"Aagh! How I hate him! "

Seras grumbled as she put her glass of wine in the small canteen table. Besides of her was the captain of the Wild Geese, Pip, who looked at her with sympathy and amusement.

"Oh come on! It can't be that bad..." Seras looked at him skeptical, she huffed annoyed. "Alright, it must be horrible...to regenerate, super strength, inhuman speed! A real nightmare!" Seras looked at him more intensely, but it only caused Pip to laugh more.

"Would you drink human blood!? Tell me, would you!?" Seras asked quite exalted and a little upset, earning a few stares from the other customers of the place.

"Calm down, I think the wine is already making effect..." Pip said calmly, trying to change the subject. "Also, see the positive side you can still drink alcohol!" He smiled mischievously and then took his huge mug of beer to his lips.

She just sighed as she moved her nearly empty glass of wine to the side... well, Pip was right at least she could get drunk and so forget her sorrows.

"It's just that...it's so sudden...all this." Seras said in a more relaxed tone, almost resigned. "What I will miss the most is chocolate..."

"Have you tried drinking hot chocolate? If you can drink alcohol why not chocolate? "To Pip seemed logical.

"I once tried soup...maybe chocolate works...yes! When we return to Hellsing I will ask Walter for one!" Seras smiled, moving her problems to a distant and lonely part of her brain and locking them up there, complaining was useless and she wanted to enjoy her, possibly, only friend in Hellsing.

After the hotel incident she really needed to relax and get away as far as possible from her 'master'. (She hated to call him that, but apparently from her brain to her mouth there was a filter that always changed her words…so instead of Alucard, a small and annoying 'master' came from her lips. She suspected it had something to do with their master-servant bond.)

She had felt so humiliated and useless...Why was so hard to understand that she was still adjusting!? She never was good at making decisions under pressure, she just needed a little more time and then she could demonstrate him the skills for which she won a place at a very early age in the police academy... but maybe Alucard didn't give a damn…

Yes! Because what he wants is for her to become a monster! To drink liters of blood and kill millions! But no! She would never be like that!

Seras rose from her seat at the table and walked over to the bar, this time she didn't want a glass of wine, but the whole bottle.

Seeking the waiter she found him at the other end of the bar serving a white-haired man...Seras studied the young man - though it was obvious that he was older than her- for a long moment she completely lost the notion of time.

Despite him being sit and a little hunched, it was clear that he was very tall, maybe as tall as Alucard. He had dark skin and light blue eyes...a rare combination but exotic, she thought. His nose was long and straight, his jaw strong, well-defined and long.

He wore a black coat which seemed very strange to Seras, the weather was way too hot to wear something like that...

But the strangest thing about this was how she felt when he saw him.

Never in her 19 years of life -and death- had she felt so attracted to someone of opposite sex... a few months ago, in her first days in Hellsing, she had considered Alucard 'good looking', so to speak .

It was obvious that he was attractive, besides being vampire apparently increased every physical quality one had. But all that changed thanks to his ever-present and stupid smirk...plus his attitude and his constant verbal harassment towards her (you know, calling her weak, cowardly, those things.)

Some others may think that between Pip and her there was something happening...but truth to be told, even though Pip didn't stayed behind Alucard in good looks, she felt nothing towards him but mere friendship .

Seras turned to their table, finding it empty...but a few tables on the right found the captain sitting between two girls.

Yes, and the captain seemed to feel the same way.

She turned his gaze back to that handsome young man, only to find herself looking straight into his eyes. Seras quickly looked toward the opposite direction, her face completely red with embarrassment.

'He saw me!' Seras internally squealed in a mixture of excitement and shame.

Discretely she turned her head, trying to see if he was still looking at her...and in fact, he still did…and looked surprised? He looked at her curiously, as if trying to recognize her from somewhere.

"Captain! Captain!" A little blond boy ran down the gray and dark corridors of what looked like a military underground base.

Said person stopped and looked behind him, where the boy stood now.

