My first Angsty Dark Fic. I'd call this my rough draft of part one, because I'm definitely not done with this. It may cause a few feels.. or shivers... but hey, it's Halloween ;) I'm definitely not good with horror, so feedback would be awesome. Tell me if you want me to continue! Hope you enjoy it! :D

A week. It was supposed to be a week. He was supposed to be taken from her in a week. But fate was a cruel soul who had other plans.

The five of them were marching through Pan's camp towards their goal, Hook in front, followed by Charming, who swerved his way in between the pirate and his daughter, then Emma, Snow and Regina. Emma had just caught Charming threatening Hook, after he caught them kissing at the campsite.

The kiss.

Emma didn't know what to make of it. That bloody pirate was being so nice, so helpful, so... dare she say it... charming. She wanted to thank him. But she got so much more. That kiss was passion at it''s finest. The way he caressed her hair and she put a vice grip on his jacket, while their tongues battled for dominance was embedded in her memory.

Of course she still cared about Neal, but she'd be a terrible liar if she said that she had zero feelings for Hook.

Because she did.

Does.

She cares for him.

Bloody bastard.

But then that day happened.

And it all went to hell.

They decided to screw finding a way back home, because home is where family is. They infiltrated the camp, following Tinkerbell's instructions word for word. The lost boys had no idea what hit them. Of course they had no idea Henry would be one of the Lost Boys. Dressed head to toe in green, the truest believer stood on a rock, with a poisoned bow and arrow, on some sort of spell, and he shot at Emma.

She never expected her son to try to murder her.

She never expected to die.

But even more, she never expected the pirate who cared about his life more than anything to jump in the way.

"Hook!" She had screamed, as Henry shook his head, recovering from the spell. Hook collapsed to the ground, the arrow protruding from his shoulder. Not a kill shot, but then again all shots were kill shots when the arrows were dipped in dream shade. "No, no, no." She cried falling beside him.

"Emma!" Her parents called simultaneously, fearing she too was grazed. Regina launched herself in the direction of Henry, not caring of the pirate's fate.

"Hold him still." Charming ordered as he pulled the arrow out of Hook's shoulder. Emma caressed his head in her lap trying to soothe his pain. As the arrowhead was yanked out, a veiny cut was left in it's wake, mocking them, sealing Hook's fate.

"Help him up." Snow told her husband and daughter. "We have to get him back to camp. Where's Regina?" She said suddenly, looking around, the four of them so no one. No temperamental queen, no dark Henry and no Lost Boys. They were alone.

A week. The dreamshade was supposed to take him in a week. Not that night.

"Swan." He said, sweating uncontrollably as he lay in the makeshift tent. She quickly went up to him and held his hand, his weak sweaty hand.

"I'm here."

"I'm a bloody idiot."

"Yes you are." She laughed.

"No." He winced. "Not for saving you. I'd do that a hundred times over. I'm an idiot for letting you initiate that kiss."

"What?" Did he regret it? She never decided if she did. Emma was definitely attracted to him, there was no point in denying that, and as she stared into his dull blue eyes, she realized it was more than attraction. She liked Captain Hook. She cared for Killian Jones.

"I should have initiated it." He rasped and she squeezed his hand harder, watching as the blood slowly drained itself from his body. Once she felt the warmth radiate said body, at the top of that beanstalk when he wrapped his arms around her, she could feel every inch of his hot toned body. But with the wound atop his shoulder, it was now cold, lifeless. "When you tied me to a tree, when you grabbed me on that beanstalk, at the lake, when I had you on your back."

She laughed. He smiled.

"Don't leave me." He begged, and she could almost feel the tears slowly making their way down her face. "Shh lass." His thumb rubbed the back of her hand.

"I won't leave you, but you have to promise that you won't leave me." She cried, collapsing onto him, nuzzling her head into his chest.

"I will never leave you lass." He said weakly. She raised her head to look into his eyes. "I will always be with you." His hand moved towards her chest, resting on her heart. "Here."

She looked down to his hand, and wrapped her hand around his. Their fingers intertwined, promising, hoping for a new beginning. Slowly he brought their hands to his face and kissed her fingers.

