HELLO EVERYONE!

THOSE WHO ARE READING MY OTHER STORIES 'GUIDE TO FALL IN LOVE' AND 'ALL OVER AGAIN' MIGHT ALREADY KNOW THAT I'M GOING OVER SOME OF MY STORIES AND REWRITING THEM, THE PLOT WON'T CHANGE, I'M ONLY CORRECTING GRAMMATICAL ERRORS AND MAKING THE CHAPTERS LONGER AND MORE INTERESTING.

The updates of this story are going to be way tooooooo slow so please, please, PLEASE bear with me.

And please guys, is painfully obvious that this is a Fem Tsuna fanfic, so please if you don't like, DON'T READ!

Also, Tsuna and North Italy are the same person so this is also a Fem Italy fic.

Disclaimer: Hetalia and KHR! are not mine (unfortunately) I just own the plot.

Summary: Felicia knew she didn't have much time left, which was ironic at best since she, as the personification of a nation, was immortal. Yet here she was, counting the days she had left until her body rot and perished. Felicia couldn't help but ponder how unfair it was, she had wished for nothing more than happiness, and now that she finally obtained as one Sawada Tsunayume, it would be taken away from here again. And the worst wasn't that she was going to leave, but that she would leave people behind.

Pairing: All27/Fem!Italy.

Warnings: AU, Non-Cannon Fem!Tsuna/Fem!Italy. This is after the manga ends. JUST SO YOU KNOW, MOST OF MY KNOWLEDGE COMES FROM WIKIA AND OTHER FANFICTIONS. I HAVE NOT READ THE MANGA SO IF THERE IS ANYTHING I PUT WRONG, PLEASE POINT IT OUT FOR ME.

Published: 10-15-13

Update: 05-30-15

The Beginning of the End

― 機密 ―

Chapter One: Secrets

Normal PoV

"Tsuna?" Yamamoto Takeshi called the small brunette that was sitting beside him when he noticed her attention drifting away.

"H-Hai?" She stammered nervously, her voice naturally soft and sweet.

"Are you okay, Juudaime?" Asked the silver haired teen sitting in front of them, while removing the red framed glasses that had been resting on the bridge of his nose. "You look a little pale." He noted, his brow furrowing in concern for the brunette's health.

"Y-yeah, just a little tired." The girl tried to reassure her two overprotective friends. Her little hands waving in front of her as she tried to convey her feelings.

"But..." They hesitated. Neither of the guys were convinced, but didn't pushed the subject either. Their little friend, and also the girl they were secretly in love for a while now, had been acting strange since a couple of weeks ago.

One day she suddenly arrived home a little after midnight looking extremely pale and burning with fever. That day they had schedule a meeting, and when the brunette didn't arrived at the time they had agreed, all of her friends including her tutor started worrying. They searched everywhere, but no luck whatsoever, it was as if she had just... vanished. Poof! They were extremely relieved when she arrived to her home hours later, but when they saw her like that, pale and very sick, they concluded that something must had happened to her on her way home. Unfortunately, no matter how many times they asked her or how much Reborn threatened her, she wouldn't talk. Not even a peep. But that wasn't the worst of all, oh no! She suddenly started disappearing for hours without telling them a word and appearing hours later, almost at midnight with high fevers and very pale, and she still refused to tell them what was wrong.

It infuriated them. It made them feel completely useless.

"Gokudera-kun? Yamamoto?" Said persons were snapped out of their thoughts and quickly reverted their attention to their little angel that was looking at them with a worried smile.

"Yeah?" Yamamoto asked a little confused of the sudden call.

"Are you okay? You look a little distracted, do you want us to stop now? We still have time before we have to turn in this project." The girl, Sawada Tsunayume, offered with a soft smile playing on her lips making both males blush slightly.

"N-no, I'm fine. I-I was just thinking about this math problem, it looks a little difficult." It wasn't entirely a lie, he was having problems with that problem. But he wasn't thinking about that, thankfully, the brunette's Hyper Intuition didn't pick the lie and instead Tsuna opted for explaining the problem slowly and carefully to her friend.

Meanwhile, a man wearing a black military Japanese uniform watched the scene from a building a little far from the brunette's house. His face was blank, but his eyes shone with something people who didn't know him wouldn't have been able to describe.

"It's almost time." The man whispered softly. The wind muting his voice and carrying the words away. "What are you going to do? You can't live like this forever." A small frown appeared in his face, a tinge of sadness appearing. After all this time she would need to go back. He knew it. She knew it.

They didn't have much time left.

"You need to hurry."

