Donnie's POV

Mutagen dripped down my face and I tried my best not to yell out. My eyes were shut tight and I was on my knees. My heart beat like a drum and my body shook. I was scared. I mean, who wouldn't be? I could turn into some kind of ugly creature just because of my mistake. Why was I so stupid? I'm supposed to be the smart one, right? Well, apparently not at that moment.

I felt the mutagen seep into my head. Crap, it's going for my brain. I thought, trying to shake it off. Please, turn me into a hideous creature, just don't hurt my mind! I pleaded, tears falling down my face from the pain. I opened my eyes to see Leo and Raph holding Mikey back. Everything was like a movie. It didn't really feel like I was actually here. I noticed that Mikey's movements were in slow-mo. What is this stuff doing to me?!

"H-help." I said weakly, reaching out for my brothers. their movements sped up and they back away quickly.

"DONNIE!" Mikey yelled, tears streaming down his face. I fell to my hands and knees, my arms shakey and about to give out on me.

I started crying for real. Crying in fear. Confusion. Agony.

Everything started fading, "L-leo," I cried pitifully. Leo looked over at me and turned away.

"Don't die Donnie." Raph said, fighting tears (I could tell). Mikey collasped and started sobbing loudly. Leo sniffled and turned his whole body in the other direction. How could they just stand there and watch me?!

I started getting dizzy and my arms gave out, making me fall on my face on the hard ground.

"Donnie, stay with us." Raph said, walking over but still keeping his distance. I rolled over, my eyes drifted shut and causing Raph to yell something at me. It sounded like he was yelling through a pillow. There was a sudden sharp pang in my head and I yelled out, clutching my head. I started shaking from the pain. It got colder all of a sudden. I turned my head side-to side, wrinching in pain.

This is your fault Don. I head a voice say I grit my teeth. It's your fault the mutagen fell on you. Tha voice said. I screamed. You deserve this pain, "SHUT UP!" I cried, trying to breathe. Tha pain intensified and I started crying/yelling, my eyes shut tight as I kicked and flailed my arms and legs.

You should just die and get this over with. The voice said. I kept my eyes shut tight. Whoever was talking to me needed to shut the heck up. My breathing got uneven and it got hard to breath. I started coughing and gripped my plastron.

Stupid, stupid Don. "GO AWAY!" I cried, trying to get a breath. I heard Leo yelling at me and tried opening my eyes.

You're brothers are about to abandon you, you know. The voice said, You should just keep your eyes shut. I screamed and yelled some more. I caught the slightest glimpse of Mikey crying and Raph pacing around. Leo stood over me, just, staring.

"H-help," I begged, coughing and turning to my side. My breathing got quick and my heart rate rose. I closed my eyes back and grit my teeth, opening my mouth to scream but no sound to be heard. My breath was got more uneven with every breath I took and my body started shaking. I hugged myself and took my last breath...

...before everything faded away.

Leo's POV

"Donnie!" I yelled, wanting to shake him awake, but afraid to touch him. Mutagen somehow gravitated to his head and soaked in. I staggered back, "D-donnie?" I asked quietly. Mikey bent down on his knees a few feet away from Don and sobbed loudly.

"B-b-bro," Mikey said between sobs. Raph kept pacing, practicly making a trench in the concrete floor. I took deep breaths, trying to stay calm.

"R-Raph!" I called. Raph stopped and looked up. I noticed faint tear marks on his dirty mask, "Help me carry him to the lair."

"We can't Leo." Raph replied with a stern look.

"Yes we can, now help me." I said, stepping towards my little brother.

"Leo, he's been drenched in mutagen. He's gonna go crazy on us when he wakes up." Raph yelled, yanking me back.

"No he's not Raph." I said, giving him a determined look, "He's out brother, he'd never hurt us." I said, trying to convince myself.

"What about Timothy?" Raph responded. I shook off his hand and stared at the ground.

"L-leo," Mikey asked, his voice quiet, "w-will Donnie be okay?" He begged, a new batch of tears running down his face.

"Mikey," I started, taking a step towards him. Mikey turned away and started crying. I took a deep breath and turned back to Raph, "We're stayig the night here. Or, at least I am." I said. Raph stared at me like I was crazy, "I'm not leaving my brother."

"Fine. But we should chain him up in case he, you know, freaks out like Leatherhead." Raph suggested. I sighed. It was probably the best thing to do.

"Okay." I said in almost a whisper, "Where's a chain?"

I'm sorry I've been starting a bunch of new fanfictions, I just have too many ideas and I have to get them out!

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