31st January 2020

Everything in this world will always remains the same. The wind of spring, the youth of summer, the leaves of autumn, and the snow of winter. People said this world is beautiful and has so many things to look up to. People said to enjoy and keep up with the flow. People said acquire a good job, good family, and good friends.

Anything in this world will always remains the same. The anger of short-tempered people, the greed of wealthy, the arrogance of leaders, and the jealousy of hearts. The strong always wins. The outer shell of a human always comes first. The religionist people never caught red-handed. In the end, the world is unfair in its own way.

Yes, the world is definitely unfair. Because good people will always suffer and bad people will always be in peace. No one can be trusted, except yourself. Everyone is lying. If you believe them, you die.

Trust yourself.

And your soulmate.

It has been two years since I lost him.

Transition

An eighteen year old young woman is walking from her apartment to her university. It is her second year at art division. Her appearance is not that appealing and her presence is extremely weak, making her has the same transparency as a ghost. Her sky blue hair styled in French-braid, her bangs nearly covered up her eyes, her white scarf protects her from the cold of winter, and her teal rugged winter coat framed her already small body. Even in the crowded bus station, no one has paid her any attention. The bus has stopped and almost every one went up. Almost, because the woman doesn't move even an inch. She holds her small note and scans through the neat tables and columns written in it.

When the bus left, she clasps her note and put it into her slingbag. She checks the bus route and sits on the wooden bench. Tranquility is her friend, she could not ask for more. While she was enjoying herself, a jamming disrupted her train of thoughts.

A blonde young man run towards her place in fast pace. He takes some time to catch his breath. He pants hard and desperately seeks the router board. A loud scream can be heard the next thing which completely annoyed the transparent girl beside him. But it seems he ,as well, couldn't see the existence of her.

A glare is thrown immediately at the man. The woman hopes he would behave. Once again, it is nugatory. Finally, she takes a breath and starts talking.

"Excuse me," she said in a soft tone.

But the man seemingly deaf to her words. So, she said it again, this time in a louder voice. For her.

"Excuse me,"

The man clearly doesn't give any impression if he actually sees her. To her last action, she stands and says the same thing again, behind him.

Finally, the man turned around and shouted. A much much louder scream than he has done. He takes a step away from her while freaks out from the experience. Scarred for his life, he determinely thought he has met his grim reaper.

"That was not really polite, wasn't it?"

The woman sighed in her uncountable numerous scene which she created. It is not her fault for having these kind of inconvenience in her life.

The man gains his composure after hearing her. He approached the young maiden and looked straight to her eyes. It is not like any other woman who knocked out because of it.

"I'm deeply sorry for what I've done,"

He said, bowing his head to her. The woman takes the gesture a sign of apology and a little satisficated because she could make him to notice her.

"I know I'm rude for suddenly asking. But could you tell me when the bus to Teikou University arrives?"

The man has to drop a little of his pride to do this. He has waken up late in the day of his mid-term test because he watched midnight and nearly having a heart attack when he looked at his alarm clock this morning. The day has not ended yet giving him surprises, now meeting him with a nearly-death-presence young woman which he never met before.

"It will arrive a minute later, you won't be late if you could take it," the woman said.

After saying that, she begins to walk away from the man, deciding she prefers to take a walk to her university to clear her mind. In middle way, the man shouted,

"Thank you, but I don't catch your name, I am Kise Ryouta," he said.

But instead giving him her answer, the woman only said the words with a smile beneath her scarf.

"It isn't important. But I'm in Teikou too,"

The man is dumbfounded at this. Kise Ryouta. Who knows every girl in his university. Doesn't even has ever seen her in any corner of his university.

The bus has arrived and Kise Ryouta doesn't understand the woman he just met at all.

Winter is cold, darling. Just like her.

A/N : Thoughts, maybe? Found this on a paper I had written a year ago. Damn old story is old. LOL