This is an authors note. Surprise. Usually, I wouldn't put this here, as I'm against putting author's notes without a chapter, and it even says in the rules of this site that you're not allowed to, but I can't just let you guys wonder when there will be an update. Guys, I'm sorry. I know a lot of you clicked this link in hopes that I updated, but I just can't write. I try and try, but nothing good comes out of my mind. Every idea that I have seems great at first, but once I write it down I realize it's horrible. I haven't got an inspiration for this story. I thought that this would be my best story ever, but obviously it's not. It's stupid without a prequel but I was too stupid to do that either.

I rush stories, I only focus on the main characters instead of going together people's plots (Like, I'll only focus on Eli and Clare's relationship and not even talk about their relationships with any of their friends), I try to fit too many plots/ideas into one story, I skip important parts, I take too long to update because I get writers' block, my chapter lengths aren't constant, I only write in one POV because I feel awkward to switch between 2 person's POVs and when I do I switch too often between them, I don't mention anything, everything (distance, time that's passed,etc) is all inaccurate, I choose dumb story ideas that, at first, I think is good but realize it's shit, I suck at dialogue, I don't write enough chapters ahead of time, causing not only delay but later things in early chapters that don't match up with what I want to put in later chapters, I suck at summaries and when I get near to finishing a chapter, I'll rush it because I'm so excited to publish it, but then it turns out shitty and when I have a good idea, I rush that and ruin what could've been a good story. I could've made this story good. I could've made Starving Dogs good, but I fucked that up, too, didn't I?

I don't think I'm going to be writing anymore, guys. And I know this is fucking horrible of me to leave this story like this, unfinished, with everyone wondering what happens, but there's no way I can do the ending justice; every time I try to write, it just turns out so fucking stupid. And not just in stories. Everything I do is stupid. I don't think about my actions and I fuck things up with people. I take everything too seriously and I just am a horrible person in general.

Again, I'm sorry. Thanks for being loyal fans and reading my stories. All your reviews were great, but I just can't write anymore. I can't do this.

-NJCD