Hello? O I know that there is going to be blood… I'm sorry to say that a bit of re-writing is in order. I'm so sorry!!! I just couldn't take it anymore…the mistakes, the—the everything! I know that I could've done better so please don't be too mad. I'm trying. I will say this truthfully I've sort of lost my inspiration for A Change, and that's the reason why I want to re-write it. I want to have something to work with. Everything will be the same. It's just…well I do hope that you guys still like it. I know that it's better, and I assure you it's longer ^_^ And I know or at least I hope that I'll be able to finish this one ^_^ I promise that the updates will be more frequent…well that's all I have to offer ^_^ I hope that you like! Review!
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A ChangePrologue- A Broken Heart
A/N- O yes as the last story was done this entire story will be done in Usagi's point of view (POV) ^_^
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I've lost…everything. My eyes burned, my heart ached, but the funny thing was 'it was all my fault'. I could have prevented this, I could have done something! Look at me now. A worthless nothing, no friends…no Mamoru. "No Mamoru…" I whispered out. It hurt even more, coming from my own lips. Was it possible to feel this worthless? To feel this unloved?
I didn't really need anyone, the girls could leave me—my family could leave me. Why not Mamoru? We didn't have anything special…but then why did it hurt so much? Because I'm lying—
In the dark I was alone, in the dark I cried, in the dark I thought.
I could feel him, his arms wrapped around me. O how miss that. The tears tasted so bitter, maybe that's why no one likes me, because I'm bitter. I'm selfish, I'm a fool. I had it all…and my stupidity caused me to lose it…all. As I cradled myself with the only comfort that was left for me the memories of us…came back—
(Flashback)
"Do you love me?" Usagi asked. Her blue eyes watered at the thought of denial. He turned, his head fell to the side tossing his raven strands in the process. His midnight pools glimmered. A smile plastered on his face. He pursed his lips together, thinking of the right answer. She waited, her golden strands wrapping themselves around her fingers as she twirled them mindlessly.
Usagi wasn't beautiful, she wasn't cute. She was a normal looking girl, that didn't have anything really special about her. Nothing, her eyes were dull, her body was shapeless, her hair had no color: although it really was golden, on her it looked blanched. It never accrued to her why this young man before her, dated her. She never questioned why he asked her out, or maybe evened like her.
"Do you love me?" She asked again.
His head nodded as he gently wrapped his arms warmly around her. His head lowered so his lips kissed her left ear. She let out a laugh, it was music to his ears. "Always…"
(End of Flashback)
"No"
I won't have it! I won't! I can't… He didn't mean it. He couldn't of, after all we've—we've been through.
(Flashback)
"Do you think I should change?"
Her voice lingered in his ear, as his eyes searched her over. "Why?" he answered straightforwardly. She looked at him in such a serious way. "I'm not the kind of girl that you usually date." She answered silently as her eyes bore into the mirror that stood before her. Her reflection gleamed back into her eyes sending them to the ground.
To lost within thoughts, she didn't notice that he was no longer sitting his chair, but behind her. Locked in his embrace she was forced to look at him. His hand cupped her chin as his fingers carcass her cheek.
"That's what I like about you…"
"But--"
Silencing her with his lips, as they parted his breath trickled upon her face. Hushing her—
"That's not a question my Usagi"
"…"
"For my answer…"
She tried to turn away, but his grip too strong.
"No"
(End of Flashback)
I was practically gasping for breath. I couldn't breath, I couldn't think. The pounding images of his smiling face, his tender kiss, his love filled embrace. I need him.
(Flashback)
The gentle music of the wind…the darkness of the room—
Cries escaped from that place, and there on that bed sat a little boy…
"Who are you?" He murmured out as he took a glance at the little odango headed girl standing by him. Her little head placed upon his hand.
"My name is Usagi…Why are you crying?" she asked.
"Because my friend's leaving and I'll never see him again…and—and he's the only friend I got" he choked out.
"No he isn't, cause from now on I'll be your friend too" her smile grew as she looked up at him, "My mommy just had a baby boy today and I got these roses for her…" reaching downward she pulled a rose out. "Here, it's a present."
As she handed the red flower, the thing that connected them was that flower. Roses are the flower of love—That image froze, faces smiling, hearts lifting, and a friendship beginning. (1)
(End of Flashback)
The salted tears…I could taste them. Was it all really over?
"I will change…I will if I have to--"
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Well…wasn't that sad! * tear * There it is! ^_^ My rewrite! Did you like it? Are you mad? Review PLZ! ^_^
(1)- That little piece there about the rose…Usagi…it all doesn't belong to me. Everything said belongs to Pioneer Entertainment and of course Naoko Takeuchi ^_^ A cute little movie called, The Promise of the Rose, sweet…but everything else is all mine ^_^ Except the characters…hehe * o pooh *
Chapter 1- Denial
Summary- Usagi can't take the fact that everything was all lie, so for one last time before she—changes. Usagi will leave for one last visit to her friends and her lover as her true self…
A/N- Can you tell that this is the beginning of a sad, vengeful story? * tissue anyone? * I say that little scene took me awhile…they talk too fast! Hehe. I do hope that you enjoy! Hey it's just the prologue! Questions, comments and erm flames are all welcome in the review! * prays * I do hope that I don't get too many flames ^_~ Do tell me—better?
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