Welcome to the story "Exist", it's an RaphxDon mpreg/turtlecest/AU sort of fanfic. Please respect as I'm experimenting writing "difficult" themes. Thank you.

"Donnie, this is wrong."

"Raph, I love you and you felt the same."

"Yeah, this is why we need to stop."

"Don! Don! You okay?"

"Yeah. I'm just not feeling well."

"Maybe it's because of the wound you had during our mission with the Kraang?"

"Maybe…"

"You know Donnie *hic* I still love you. *hic* I want you so badly…"

"Me too, Raph. Me, too."

"Then, let's spend this last night *hic* of being together. *hic*"

"… Okay."

"Hah! Raphie!"

"Not too loud,"

"Uhn!"

"It can't be! It can't be! That virus! That virus must have caused this! Should I tell it?! But Master will hate me for this! My family would be ashamed of me! Raph and I… Raph… Should I kill it? No… No! It's your fault. Not the baby's. If Sensei didn't care, you should be lost and dead long time ago."

My name is Donatello Hamato, the brains of the team. I trained ninjutsu under my father, Master Splinter. A year ago, I left my dearest home and lived to an abandoned area under a large oak tree. With April's help, I was able to build a new "lair". She said I shouldn't stress too much because of my condition.

I was pregnant. Yes, I'm a male and I'm pregnant with Raph's child. During my tests with Leatherhead it was discovered that when I have the virus, I had the hormones of a female. You can say my internal body is turned into a female.

But the chance the egg would survive is slim as my body is not accommodating for pregnancy. If that happened, I can have my life back. But… Poor thing.

After so many trips to the bathroom, mood swings and cravings, I laid an egg on an improvised bath tub with soil in it. I felt proud for some reason.

But the electric circuitry is not done so it's hard to keep the egg warm. I'm scared that my egg might not hatch because of the temperature. April and I started to prepare for the hatching is getting near.

That aside, it seemed that Raph is back being the Nightwatcher again. She said the team searched for me. They will not understand my situation. They would think I'm a sick bastard.

I heard Raph had been seeking other dimensional species as well… He and I are not together anymore. So let him be.

After a few months, the egg hatched.

It's a boy. He is so beautiful. He had my skin. But after a few days, I'm shocked. He opened his eyes. Golden orbs. He got his eyes. He got his Daddy's eyes. But then again, I'm really happy. My little dumpling. It's so worth it.

"Welcome, my baby Rigel."