A/N: Hey guys! This is my first Jacob and Renesmee story. They were actually the reason I got an account on here in the first place, because I love reading the stories! So, I figured I'd write my own. It's rated Mature for later chapters, of course. This will all be in Nessie's POV unless stated otherwise. Also, I'm not really gonna re-cap Renesmee's age stuff. I'm sure you guys already know her growth style. :p Anyway, I really hope you guys like it!

It had been six years since we almost had to face the Volturi in battle. And by we, I mean my family, considering I was only about six months old, but you get the point. Anyway, now I'm almost seven years old, which meant I was going to stop growing soon. I looked about sixteen or seventeen years old. I started going through "womanly changes" about a year ago. Not only did my body change, but my mind did as well. At first, I was really immature about it. Mom says that it was because I was so moody. But now, my brain is almost as mature as an adult, minus some adult experiences, as well as "normal human girl" experiences.

I've never really been out, besides grocery runs with my parents, and the occasional movies with Jake. Because of this, I didn't really have any friends. Don't get me wrong, I have lots of friends. Jake, the Pack, the imprints, and even Nahuel. I loved them all so much, but I sometimes dislike the fact that I won't ever get to be normal. Jake says that being normal is overrated, and not all it's cracked up to be. But, since my life, to me, is normal, wouldn't that make being a human not normal? I didn't know, I was confusing myself.

Anyway, back to my changes. I started having other changes, too. I was starting to be interested in Jake, in more than a friendship kind of way. I talked to my mom about it one day. She told me to trust my heart.

My heart, however, was confused as hell.

My whole life, Jake's been there. As a friend...a brotherly figure. And, someday, he would leave me for the girl he imprints on. He told me once that he's never had a girlfriend. He told me about mom and the kiss and how they loved each other, but I guess that was gone now. I assumed he never had a girlfriend these days because he didn't want to hurt the girl when he imprinted on someone else. I didn't really understand the whole imprinting thing, but I know that I want to be as happy as Sam and Emily, Jared and Kim, or Paul and Rachel are someday.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by a knock at the door. Speak of the Devil, it's Jacob.

"Hey Ness," he smiled "I see you aren't ready to go?"

I looked at him confusingly until I remembered we were supposed to go to the movies.

"Yeah, sorry..." I said "Give me five minutes?" I smiled, grabbed some clothes, and went in my bathroom.

I decided on wearing dark skinny jeans and a grey Seattle University sweatshirt. I came out of the bathroom to find Jake stretching. Normally, I wouldn't have thought anything of it. But, with these new found feelings, I noticed how defined his biceps were when he stretched. I felt tingly all over, and almost didn't want to go to the movies with him. Almost.

He grabbed my hand so we could leave, but this felt weird. I felt tingly again and I had butterflies in my stomach. I didn't know if I liked these new feelings or not if it was going to make me nervous around him all the time.

After an awkwardly silent car ride, which was my fault considering I was really nervous for no reason, we finally arrived to the movie theater in Port Angeles. We didn't really know anything about the movies that were playing, but it was my turn to pick. I decided on a cheesy romance story to hopefully ease the tension, because Jake usually made fun of these kinds of movies. He rolled his eyes at me when I picked it out, and I couldn't help but laugh.

We got our popcorn and drinks and found a spot all the way in the back of the theater. We were the only ones in there, which made me even more nervous. I didn't want to risk touching Jake and showing him my thoughts, because if he knew I liked him, it might ruin our friendship. As if on cue, Jake offered his hand for me. I didn't know what to do, So I put the popcorn bucket in it. He gave me a weird look, then shrugged it off.

We were forty-five minutes into the movie and Jake hadn't said a word. This was even more awkward. I almost laughed because I guarantee that it wasn't awkward for him at all. In fact, I was probably freaking him out. I should stop being so jittery and weird.

Finally, the movie was over.

"Well I don't know about you, but I think that fucking sucked," Jake laughed.

I laughed too, "Yeah, I only picked it because I thought you'd make fun of it like you always do," I said.

"Oh shit, I thought you actually wanted to see it, that's why I didn't say anything," he laughed harder than ever.

"No, oh my god! I like romance movies but that was just...unrealistic," I laughed.

Jacob grabbed me by the waist and pulled my face close to his. If you thought I was freaking out before, try multiplying that by a thousand now.

"Nessie!" he said. He was mocking the guy from the movie, "Will you...be mine forever?" he said, dramatically.

He laughed and let me go. I was speechless. I actually wanted him to kiss me. Jacob, my best friend.

We were about half way home when Jake turned to me.

"Are you okay, Ness?" he asked, "I feel like you've been kind of quiet this whole night,"

I shrugged, trying to play it cool.

"I'm fine Jake, just a little tired," I said.

He grabbed my hand, "We'll be home soon," he said.

God, I really liked him. I really wanted to jump over to his seat and give him the biggest kiss in the world.

Suddenly, Jake slammed on the brakes. I gave him a confusing look, when I realized what I did. I looked down at our hands, his pulling away from mine.

"Renes-" I cut him off by getting out of the car. I could run home from here.

I heard Jacob calling my name out, but I didn't listen, and I didn't turn back.