First Chapter of Shattered and Torn here peeps! As you might've guessed by the title there is going to be a looooot of angsting in this story. This chapter is the Prologue and I'm not very good at writing long prologues so sorry if it's a bit on the short side but anyway, hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: I own absolutely nothing at all, nuff said…

Prologue!

When I heard that my crush was in an arranged marriage, I couldn't handle it, something inside me broke something unrepairable.

Before their wedding, I had taken up photography and evidentally, I became their wedding photographer. I got through it okay but when Sasuke asked me to do a speech, I didn't know what to do or say so I winged it. I almost cried but not out of happiness. I almost cried out of sadness; I was so broken.

After I gave Sasuke and Hinata, the girl he was in an arranged marriage with, their wedding photos, I started taking pictures of happy couples. I've been alone ever since I was little but I had no idea why…that is, until I was 12.

It was because of my parentage. I was raised by murderers. My big brother, Kyuubi, who is now in hospital because of a terminal illness that will kill him in the near future, tried to support me through being alone but it never worked. Every friend I made I had eventually lost except for two who had stayed close and that was Sasuke and Sakura.

Ever since Sasuke got married though, I haven't seen him since and I probably never will. Sakura eventually married Sai, who was another friend but not a best friend and I rarely see her. I visit my brother every chance I can get before he dies. The doctors say that he has 2 months left until he's gone.

I'm not sure I can face this world alone so what can I do? What should I do? I'm Shattered and Torn inside and out and there's nothing I can do about it…

It doesn't matter whether you're alone,

You still have people close to you,

That's what I kept telling myself,

But now I know,

That was never true

-Naruto Journal Entry 1, small poem

A/N: that last small poem I made up off the top of my head. I swear this story isn't all angst and it will eventually turn into a NaruSasu or SasuNaru…I haven't decided who should be Seme yet but who knows? Anyway, like it? Hate it? Reviews are welcome. NO FLAMES PLEASE! – NaruSasulover15