Hi everyone ! i'm reading don't you remember by commen-sense :) it's just fucking amazing ! but on glee kink meme it's not really esay ! So i post here and i hope you liked it ^^ I'm french so sorry for my english;) Enjoy

Chapter One :

Sebastian was woken up by the shrill sound of his cell phone. The ringtone was harsh enough to wake the dead, a purposeful move on Sebastian's part to ensure that no matter how deep of a sleep he may have fallen into, he woke up when the phone rang. He grabbed for it, his voice hoarse when he said, "Hello?"

"Sebastian," it was Burt. "Good news kiddo. Kurt's awake."

Sebastian swung his feet off the bed and stood up fast enough for his vision to swim. Ignoring the sudden disorientation, he stumbled towards the bathroom, phone still pressed against his ear. "I'll be there in fifteen minutes."

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Sebastian flew through the hospital corridors, hastily acknowledging the nods he got from the nurses who were by now well acquainted with his face. They were smiling at him with a knowing look and it only made Sebastian's heart speed up and his desire to see Kurt heighten.

When he got to Kurt's room, he found Blaine waiting outside. He grinned when he saw Sebastian and Sebastian could see that his eyes were rimmed red from crying. Sebastian knew that Kurt's accident had been hard for Blaine. Their breakup in junior year of college hadn't impacted their friendship at all and the two were still as close as they had been when Sebastian had first met them. Blaine was an important part of both his and Kurt's life, probably the only person apart from Kurt who Sebastian could confidently call a friend. He had been there for Sebastian throughout the seven weeks Kurt had been unconscious. If it hadn't been for Blaine and Burt, Sebastian would have cracked under the stress not two days after the accident.

"Hey," Blaine said when Sebastian finally reached him. "I just got here. Burt's inside, the doctor's talking to them. He told us to wait just a couple more minutes until he's done checking up on Kurt."

Sebastian nodded and leaned down to draw Blaine into a tight hug, inhaling deeply. Blaine smelled like hospital corridors and stale coffee but Sebastian still turned his face into his neck, his heart feeling light. "He's okay," he whispered shakily into Blaine's ear, a lump forming in his throat. "Kurt's okay."

"I know," Blaine replied with a small laugh, patting his back. "I told you he would be."

Sebastian pulled back. "I can't thank you enough for being here. I don't know what I would have done without you, killer."

"Hey, none of that okay. What kind of friend would I be if I wasn't here for you guys when you needed me?"

Sebastian looked away from Blaine's shining eyes to the window of Kurt's room. He could see the outline of Doctor Hendricks and Burt standing over Kurt's bed through the blinds. Kurt was sitting propped up on some pillows but his face was obscured by Burt's form. It made Sebastian even more impatient and he tapped his foot and crossed his arms, turning back to Blaine.

"Trust Kurt to wake up when I'm not here," Sebastian said, shaking his head. "He couldn't have chosen a time when I was sitting vigil by his bedside? Now I'm going to get endless crap about how I wasn't there when he woke up."

"You're looking forward to every teasing comment aren't you?" Blaine asked with a smile.

"Obviously."

Sebastian was just about to ignore the doctor's request and barge in to Kurt's room when the door opened and Burt came out. The look on his face made Sebastian's grin waver and his stomach clench. "What's wrong?"

"Kurt's fine," Burt said but his brow was still creased. "He's just – he uh."

"Burt, what is it?" Sebastian demanded.

Burt looked at him hesitantly. "He seems to have lost a great chunk of his memory."

"How big a chunk?" Sebastian asked slowly.

Burt took a deep breath. "About ten years. Still thinks he's 18."

Sebastian felt as if someone had punched him in the gut. "You mean he – he doesn't remember at all?"

Burt's answer was interrupted by Doctor Hendricks walking out. She gave them all a brief smile before saying, "He's asking for Blaine."

Sebastian felt tears welling up in his eyes, hot and stinging. Blaine met his gaze looking panicked and slightly guilty but he walked past the doctor into the room where Kurt was waiting for him. Sebastian was vaguely aware of Burt's hand on his arm and the doctor explaining how memory loss was sometimes common amongst head injury victims but all Sebastian could think of was Kurt inside the hospital room. A Kurt who probably didn't even care that Sebastian was standing outside desperate to see him, a Kurt who still thought he was eighteen, at the peak of his love for Blaine and resentment for Sebastian.

"Mr. Smythe, I know this is hard but -"

"You're fucking right it's hard!" Sebastian snapped, his whole body shaking. "My husband just had ten years of his memory wiped."

"Mr. Smythe, please. This is a hospital. You need to -"

"Don't tell me what I need to do -"

"Sebastian, take a deep breath, son." Burt said, tightening his grip on Sebastian's arm. Sebastian looked at him and saw the sympathy and understanding in his eyes. He knew. Burt knew exactly what this situation meant for Sebastian.

"Kurt seems stable for the time being, we're going to run some tests and keep him here for maybe a night or two more just to make sure everything's fine." Doctor Hendricks said once Sebastian had taken three shaky breaths. "The memory loss is by no means permanent," she said gently looking straight at Sebastian. "There's more than a ninety five percent chance that he'll recover his memories over time. You just need to find the right prompt. But until then, try and take things slowly. It can be overwhelming to find out that you've missed ten years of your life. It's hard for the families but it's equally hard, if not more, for the patient."

