I got a request for Jack watches as Hiccup loses his leg from phagechildon(. ) and I decided to post it on here ^^

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Jack was there, he saw him fall, fall into the fiery explosion and all he did was watch as the only person who believed in him fall towards his death. All he did was stand there and watch.

Jack thought he would never see the freckled face teen again, he thought his only friend was gone and he was alone, just like before. But then he saw Toothless, limp and unmoving, the burnt up wreckage of the saddle torn, but there was no Hiccup. Jack's hope died, Hiccup wasn't there, he was missing, he was gone, dead.

Jack would have turned around and flown away, not wanting to face the pain that was sure to come when the dragon opened his wings, Hiccup in his arms. Jack stared at him hopelessly, body froze as time seemed to drag by before Stoick yelled, voice filled with happiness "He's alive!"

The crowd cheered but none of them was as thrilled and relieved then Jack, grinning widely as he laugh, worry and pain disappearing from his shoulders as he repeated the words "He's alive! He's alive!"

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Hiccup laid on his bed, eyes closed as he breathed in and out slowly; Jack sat by his side, eyes glued to the boy; it was a week since the battle and all Jack could do is stare at Hiccup; he seemed so small, smaller than usual, it hurt Jack to see Hiccup like this, so little and fragile, icy blue eyes glancing at the boy's face, looking over the burns and scratches before they slowly traveled down the brunet's body before stopping at his feet. Foot Jack winced.

It hurt him, hurt him deeply when he saw the remands of Hiccup's leg, bloody as broken to the point Jack felt faint. It was inevitable. It had to come off. Hiccup's life was on the line, but it didn't hurt Jack less as he pressed his hands over his ears as hard as he could, tears pouring down his cheek as Hiccup's agonizing screaming shook him to the core. He couldn't leave Hiccup, he had to stay by his side, he had to ignore the screaming and the blood and the pain Hiccup felt and hold on the pale hand desperately as he whispered over and over and over again in Hiccup's ear "It's okay Hiccup, you'll be fine, you'll be fine"

Jack never left Hiccup's side, sometimes holding Hiccup's hand or brushing the hair from his face or just listen to him breathing. It comfort Jack greatly, reminding him that Hiccup was still here, still alive. But the screams from Hiccup just days before echoed in his head and it scared him.

Why didn't he stop Hiccup from going up there?

Why didn't he help him fight?

Why did he just leave?

Why did Hiccup have to lose his leg?

The last question make the winter spirit's stomach turned, throat closing tightly as he desperately wished he could take it all back. This shouldn't have happened, Hiccup didn't deserve this. It was all his fault. All his fault.

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I hope it wasn't too bad, I just needed to write something hijack-y ^^

Love you all~~

~LMDR