Drag: Why are we having ANOTHER fanfic written?!

Anna: Had a dream about this and so it will now become a fanfic story *skips*

Kath: So what about Who Am I?, Help Is One The Way, Vampire Academy, Yamieo and Yuugiet, Don't Wait For Me, Yin X Yang, and the others

Skies: Same thing she always does; work on them when she has time to type them instead of writing them.

Summary: What do you do when everything around you is dead? When everyone you hold dear to your heart start to fade? What do you expect when everything that wasn't supposed to happen happened? What is the right course to act if the reason everything that you know is gone, wiped out, because you weren't strong enough? Why did Yami Mariku win and covered the world in shadows and death? It's all because I fail and couldn't stop him from killing the ones in my heart. I wish I could die but I know that I can do much more good in life than in death. Let the Shadow Games began and this time I will win! Puzzleshipping, Tendershipping, Bronzeshipping, Puppyshipping, AnzuXHonda (IDK their name of shipping) mentions of Azureshipping and Polarshipping.

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh! Or anything else I mention until I actually say something so I will ask to not drag this to court or we will have problems.

Warnings: This is Yaoi (boy and boy romance) also character death and no this is not depending on your point of view because, yes, they actually die. If any of you give me flames I will roast Téa, Rebecca, and Vivian with them. Also, possibly Yami because I'm rewatching Yu-Gi-Oh! for the third time (Japanese) and I'm on season 4 so I want to kill Yami and Mai. If I write songs then for the love of RA don't take them. I have been writing them forever and I really don't want them to be stolen.

A/N: Now I will now say something that I have read from a million of other people that say this and I totally agree with but only one person has said it puuuuurfectly: If you do not like gays, lesbians, bis, transvestites then WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HERE?! GET OUT AND STAY AWAY FROM ME YOU DEMON SPAWN… … …person…? Anyway, on with the fic!

Dear diary

I saw this guy at the show

He was singing to me

At least I think so

All the world around me stopped

When he said

"Hi, What's up baby?"

He's the perfect guy

-Wonder (If She'll Get It) by Superchic[k]; Last One Picked

The Start: Preface

October 28, 2011:

The world wasn't always like this. There was beauty but only in a selected few places but they were still there. No dark clouds or faded red suns. We had stars that shone so brightly that you still see them when the night was filled with lights from the cities. There was greenery and trees with jade green leaves that became the color brightly in the sun's rays. Our sun was bright and orange or golden and gave off this warm feeling that made you want to fly. And when it was night the moon was a beautiful glowing orb in the sky. Sometimes it would be gone since the sun's rays couldn't catch it but it would always come back just as bright as it faded away. It was never gone forever and the stars were real. They always were but now, with this constant cloud over our world, it's just a fading memory.

A few years ago, six years to be exact, the only thing I had to worry about was bi, school, bullies for being said bi, and, well…dueling. I wasn't popular; in fact I only had four friends. They were the only ones that accepted me for me. I was in my second year of high school in Domino, Japan. I was 15 and became the World Renown Duel Monsters Champion. Long name I know, right? But there's a shorter way to say that; Yu-Gi-Oh. It means King of Games or Game King since I was practically the best there ever was. I'm not being arrogant. I just know this because I've went with my Jii-chan around the world and no one has beaten me yet. By the way yes I'm a guy if you can't tell by the hand writing. I was crushing far away on a guy at school back then before everything was shot to, literally, hell. His name was Atemu Millen and was the cousin of Seto Kaiba who was dating one of my friends and was a billionaire teenage CEO. Though they didn't look anything like each other-Atemu had tri-color hair and Seto had brunet-they were still really close. Atemu had moved from Egypt and Seto let him live with him so that Mokuba Kaiba, Seto's brother, wouldn't be alone when he had to work and had a baby-sitter. But it was only a crush so I would get over it. At least, that was what Téa said.

Téa Gardner was a good friend. We knew each other in kindergarten but soon lost touch after Elementary. I think the only reason she ever became my friend was the fact that I never defended myself against the bullies, so she tried to save my skin and tried to help me to fight back but it would never work. She and Seto were together and I think they really loved each other but Seto's work was making their time together a problem. They always got in fights about it and, too many times to count, break ups but they would soon get together again after they cooled down. Unfortunately, they both have an over inflated pride complex so I don't know how they manage to keep their relationship alive.

Katsuya Jonouchi was my closest friend. The golden haired teen reminded me of a puppy, Golden Retriever if you would, but I would never tell him that. Tristan and him became my friends by trying to teach me to "man up" but their methods were different than Téa's; they bullied me to man up. At first I thought he had liked me more than a friend when he came to me for advice on how to get a girl but it turned out to be the duelist, and another one of my friends, Mai Valentine, that I had defeated in Duelist Kingdom, he wanted to impress.

Hiroto Honda. I never really thought as us close but he was there when I needed a friend to be with. The brunet reminded me of a Unicorn because of the way he had his hair cut. There's not much I can tell you besides that he was a great fighter. He wasn't a duelist and he and this girl named Miho were together until hell came and we lost her. Jonouchi and he never were ever separated but they were never together all the time like they were in Junior High.

My life was peaceful…well, as peaceful as it can get when trying to stop bad guys from taking over the world by yourself-actually Téa, Jonouchi, and Honda tried to help. I was a gamer and loved to any game thrown at me. I had a family; Heba, Kaa-san, and Jii-chan. I was happy and never knew the harshness of the world. It was peaceful and easy until "it" happened.

I was told that I had to help an ancient spirit to get his memories back and for me to do that I had to fight Mariku. When I met his sister she told me that Mariku was being controlled by his rage and greed for blood of the spirit I had to help to the point where the Mariku she knew was no longer in control but something called the Millennium Rod. I agreed to free Mariku from his state if I got more information on the one I needed to save. As I entered the tournament Téa's boyfriend made I came closer to my battle with Yami Mariku and when I did face him, something happened to change my plans and world. One second I was dueling my hardest against Yami Mariku then the next I was on my knees; I had lost.

The world hid as the monsters made it crumble around us. We hid and let those beasts take over and we still hide as we are slowly picked off, one by one. If you are reading this then that means the chaos has past and we are now living once again to see the blue sky and clean air…or things are worse than ever and I am no longer apart of this world. Either way, your reading what had happened to the world and how it got to look like it is now. This is my story with every little detail, so if you can't handle it then please put this journal down but I recommend that you read it. It may save your life or learn what people have tried to cover up. This is my fault, my mistake, and now not only I have to face it and try to save it but anyone else that still lives. This is what happened to the hikari of an ancient pharaoh that is now probably dead because of his failure. Everything and everyone was counting on me, hoping that the world wouldn't end and I let them down. I take blame for everything and I only hope that I can redeem myself by doing what goes against everything I believe in. I will use everything I have left to fight back…

You can't feel the heat until you hold your hand over the flame
You have to cross the line just to remember where it lays
You won't know your worth now, son, until you take a hit
And you won't find the beat until you lose yourself in it

That's why we won't back down
We won't run and hide
Yeah! 'cause these are the things that we can't deny
I'm passing over you like a satellite
So catch me if I fall

-Satellite by Rise Against; Endgame