"Vhere are you going sir?" The boy smiled innocently "Can I go?" He inquired eagerly.

The captain frowned a little, then shook his head.

"B-but it's very boring down here! I'm also a werewolf! I need to go out tooo!" The child whined dramatically.

"Nein." Was all he said after the captain turned around and continued down his path.

The boy was stunned for a moment, eyes wide and glassy...when the captain spoke - literally, as he rarely mentioned more than two words- it was obey or be punished.

Although the captain had never physically hurt him, and it he was always the most patient of all...So that's why he would obey him more than Dok or the very same Major. The boy shrugged, anyway it was very hot out there and there are weird bugs that cause him rash.

A mischievous smile formed on his lips...Teasing Rip was much more fun.

Hans breathed deeply, enjoying the outdoors, being on the surface and be able to see the beautiful full moon was something he was grateful for.

Every full moon he was allowed to leave the underground base.

Over the years he had learned to control his inner beast, he did not lose control as easy as the newly changed... clearly neither the Major nor Dok knew about this, who were his superiors and believing he would need to go out to 'calm' his inner animal, allowed him to leave ,something that the other members had strictly forbidden.

It was his only way out of that horrible place and those horrible creatures fanatical with war and killing... How he longed for eternal rest...

Of course there were many ways to put an end to his miserable existence but none was good enough for him, he wanted to find the perfect opponent who was worthy to end his live... it had to be like a gift, given by someone else.

The only time he could feel free and normal was when he went for a walk around town, just watching, never intervening in the busy nightlife of the city of Rio de Janeiro.

Sometimes just wandering the outskirts of the city in his wolf form, others just walking around the city, and very strange was the time when he ate, drank or interacted with any humans.

It wasn't that he didn't like it, but it felt so foreign to him... it was as if for a moment he wasn't part of an army of Nazi vampires and only was a young man enjoying a meal or a good drink... it was like lying to himself.

But today he felt like being somebody else, he had witnessed one of the many unnecessary killings that the Major enjoyed so much to view and plan...

Not even a second took him to get to the south of the city to a cozy little bar which he had seen a few weeks ago on his last visit to the city, It has dim lights and they weren't many people. Perfect.

Immediately after he sat in the bar the waiter offered one of the many drinks that were available, he opted for a simple bottle of whiskey.

The seconds passed and the man returned with his order, serving a part in a small glass and leaving the bottle aside. He was about to give the first sip when he felt a peculiar presence not very far from him.

Great was his surprise when he saw a small blonde girl looking pensively across the bar, what surprised him was not her beautiful figure, or her big blue eyes... rather the fact of who she was. Alucard's fledgling.

The girl turned and looked at him straight in the eye, but quickly looked away, her cheeks had been red...

He did not know what to think... he was sure she had never saw him before, so she could not know that he was her enemy…. and why was she blushing?

The girl turned again and looked at him shyly, Hans just tilted his head to the side wondering why she was acting so strange...

Seras tried not to stare at him but she couldn't help it, she felt a strange impulse every time she saw him... She wanted to talk to him, she'd never been good socializing, people usually spoke to her and most of the time were men who wanted only one thing... ugggh! Why was it so difficult!?

Seras took a deep breath, trying to control herself and gather some courage.

What the hell was happening?! She had never been like this! She had never felt this way about a man, she always thought it was stupid and that other girls were silly to behave this way... but now she was acting like them!

Should I speak to him or not? She turned to where Pip was, who looked completely happy and ignorant to the dilemma Seras was having...

Without further thought, Seras turned and took a decisive step towards the white haired man, but something made her stop halfway. What if the guy only spoke Portuguese?...

Then she turned to see him and noticed that the boy looked puzzled. She tried to smile naturally and with renewed courage crossed the remaining space between them.

Hans immediately tensed, what was doing this girl!? Why she smiled that way?! So... so lovely! He is the enemy! Well no, the Major was her enemy... but hell, what was she doing?

