Yeah just re-edited the entire story so your free to read. Well I guess that's what you clicked here for huh...yeah if you'd please excuse my idiotic wits for a moment. I think this is a pretty good story, maybe you'll like it. Yeah so I should probably shut up huh? No-one hardly ever reads these author things, So PM me or leave a review if you have any questions about my other stories.

Watching the girl you love, lock lips with her boyfriend right in front of you hurts, hurts like hell. You just want to rip him away from her, hurt him, you want him to feel the pain your feeling now. Sighing, I down the last of the clear liquid, burning down my throat as it quickly goes down. I know it's not there fault, they don't know about my feelings, there just in love. I just can't help but resent him as he gets her affection every day. Some song blaring out on the heavy speakers, A random blonde babbling my ear off about how hot I am, but I really don't care she's just a distraction.

All in all the, surgery and T-shots I received the previous summer worked wondrous, the muscularity on the features of my face, an octave lower voice. Hell I've even recived a buddy down there, and now I feel like I fit the part of an actual guy. Drew even helped create a daily work out routine, to help lose the skimpy look.

I'm glad he did work my ass, now you've got a perfect six pack, broader shoulders, and average muscles for a non athlete. When school started the girls noticed my new change. They started to flirt, ask me on dates, and even became forward as to even steal a kiss. They seemed to notice. It doesn't matter though, because I was hoping she would notice.

I remembered how she told me she had a thing for a guy with a set of hair. I grew my hair, and even supported the shaggy haired look for her. The first day she gave me a double take, and even made a comment on how hot I looked.

This made my heart flutter, and gave me a tad bit of hope, but the hope was crushed the instant I walked in on her and Declan in a heated make out session. I growl, getting the blonde to shoot me a curious look, I send her an apologetic weary smile. Tossing the empty cup into the nearest trash, I set off to find the raven haired boy I arrived with.

Pushing through all drunken teens, I give out a loud frustrated sigh when I've had no such luck in my search. Knowing I'd be the one driving I've had a few to drink, but that wasn't enough to send me into a drunken state. Deciding to wait in the car, I wait patiently. A good thirty minutes pass, before a giggling Clare falls into my Lexus I received as a seventeenth birthday present. She's completely drunk, and I wonder how Eli managed to get her to drink.

Seconds later, the raven haired boy slides in next to her seemingly sober. What surprises me most is when the strawberry blonde opens the passengers door. Slides in herself giving me a slight raise of an eyebrow.

My response is turning the key. I navigate my way towards the passed saint in the back seats house. Other than sight hum of passing cars, it's a completely silent car ride. Eli quickly helps Clare of the car, watching as they make there way up the path. Taking a chance, I glance at the girl next to me. My heart nearly stops when she's staring my way, not even flinching when I stare right back.

The two of us stare, neither knowing if the other will look away. To your disappointment she does. Eli quickly informs you that he's going to stay and take care of Clare, since Clare's parents won't be home until the day after tomorrow. I nod, starting my trip to drop the last occupant home. Non shockingly, she's silent almost the entire ride. When we reach the halfway point to her home, I decide to make light conversation.

" Where's the other half? " Your both surprised by how much venom is laced into the words. I mentally kick myself. She quickly recovers choosing to ignore the question. I decide they've had some type of disagreement. The rest of the ride is filled with me giving her questioning glances. Reaching her house I shut off the engine, choosing to make sure she's safely in. Really just an excuse to spend just a tab bit more time with her.

We both exit silently. When we reach her front door's she doesn't show any sign of going in, I turn to question her. She surprises you when her arms are thrown around your shoulders. My neck is set ablaze, my mind is hazy, her touch paralyzes me for a moment. I curse myself for letting her have this deep of a hold on me.

Sending her a questioning gaze she's choosing to ignore. My body reacts, before my mind could even demolish action. I wrap you hands around her waist, at this her eyes dart to mine. Without thinking I crash my lips onto hers, sending tingles throughout my body, heart quickening, stomach twisted in an unknown pleasure. My lips caressing hers, my heart nearly explodes with joy as she kisses back with equal force.

I stare into her sky blue eyes, it amazes me how they've turned into a stormy gray. She says nothing, only staring. It's a few moments into staring, that your paralyzed with fear. I ruined it. Everything I've worked so hard to keep at bay, ruined things in one instant. I think of running to my car and, driving to where things always seem to forgotten. ' Headstrong Waters' She must, have known my thoughts. Next thing she does surprises me, she opens the door. Normally I would have taken have taken this as a queue to leave, that was if her hand wasn't gripping mine.

She pulls me in, only when we both climb the steps do I realize she possibly wants more than a kiss. This causes my nerves to go overload my palms start to perspire. Heat rises to my face with every step closer, stomach aching with nerves. It's not my first time being alone in her room with her, but it's surly my first overnight. I'm sure my face is beet red, when she starts undressing. I turn my head not wanting to come off as perverted. Standing awkwardly your eyes stray to hers, when she stands before you in only underwear and an oversized T-shirt.

It hits me that she doesn't want anything more. I emotionally relax. She rolls her eyes, indicating for me to undress. I discard my cloths awkwardly, as I feel her scrutinizing gaze fixed on me. I'm only my your boxers, and I have no clue on what to do next. She sighs before softly making her way to me. Only when we are Cozy under the soft fabric, do I entirely relax. She snuggles into me, and her cool breath tickles against my chest.

I crack a smile when I feel her breathing even out. Apart of me feel that this is wrong, but another part of you feels that this is the way it's supposed to be. I sigh taking the small lecture my brain is giving me. I stare blankly at the ceiling, before sleep takes over.

I've re-edited this entire chapter, and I have to admit that it took me nearly an hour to do so. I know pathetic, but hey I'm only thirteen. Well as always comment, favorites, and follows are accepted. Kidding... Ahhh who am I fibbing to I'm serious there always appreciated. If I made some type of mistake you can go chew me out for that in the review section, but hey no swearing. Whelp See you guys next chapter! :0