Sebastian nodded, lips pressed together. "Can I go see him?" he asked, forcing his voice to remain steady.

"Of course, just remember to be gentle."

Sebastian frowned. "By gentle you mean..." he trailed off, narrowing his eyes when Burt and Doctor Hendricks exchanged a look. "Great." Sebastian said, shaking his head and fighting back more tears. "Really great. So now I'm not even allowed to tell him that I'm his husband?"

"All the doctor means here, kid is that dropping such a big bomb on Kurt isn't really the smartest thing to do right now." Burt said. "Just, take it slow for the moment."

Sebastian closed his eyes and took another deep breath. He could stand here and keep arguing but he desperately wanted to do was see Kurt. "Fine," he said. "Whatever."

The second his hand closed on the doorknob of Kurt's room, his heart started beating wildly in his chest. Neither of the room's occupants noticed him enter and Sebastian took advantage of the fact to just take in the sight of Kurt. (Alive. He's alive. He's alright.)

Kurt and Blaine's hands were twined together on the bed between them. Any other time, Sebastian wouldn't have thought about it twice, he was so used to their level of physical comfort with each other. But knowing that right now, Kurt in his mind was madly in love with Blaine, the gesture felt like a punch to Sebastian's heart.

Kurt finally caught sight of him standing there and frowned. "Sebastian?" The sound of Kurt taking his name after so long almost broke him right then and there but Sebastian forced himself to remain calm for Kurt's sake.

Blaine turned around at the mention of his name and Sebastian noticed how he discreetly pulled his hand away from Kurt's.

"What are you doing here?" Kurt asked.

"I'm here to see you, idiot." Sebastian replied.

"Why would you care about -" Kurt paused, "Wait. Did you have anything to do with my accident?"

"What, no." Sebastian said, walking up to stand beside where Blaine was sitting. "Why would you think that?"

"What other reason would you have to come see me?"

How about because you're my husband? Because we've been together for seven years? Because we've been married for two?

Sebastian swallowed the lump in his throat. "In the future - god that sounds stupid," he said, his body starting to quiver again. He rubbed his forehead with his palm, catching the cold sweat beading there before he forced a smile on his face. "We don't hate each other as much as we used to."

"I'm going to go call Rachel." Blaine said suddenly, standing up. "I couldn't get through to her last time I tried. She'll want to know Kurt's awake."

Sebastian frowned. Rachel already knew. She had called him minutes after Burt had and said she was so sorry she couldn't get out of rehearsals to come to the hospital immediately but she would be there as soon as they were over. There was no way Blaine didn't know that. Sebastian couldn't stop a small, grateful smile from spreading across his face when he realized Blaine was probably using the excuse to give him and Kurt some time alone.

"Wait, no. Don't go." Kurt said, grabbing Blaine's wrist. Blaine hesitated but gently pulled himself free of Kurt's grip. "I'll be just a second," he said softly.

Sebastian waited until the door shut behind Blaine to take his vacated seat next to the bed. Kurt was looking at him curiously. "How are you feeling?" he asked, resisting the urge to reach out and take Kurt's hand like Blaine had.

"Confused." Kurt said. "So we're what, we're friends?"

"That's one way of putting it," Sebastian said, unable to hide the sadness in his voice.

"Wow," Kurt breathed. "How did that happen?"

"Funny story, actually." Sebastian said with a small grin.

"The last I remember of you is after you'd assaulted Blaine with that rock salt slushie. We're decidedly not friends. Or at least... we weren't. I don't know I -" Kurt dropped his head into his hands and let out a frustrated huff. "Ugh, I can't remember anything."

"Don't pressure yourself too much." Sebastian said. He didn't even realize he was reaching for Kurt's hand until his palm was draped over the backs of Kurt's fingers. Kurt tensed and immediately pulled his hand away. Sebastian tried to stop the hurt from showing on his face.
"Can you please send my dad in?" Kurt asked, not meeting Sebastian's gaze.

Sebastian stood up and nodded, ignoring the sinking feeling inside him. "Yeah. Yeah, sure."

Sebastian stayed at the hospital while the doctors ran their tests. He took a seat at the far end of the waiting room and listened to Blaine apologize over and over until Sebastian finally snapped and told him to shut up; it wasn't his fault that Kurt had lost his memory and that he was still helplessly in love with Blaine.

He kept twisting the wedding band on his finger, as if twisting it enough would turn the clocks in Kurt's mind back to the current time and make him remember everything.

It was cruel joke. All of it. That Kurt would forget the precise years where he and Sebastian had developed a close friendship, fell in love and decided to stay together other until death do them part. That he would rewind back to a time where Sebastian meant nothing to him, when he was just an irritant in his path. When their interactions were filled with nothing but insults flinging back and forth.

Sebastian wasn't aware that he was crying, not until he felt a hand on his shaking back and looked up to see Blaine's looking at him with glassy eyes.

Sebastian didn't want to be around him at the moment, couldn't bear to look at him without thinking of how Kurt saw him. But he couldn't help himself from leaning against him either. He lay his head on Blaine's shoulder and let his tears continue to fall silently.