"Killian." She moaned. His dull eyes looked into hers, his lips curved into a soft smiled.

And that's when his grip on her hand faltered.

That's when the sea closed itself off from her view.

That's when the wind stopped flowing through his lips.

That's when the fire from his body extinguished permanently.

He was supposed to stay with her a week.

But he left that night.

"Killian!" Emma shoots upwards from her bed, the painful memory still lingering freshly in her mind. It has been a year since Hook died, in her arms. A year since Neal was discovered alive. A year since she stopped talking to her lying father, who kept his death sentence a secret. A year since Regina and Henry were rescued. A year since Pan was killed. A year since everyone escaped to Storybrooke.

A week since she began speaking to her father again. A week since Neal moved in. A week since she accepted the marriage proposal. A week since he began haunting her dreams again. Haunting her life.

"I scream your name in bed too, love." Killian sits by her windowsill, blue eyes glowing and mouth curved upwards in the most infuriating smirk. His leather attire clinging deliciously to his body, just as she remembers, his hook by his side.

You're not real , she tells herself.

"On the contrary I'm very real."

"You're dead." She croaks, looking up.

"Aye."

The first time she saw him was the second Neal got on his knees. He peered behind the crowd, watching her intently, waiting for an answer.

She could hear his voice in her head. Be happy, love.

Then he disappeared.

And she said yes.

"Why are you here?" She asks him as she gets up to get dressed, not faring that he's watching.

"Because you want me here." His gaze lingers on her form.

"Exactly, I want you here alive." She angrily zips up her jeans. "Not in my head." She turns to look at him, his face is serious. She wishes he was really here, so she could touch him. The feel of his stubble scraping against her skin haunts. The need to have his lips on hers consumers her. But he's dead.

Gone.

He smiles for a moment as if reading her thoughts.

Suddenly a creak emanates from the door, she whips her head in the direction of the sound and hears her son and fiance's voice augmenting. By the time she turns around Killian is gone.

But he was always gone.

"Mom!" Henry yells then catapults himself at her in a giant hug.

"Hey kid." She gently runs her fingers through her son's hair.

"Are you feeling better?" He peers up at her. The more Killian appeared, the more she isolated herself in her room, trying to shut him out, tricking those who loved her into thinking she was sick.

"Yeah kid I'm fine."

"Regina's picking him up in a few minutes." Neal smiles, leaning close to her. "That means we get the whole place to ourselves."

She smiles.

The doorbell of their new house rings and Henry runs towards the door to his adoptive mother. Emma stands aside watching them hug.

"I see you and the Queen are getting along."

She whips her head to see him leaning at the doorway casually. But at the same time she sees Regina stare at the spot where Hook stands, eyes widening. She looks back at Neal and Henry who are oblivious to anything.

"Regina? Are you alright?" Emma asks.

"I'm fine." She turns back to her son. "Henry let's go." He eyes linger at Hook a while more, causing Emma to freak out.

Did Regina see him?

She turns away from the door as the engine of Regina's Mercedes starts up. Neal smiles at her from his spot against the wall and then saunters over to her.

"So now that they're gone." He nibbles lightly at her ear causing her to gasp.

"Swan."

Her eyes widen, Killian is no longer leaning on the wall. He's so close to her and Neal, his eyes pleading.

You can't be here, you're dead.

"Emma please." The pirate pleads.

She ignores him, leaning into her fiance's kisses.

"What do you say we take this upstairs?" Neal asks her.

"I'd say that's the best idea you've ever had." Emma smiles.

They move to the bedroom, kissing passionately, shedding every layer, until he's making out with her atop the bed. Skin on skin, lips on lips. Eyes closed, breathing labored.

"Swan, don't leave me."

Her eyes snap open, and instead of Neal above her, she sees him! His hand caresses her from the side.

"No! No! No!" She says aloud frantically, her body going rigid. "You're not here! You're dead!"

"Emma?" Neal wonders aloud. "Emma what's wrong?" He tries to calm her by placing his hand at her for head, rubbing it softly, but all Emma sees is Killian's hand.