Before he could escape, the girl was already in front of him, looking timidly yet with great curiosity.

"H-hello!" She smiled widely showing her sharp, but small fangs. A small blush on her white cheeks.

Hans did not know what to do... should he ignore her? Tell her to leave him alone?... or talk to her?...

He had decided to come here to forget for a moment about his life in Millennium... and she did not know his identity, so there was no danger...

If Seras thought she was socially awkward it was because she had never met Hans... who had the social skills of a tree.

Hans just nodded, a stiff and fast movement.

Seras Hopes rose slightly, apparently he had understood her...

For a moment she just smiled and he just looked at her without emotion, an uncomfortable silence began to grow...

"W-what's your name?" Seras turned red as a tomato as she began to wonder if her acting this way was thanks to the 7 glasses of wine she had drank earlier.

Outside Hans seemed completely calm and his face showed no emotion, but inside was a completely different situation.

He must have ignored her! He had completely forgotten that talking to someone entailed to speak!... it was silly, yes, but one couldn't blame him, back at the base everyone spoke to him but nobody ever expected him to respond with more than a nod or very occasionally yes or no.

But it was too late... plus the girl was very cute... and smelled so good... wait, what?

"Hans." He spoke without thinking, just for tonight he was going to allow himself to be someone else... just for tonight.

Seras smiled cheerfully and Hans felt like he was looking at the sun by how radiant the girl looked smiling... something very rare for a vampire

"I am Seras!" Seras extended her right hand; Hans took it cautiously, but was surprised when the girl shook his hands with great force. "Nice to meet you!"

The girl seemed to lose her shyness and sat on a bench next to him.

"So ... where are you from? Not many people speak English here..." The girl asked for a bottle of wine to the waiter.

"Germany." Hans drank the whole glass of whiskey in one gulp, hoping that alcohol will help him socialize with this strange, but nice vamp.

"England." The girl replied, as she poured another glass of wine, and like him trying to relax a little with the help of the alcohol.

Another awkward pause.

"So...You live here or you're just traveling?" Seras smiled shyly and took a big gulp of her wine.

Hans doubted a few moments to answer, he didn't like the idea of her knowing so much personal information about him... but it's not like he was going to see her again, at least not friendly terms. She was just here for a mission, and then she would return to England...

"Both..." Was his cryptic answer.

Seras was confused by his answer... both? He was traveling, but also lived here?

"Oh... like a great vacation?" Like rich people maybe? You know, they have a house near a lake or somewhere away from the city and live there just for a season.

Hans thought for a moment and then smiled sadly, a small, almost imperceptible, melancholic smile.

"Ja, something like that..."

Seras' cheeks burned, she felt a flutter in her stomach, the air left her lungs and her heart began to beat with great force...that smile... it made her feel alive again...

Hans noticed the sweet scent coming off her, he looked at her quite surprised, his eyes as big as saucers. It was then when he noticed the red eyes, bright and crystal... in any other creature he would have found them disgusting, but in her they looked perfect...

Seras looked at him straight in the eye and bit her lip. Noting that Hans' eyes dropped to her lips... looking at them with desire.

Seras was in a trance, confused yet excited, in her abdomen she could feel something forming... it was like something deep inside her, a warmth, a tension that needed to be released...

The world seemed to fade away around them, the voices were gone, the lights seemed to extinct, leaving only the two of them, only two pairs of bright eyes full of unfulfilled desires.

"...Have we met before?" Seras asked slowly and in a low voice. "I feel like... like I've seen you somewhere..."

Hans abruptly rose from his seat, Seras sucked her breath out of sheer surprise... for a moment she believed that Hans would go away and leave her, she began to feel the humiliation forming...she looked down, not wanting to see the disgust in his eyes.

But then, she saw a large, gloved hand in front of her; Seras looked up and discovered that Hans was offering his hand, his eyes seemed to show no emotion... but deep inside his eyes she could see how much he really wanted for her to take his hand.

