AN- This is going to be full of indecent language, dirty thoughts and possibly some dirty sex in the future... So if that is not your thing then please just don't read it. Edward will be quite OOC Bella will be very different too. This might not be the most original thing you've ever read but I just needed to get this out of my mind.

Chapter-1 I am an Addict

Sexual addiction (sometimes called sex addiction) is a conceptual model devised in order to provide a scientific explanation for sexual urges, behaviors, or thoughts that appear extreme in frequency or feel out of one's control. This phenomenon has been described in many different terms: Hyper-sexuality, erotomania, nymphomania, satyriasis, compulsive sexual behavior, etc.

No, I'm not a psychological intellectual. Yes, all that is from Wikipedia.

Now let me tell you how something as wonderful, as magical and as miraculous as sex, almost destroyed me.

Edward Masen Sr. was a lawyer, a good, rich lawyer. He was also my father; he was good at that too. And now that I think about it, the fact that my father was actually a proper one… pisses me off, I mean you hear about douche bag fathers all the time, why couldn't I have a father who was a drunkard or a runaway or just an all round piece of shit? If he was, then I wouldn't have felt so utterly devastated about the fact that he had died and taken my beautiful, sweet, loving mother with him.

It was more than sudden; I lost my whole life in a matter of seconds. One day I had just recently graduated from high-school, already been accepted into a college of my choice and the next, I was alone and cold. Up until this point in my life, I had never suffered loss except perhaps the death of my pet gold fish and I never even liked that gold fish, it was the most boring pet ever.

It was the day of my parents' funeral that I lost my virginity to dear Tanya. She was twenty four, beautiful, blonde, with large breasts which were entirely too firm to be real and the most enchantingly talented tongue. Sex was perfect. It took you away, to great heights, it made you forget, it was so much pleasure… but not just taking, no, the best part about sex is the giving. Sharing ecstasy with someone, that's the definition of everything that is right with the world.

I had suffered the greatest loss of my life but I had absolutely nothing to show for it. The only people in whose life I actually made a difference, to whom I mattered, were gone forever but, whatever, I got a gigantic trust fund and was taken in by my uncle and aunt.

It was the time spent with Tanya after my parents' funeral that was my first taste.

And it was delicious… But then it all went downhill.

I thought I was handling my problem quite well but then I had slept with all the girls on the college campus who were willing to put out. Yeah that gave me a reputation…

The icing on the cake was the fact that I slept with my college dean's wife hours after sleeping with his daughter… in his office… right after he gave me a merit certificate on convocation day…

I have a problem.

My name is Edward Cullen and I am a sex addict.

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