Author's Note
I do not own twilight! I just thought this was a story I liked better! Anyway the first paragraph or so is from New Moon, after that I wrote everything.
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"I'll do that," Edward said. He came through the shadowy dining room, walking slowly for him. His face was smooth, unreadable, but there was something wrong with that his eyes- something he was trying very hard to hide. I felt a spasm of unease in my stomach. (Page 41 in New Moon).
I left with Edward to my home, the car ride seemed long and quiet, I couldn't see what was wrong with Edward and it scared me. We finally arrived at my house which seemed empty; from what I can tell Charlie was probably at work late.
I let out a small sigh, "Do you want to go inside and talk?" I asked as I opened the side door. I saw Edward nod from the corner of my eye. He opened the door to the house and allowed me to enter first. I walked to my bedroom and sat on the bed like I usually do when Edward is over. I looked at his face, it was filled with an emotion I couldn't tell what it was. I felt something in the pit of my stomach that was telling me something wasn't right. Before I knew it Edward was on top of me. I was shocked, what was he doing. Edward was kissing me on my neck, and his hand was all over me. I knew what was coming, but I didn't want it to happen like this.
"Edward please stop! Edward please" I said trying to push him off, but it was no use.
"Bella, we both know you want this as much as I do," Edward said.
That was the last thing I heard before it was too late. After he was done he left, I was alone in my room and no one knew what happened. What was I going to do now? Every ounce of love I had for Edward seemed to turn into anger and hatred. Why did no one stop him? How would I face him next? I stop myself from thinking any longer, I couldn't handle this anymore, and I got up and headed to the shower. I cried while I was in the shower, he said he loved me, but he betrayed me! He took something from violently and left without saying anything. I feel broken inside, everything I thought to be true wasn't, he didn't love me, his family didn't love me, and it was all lie. I wouldn't be weak anymore, I won't let this get the better of me, I will be strong and I will move on, but he'll get what he deserves one day. I finished showering and went to take sleep. I let out a small sob, but that was I allowed myself, I wouldn't let him have the satisfaction of having me cry over him. Tomorrow I will confront him and his family.
I woke up the next morning and for a split second I forgot everything that had happened to me, but the second my foot hit the floor everything came rushing back. I steadied myself and got dressed. I needed to confront them! I had to confront them, I needed to know why no one helped me, especially Alice, and she has to have known that there was something wrong. I got in my truck and headed to the Cullen house, it only took a few minutes, but soon I was there. I stayed in my truck I couldn't get off just yet; I looked ahead and had to gather every ounce of energy I had left to get out of the car. I paced myself to walk to the front door. I thought about everything I was going to say to them, everything I was going to say to him! I knew at this moment that Edward and I were over, there was no love left for him. After this moment I had to figure out a way to move on, I had to figure out how to heal myself. I reached the front door; my hand hovered over the door knob for a few second until I decided to enter. I slowly opened the door; I was terrified what was going to happen next. I entered the house and everything was covered with white sheets. Did they leave? I walked around the house and every room seemed to be empty, I avoided Edward's room. They did leave her, Edward got what he wanted and he just left, he didn't even apologize, she was alone and she was broken.
I cried I was never going to be able to confront them I would never get my peace. I was filled with sorrow; there was nothing else I could do. I had to figure out a way to heal myself enough so that I may go on with a different life. I let out a small scream and that was when I was determined to change for the better. This wasn't going to destroy my life, I had to move on, I needed to move on. I left the house and said goodbye to the Cullen home, and at that moment, I no longer saw the Cullen's as my second family.
It was time to heal, and the only way I could do that is with someone's help, I had to tell someone, I had to talk about so that I was able to move on, but who would understand. I got in my truck and left to find Jacob, I knew I could trust him.
I arrived to Jacob's house in a matter of minutes; I walked to his house and asked for him. I waited outside until I saw him come out.
"Hey Bella, what's up? You don't look so good, is something wrong?" Jacob asked as he walked to stand in front of me.
"Umm can we go for a walk I need to talk to someone and I felt you were the only one who could understand my situation." Bella said as her and Jacob began to walk into the forest.