Tsuna shuddered when she heard words those words that had been carried by the wind to her, earning odd looks from her friends that were soon replaced by worried ones.

"Tsuna, are you okay?" Asked Yamamoto, his eyes looking frantically for any sign of sickness on her persona.

"Juudaime! Do you feel sick? Should I call the pervy doctor? How many fingers do you see? Do I need to call an ambulance?" Gokudera asked checking the brunette's temperature and flailing his arms around frantically when he discovered she didn't had fever.

"I'm fine guys it was just..." She trailed awkwardly, unsure of what exactly she should tell her friends.

"Just...?" Yamamoto repeated with an arched eyebrow, encouraging her to continue.

"I-I think something big is going to happen." She stammered under her breath while looking at the floor hoping they wouldn't heard her. Unfortunately for Tsuna, luck never is on her side in this kind of situations.

"What do you mean?" Asked Yamamoto wide eyed, before his amber eyes narrowed.

"Not sure..." She said biting her bottom lip. That was, of course, a total lie. Tsunayume was well aware of what was to come, but she wasn't about to tell them. The less they knew, the better in her opinion.

"I'll go get Reborn-san!" Gokudera-kun announced as he stood up, startling both her and Yamamoto. He quickly ran out of the room, and soon enough Tsuna could hear him leaving the house.

"I'll get the rest of the guys!" Yamamoto said before he too ran out of the brunette's room and moment later her house too as if the devil himself was trying to catch him.

"W-wait!" But it was too late, they were long gone. Tsuna sighed tiredly and massaged her temples hoping that the developing headache would soon disappear.

"You will have to tell them soon." A male and polite voice said from behind her, but Tsuna didn't bother turning around. She knew exactly who it was.

"I know, I just... I-I wish I had more time." The little brunette felt her head being caressed lovingly and she leaned to the touch, purring happily as she was petted expertly. It felt so nice. So familiar. It reminded her of better and simpler times.

"I am aware. But we both knew this moment was going to come sooner or later. You knew you would have to leave all of this." He said with a motion if his hand trying to refer to her whole life making the girl nod sadly, it was true after all.

"I just wish I had more time, but... at the same time I don't. They would only suffer more if that was the case." The brown eyed girl sighed softly, her eyes starting to tear.

"It's okay, Feli." Japan tried to reassure her, but Tsuna knew he was hurting as much as she was. She knew he wanted her to have a normal life, away from all the pain and suffering they were meant to go through and had already gone through for many years.

"Everything is ready?" The girl asked trying to change the subject.

"Yes, in a few days Federico will be back in Italy to make his presence known and you will be replaced as the Vongola Decimo." Her heart tugged painfully at that, but this was necessary. She had never wanted to be Vongola Decimo to begin with, because she knew it would be something that she would never be able to do effectively. Not when her life was escaping her from between her fingers and there was nothing she could do to stop it.

"Are you sure he won't say a word?" Japan nodded at the question.

"Yes, he also asked me to tell you that he is thankful for everything you did to keep him alive." She smiled wryly. Why wouldn't he? She had saved him from a certain death.

"Everyone else would have done the same." Tsuna shrugged looking down.

"No Feli, they wouldn't. You gave up everything to keep him alive, including years you could have spent with the Vongola." The girl grimaced at the remainder. It was true, but she also did it because she wanted the Vongola to have a heir when she was gone. She wasn't going to get pregnant at her age and start popping kids, thank you very much. She was too young for that, only fifteen.

"I didn't-" She started again, but was interrupted.

"Felicia." The long haired girl twisted her neck to the side so that they were finally for the first time since he arrived, face to face. "Even if it was for your own gain, and for your plan to work perfectly, what you did was something someone else wouldn't have. You have been looking out for the Vongola even when it wasn't your job, for many years you kept your promise to Giotto and even now you keep looking out for them." The man told her, his dark brown, nearly black eyes piercing her soul with the intensity of his stare. "It's time to let go." But Tsuna didn't want to let go. They were important to her. 400 years ago and even now. They were a part of her. Would always be.

"Kiku-" He made her stop by placing his fingertips on her lips.

"Shh, I have to go now. Your friends and tutor are on their way." The Asian man said before leaning to her and kissing her forehead before he rested his own forehead against hers. "Whatever happens, I'm here for you, Feli. I will always be here for you." And with that, he disappeared.

Tsunayume was left alone in her small room, a room that she had come to see as hers just as that house had become a place she could call her home, and Sawada Nana became the mother she never had.

The time for her to disappear was getting more and more closer and there was nothing Tsuna could do to stop it.

And she hated it.

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＊機密: Kimitsu: Secrets.

And sorry for the mistakes.

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