"Get away from me!" She shouts, launching her hands at his chest, making Neal stumble off the bed. "Get out of my head." She curls herself in a ball against the head board and begins to weep.

"How long?" Neal asks, as they sit at the kitchen table.

"A week."

"Since I proposed." He hangs his head.

"Neal!"

"Why?"

"He died in front of my eyes, because of me."

"Is that it?"

"Yes." She sighs.

"You best not lie, love." Killian says calmly from his corner.

"Do you think it's dark magic?" Emma asks Neal, ignoring the pirate.

"I don't know, we could always ask my dad." Neal replies, and Killian growls.

"Hook doesn't seem to like the idea."

"He's here?"

"Yeah." Emma points to the wall. He seems to scowl at the pirate.

"What do you think?"

"I think it's about time Gold repays his debt."

Emma, Neal and Killian make their way to the pawn shop.

"Ah, well if it isn't my son and future daughter in law." Gold greets them. "What seems to be the problem Miss Swan? You look like you've seen a ghost."

Emma cringes at his his words and apparently so does Killian.

"Actually, yes." Neal responds. "She has been seeing a ghost."

"Oh? And who would that be?"

"Hook." "Killian." Neal and Emma say at the same time.

"And prey tell what you want me to do with a memory of a dead pirate?"

"What does it mean?" Emma stresses.

"Why ask me that? I'm no expert in the mind Miss Swan, I believe we have Dr. Hopper for that."

"Because..." Emma begins. "He seems too real. I mean magic has to be behind it."

"As far as I can tell you Miss Swan, magic has nothing to do with it. It's all you." Gold says calmly. "Which begs the question. Why are you thinking about that Captain, when you have my son right here."

"Papa!"

"Damn Crocodile!"

"Excuse me?"

"When we met up with you and your parents, you were in morning. Now, why is that?"

"He was a friend!" She growls.

"That hurts, love." Killian says.

"Is that all?" Gold sneers.

"We're done here." Emma snaps. She turns on her heels and storms out, Neal and Killian hot on her trail.

"Can't be done dearie! We're family!"

"Emma!"

"What?" She spins around to face Neal but ends up walking through Killian, shivering at the eeriness.

"Always knew I could shake you, Swan."

"Shut up!"

"I didn't say anything!" Neal defends.

"Sorry, not you."

"Look, I'm sorry about my dad, but is he right? Did you have feelings for Hook."

"I cared for him. He was a friend."

"Emma."

"I didn't want him to die alright! It hurt."

"What else?"

"We kissed, and it made me feel whole."

"Emma!"

"What do you want me to say Neal? That a part of me died when he did? That I wish he was a villain and let me die?"

"Did you love him?"

"No." She answers honestly. "But I could have, if he survived, I would have." She looks at Neal's pained face, then at Killian. She wants him to actually be here, so she can tell him this, so she can kiss him.

Before Neal can say anything, Emma's phone rings.

"Swan."

"Emma? It's Ruby."

"What's wrong, are you okay?"

"Yeah, I mean yeah. Listen, you need to come to the cemetery."

"What? Why?"

"Victor and I were walking through the part that no one visits, and stumbled upon Hook's grave."

"Okay..." Where was Ruby going with this?

"No Emma, literally stumbled. Victor had to catch me from falling into it. Someone dug it up."

"What?"

"So, Victor and I wanted to see if they stole anything, because I couldn't smell his body."

Emma's eyes widen, she looks up to see Killian watching her.

"We flipped open his coffin... and... and his body is still there."

"Isn't that good?" Emma asks. Well she knew it would be traumatic to see the bones, but at least no one took him.

"No, Emma, you don't understand... he's still there. All of him, flesh, hook and leather. His body is preserved, like he never died... Emma?"

But she can't answer Ruby as her phone is laying face down on the pavement.

"Emma?" Neal asks, stepping forward.

She just stares at him in shock, then looks next to him, towards Killian Jones, who has a sympathetic smile on his face.

"Told you I'm not done with you, love."

Review? Who dug up Hook's grave? Why is Emma seeing him? Why is his body preserved?

-XoxPhoenix10