Kate.

The guys looked a bit awkwardly at her while Martha sat next to them with one of her brightest megawatt smiles.

"Uh… hi." She sat down next to Lanie, who handed her a glass of water and some aspirin. "Thanks." She mumbled.

A long awkward silence fell between them, everyone ignoring the obvious. Well, everyone except Lanie of course.

"So how w-" Lanie started but Kate cut her off.

"Can we please not talk about that right now?" She covered her face with her hands in frustration and embarrassment. Her headache increasing with the minute.

The guys nodded their heads in agreement. They didn't need to know that part. Although it couldn't be worse than what they had heard the night before.

The problem was, that Kate didn't remember anything. She didn't really mind that she probably had sex with Castle, but she would've hoped that it was something special, something that she would remember. Now it was just another drunken hook up.

Lanie could see the struggle Kate was having with herself so she let it slide, just this one time.

"Good morning!" A cheerful Castle greeted his company, totally oblivious to the looks the guys were giving him.

After the company had left, Alexis and Martha going shopping to avoid the awkward conversation, Kate and Castle were left alone sitting on the couch.

"Do you remember anything?" She asked.

"Yeah, a bit. You?"

"No, nothing." She looked down at her lap, playing with her fingers.

He took one of her hands in his, "Hey…"

When she looked at him, she remembered something.

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He grabbed her hands, pulling her close. "So… you haven't given me a straight answer yet. Do you want to kiss me again, or not?"

She looked over her shoulder at their company. When they didn't look, she pressed a quick kiss on his lips. Well, it was supposed to be a quick kiss. But Castle wrapped his other hand around her neck, holding her in place against his lips. He slowly started to deepen the kiss, making it a sloppy kiss.

When he asked entrance, she gave it willingly. The few more shots she had taken after she left the bathroom were helping too. They made her stop thinking.

Their tongues stroke against each other, exploring the other's mouth. After they were both confidant enough to let the other's hand go, they began to explore in a different way. Hands wandering around, touching places they both had never really felt before. But before they could continue, they were interrupted by their friends.

"Whoa! I didn't know that it would go this fast! I would've put my money on tonight!" Esposito half joked, half serious.

They broke apart, breathing heavily while staring into the other's eyes.

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"What happened after the second kiss?" She asked in a whisper.

He smiled at her and pressed a quick kiss on her lips. "I think it's better that you remember it yourself."

She closed her eyes, took a deep breath and tried to remember.

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They stumbled into the bedroom, lips connected in a hard kiss. She felt his hands on the hem of her shirt, slipping just the tip of his fingers under the material to touch her soft skin. When she let him do it without protests, he pushed his whole hand under her shirt.

She grabbed his neck, holding onto him while he walked them towards the bed. They fell on the mattress, Kate first, Castle hovering above her, still kissing. Castle grabbed the hem of her shirt, slowly pulling it upwards until he could lift it over her head, breaking the kiss. He stared at her, he had never thought she was so beautiful.

Kate, feeling quite insecure at the moment, tried to cover herself up with her arms. Castle just took her hands in his, stopping her, and kissed her tenderly.

"You're beautiful, Kate." He kissed her another time to prove it.

What happened next was a bit of a blur, Castle had taken his shirt off with Kate's help, then his pants had gone flying to the other side of the room. He was only left in his boxers, while she was still wearing pants and underwear. Though Castle didn't like that fact, so he reached behind her and unfastened her bra, taking it off and letting it drop to the ground.

He groaned when he felt her naked breasts press into his chest. He kissed his way down her neck to her collar bone, sucking on her skin and probably leaving a mark.

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Kate brought her hand up to her neck, searching for the hickey.

"So you remember that part?" Castle grinned.

She just nodded.

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His mouth was attached to her nipple, sucking and licking. She was moaning softly, her hands in his hair pulling on it a little. His hands were slowly wandering down to her pants, unbuttoning her pants and, with her help, pulled it off. Now they were both in only their underwear, both wanting the same thing but doing nothing about it. She could feel him poking her thigh, only making her want him even more.

She felt him slip just the tip of his fingers slip under the elastic band of her panties, asking if he could take it off. She nodded in response. He kissed back up her neck amd attached his lips to hers in a hard kiss while softly pulling her panties down.

He sat up to take it off completely and throwing it on the ground next to the bed, "You're beautiful." He whispered again, still not really believing it that she was his for tonight.

She wrapped her hands around his neck, pulling him down on her body and kissing him softly while her hands were now slowly pulling his boxers down. She felt him spring free when she pulled the fabric off. She didn't dare to look just yet.

"Kate…" He groaned, "I want you."

"So take me."

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Castle was watching her closely, she was a bit flustered with a blush coloring her cheeks.

"Wow…" She whispered.

"Yeah…"

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"Please Castle, don't tease." She was begging him now. After a few more minutes of kissing he started to tease her, which drove her crazy.

He didn't say anything, positioned himself and pushed forward, entering her.

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Is it as bad as I think it is? Please let me know so that I don't have to embarrass myself more...