Seras looked at him for what seemed an eternity, but the she smiled... it was a bliss full smile, but also with some tints of malice

Seras took his hand, and in less than a second Hans took them out of the place.

Hans' steps were large and hasty, Seras had to almost run to keep up with him.

Seras was more than surprised with herself... she knew what would happen, she knew what he wanted! Hell, she also wanted this! She felt guilty, yes, but it was quickly devoured by the excitement of the moment, and she didn't just felt sexually aroused, it was something more... the thrill of doing it with a complete stranger in a completely strange city... God! She was a pervert!

Maybe it was her vampire side? Maybe it was all the tension she had?... but there was something strange that bothered her… she seemed to understand him and also every time she saw him she felt so weird… or maybe she was just crazy, maybe the alcohol had affected her much more than she thought.

Whatever it was, it didn't matter... He was leading her to who knows where to do who knows what with her... and in the end it didn't bothered her.

Seras didn't know how much time passed, but when she came back to reality they were already in the lobby of a –surprisingly- very decent hotel. Hans hastily shoved the money against the desk clerk, who saw the strange look in the eyes of that big man and said nothing, quickly handing him the keys to a room.

They took the elevator, the doors closed, and then they both looked at each other, a second later his lips had found hers in a passionate kiss .

Hans took her by the waist and pulled her against him, one hand in her head, moving it back and deepening the kiss. Hans was in heaven, how long since he'd been with a woman? But it was even sweeter knowing that she wasn't just anyone, but Alucard's fledgling... She was young and newly-created but if she lived long enough she would become as powerful as he and her master...

And while a large part of his judgment was clouded by lust, he also felt confused. He had never been the type of person who makes decisions impulsively let alone having to do with the enemy...

Hans didn't want to think of her as the enemy, but he also didn't want to think of her like something else... he knew this was dangerous for both but did not care, it was more likely that these were his last months of life and he wanted to make the most them.

Besides... the girl had shown all the signs that she wanted this to happen, the sweet smell coming from her breasts, red eyes, swollen lips and the subtle but very obvious -at least for him- movements of her hips.

Soon the two were in the room, still joined by their lips.

Hans closed the door with his boot and led her to the bed. They stopped, and looked into each others eyes... Seras slowly began to unbutton her shirt, a piercing and lusty look in her eyes.

"No." Hans took her hand in his and stopped her, he wanted to undress her.

Seras slowly nodded and lay down in the bed, Hans above her, both arms beside her head.

Hans kissed and bit every new place of exposed skin, Seras moaned in pleasure and writhed beneath him, trying to get closer to him, wanting to feel skin against skin.

They had met less than an hour ago but he felt a strange -but no less pleasurable- attraction to her.

"Du bist ein Mädchen schönes." Hans whispered sweetly in his native language as he removed her skirt.

Obviously, Seras did not know what he meant, but from the tone and sweet caresses in her legs she assumed it was something good. She smiled sweetly and took Hans from the collar of his coat, pulling him to her and kissing him with great force and passion.

That was when Seras began to get rid of Hans' clothes, and got a big surprise to see that under his coat he wasn't wearing skin glowed with health and was free of imperfections.

Hans could not contain the mischievous smirk on his lips.

Hours later, Hans was awakened by the bright sunlight that streamed in through the window.

For a moment he didn't knew where he was, but then a small pain in his neck reminded him about his nocturnal activities with the blond vamp. Hans smiled like he hadn't in decades...that girl, Seras...

Then his smile faded, Hans turned his head to the side to find himself alone in the bed. Although he didn't want to feel disappointed, he just couldn't help it... and yet he felt happy, the girl had given him one of the best night of his life and would have been fatal if she had expected something more serious with him...

Hans sighed, the night was over and with it the promise that he had made in the bar too:

'Just for tonight...'

had to remove the 'lemon' because it was against fanfiction rules, sorry. I promise i will upload the uncensored version on Ao3 one day. thanks for reading!