Another little diary entry. Remember, this has been written as if Indie wrote it so there are some intentional mistakes in there as Indie hasn't had much of an education so she isn't very academic. Oh, and Monkey-bat is the future predator ;). I'm thinking of adding a few more of these when season 2 comes out, what do you think?

Indie curled up on the leather seat of the car. Her eyes poured with tears. She looked down and in the pocket, near the gear stick was a black ink pen. It was strange but it was true, her diary did help her come to terms with everything. Seeing her thoughts in writing somehow helped her understand better. She grabbed the pen and rummaged around the car to find her diary. It was in there somewhere. She finally found it in the glove compartment. She flicked through the pages to find an empty space.

Dear Diary,

I'm so confused. My feelings are everywhere. I feel confused, lost, angry and sad. I think I'm going mad...

So much has happened today and none of it has been good. Just bad, bad and more bad. The day started out fairly unusual. It was to be my first time back through an anomaly since I've been back. I was excited but afraid... afraid I'd get trapped again. Of course I couldn't let it show that I was slightly nervous because Dad wouldn't let me go through with him. I think Stephen realized a little though but I told him I was fine. At that point in time, I thought he actually cared about me.

I went through the anomaly with Captain Ryan, some of his men, Mum and Dad. I thought it was nice to start with, the three of us, as a family. As soon as we stepped through the anomaly Mum and Dad started bickering. I stayed out the way though, I didn't really want to get brought into their arguments so I helped set up camp. The next hour or so was a bit of a blur, I can't really remember it. All I can remember is one of them creepy, Monkey-bat things dragging the Captain across the floor and then watching his body flop. I can't get that nasty thought out of my head... Luckily another thing, I think Mum said it was a Gorgopid *Gorgonopsid jumped from a bush and managed to kill the Monkey-bat. We buried all the dead men and then we left, I couldn't wait to get back through. I just wanted to get out of that horrible place.

I sprinted through that anomaly, I felt so relieved to be home. Not longer after I came through Mum and Dad did too. I could see Mum looking at Stephen in a cold and revengeful way as soon as she stepped through. I knew what was going to be said next, Mum told me what happened between them when I was eleven just before I got left on my own in the Jurassic. Anyway, she said it and I felt disappointed, I didn't see why it had to brought back up. I guess it was to hurt Dad because he kissed Claudia but still...

It was the next thing Mum said that really made me furious and upset, Ii was like she knew about me and Stephen and purposely wanted to hurt me. It turns out what had happened between my "Mum" and Stephen was still happening... I don't understand why he'd do it to me, was I really that bad? We never argued about anything, really so it wasn't because we had argued and he done it out of anger. I just don't know... I guess that's why he's been acting strange the last couple of days.

I trusted him though and I guess I kind of loved him? One day he cared and the next he didn't. I guess you can't trust anyone apart from yourself... Now thinking about it, did he cheat on me with my Mum or did he cheat on my Mum with me? I wish I could talk to someone about it but the only person who knows is Connor and honestly, as lovely as he is... he really isn't the sort of person to talk to about this sort of thing. All I have left to say on this is that I am single!

After all of that I took myself away from everyone, not that it helped so I ended up walking back. When I did get back, I noticed something. There was someone missing. Someone important to me. Someone who had treated me like their own daughter for the past couple of months or so. Claudia. She was gone. No one remembers her, it's as if she doesn't even exist! I can't come to terms with it. What happened to her? Where is she? I have so many questions that need answers. Anyway, my head started to hurt and everything started to spin. My chest went all funny and I couldn't breath properly. I had enough... I had to get away from all of it so I tried to walk off but I only got as far as the car as my legs went like jelly, hence why I'm sat here now, writing in a diary.

Right now all I want is for everything to be normal. I wish Claudia was here and I wish today never happened! Why can't my life be normal? Why does it always happen to me? Actually... all I wish is that I was never found and I carried on living with the Dinosaurs... I didn't have to trust, I didn't have to love, there was nothing to miss and nothing to emotionally kill me. I am considering to run through the next anomaly I find and never, ever come back... Have I gone mad?

I should probably go now. I'll write again soon...

She closed her diary and shoved it back beneath all the paper work that was in the glove compartment. She let out a deflated sigh and resumed to stare at the chaos happening outside the car window.

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