AN: OK... 1. I KNOW I HAVE LIKE THREE OTHER STORIES TO UPDATE... WRITE. BUT I COULDN'T WAIT TO PUBLISH THIS ONE HERE!.
2. I WROTE THIS STORY LIKE TWO OR THREE YEARS AGO- IN SPANISH- FOR ANOTHER WEBSITE (CAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT FANFICTION BACK THEN) AND I HAVE TO SAY I REALLY LIKED IT.

3. SO THIS STORY IS ACTUALLY ALREADY COMPLETELY WRITTEN AND I JUST HAVE TO WORK ON THE TRANSLATION WHICH IS FASTER THAN WRITING FROM ZERO AND TRANSLATING. SO I HOPE, (IF YOU LIKE IT) I'LL BE ABLE TO UPDATE FASTER THAN MY OTHER FICS.

4. THIS ONE IS BASED ON AVRIL LAVIGNE'S SONG WITH THE SAME TITLLE. AND SOME CHAPTERS ARE BASED IN OTHER SONGS (MUST OF THEM IN SPANISH) WHICH IF YOU WANT TO I'LL TELL THE ARTIST'S NAME AND THE SONG'S TITLLE.

5. THE CHAPTERS ARE SHORTER BECAUSE THEY WERE WITTTEN THAT WAY FROM THE BEGINNING. I'LL THINK IF I SHOULD POST TWO CHAPTERS PER UPDATE SO THEY ARE NOT THAT SHORT.

6. I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS STORY AS MUCH AS MY FIRST READERS DID. IT IS A REALLY SAD STORY BUT I PROMISSE IT IS WOTH IT. AND WELL... ENJOY.

OH YEAH YEAH... THE SONG TO THIS CHAPTER IS NAMED "Mi sol" (my sun) AND THE DUET THAT SINGS IT IS "Jessey & Joy" IN CASE YOU WANT TO LISTEN WHILE/ BEFORE/ AFTER READING.

DISCLAIMER: L&o svu AND ITS CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE.

WHEN YOU'RE GONE.

1. MY SUN

The room is immersed in an almost total darkness, only the dim light of the moon that comes through my sale illuminates slightly along with a breeze that moves the curtains. I am lying on my bed under the thin fabric of my sheets, silently listening to his steady breathing. I turn around gently trying not to wake him; feeling the sheets slide over the skin of my naked body. I settled in place to watch him. For a few minutes the fear ran through me thinking it was all a dream; the caresses, the words, the connection... everything, but it wasn't, here he is beside m, in my bed... sleeping. I observe his eyes moving around slightly under his eyelids, he must be dreaming. I keep looking the rest of his face, that face I know perfectly well. He moves his tongue slightly moistening his thin lips. I have to stand the temptation to kiss them once again. He moves a little stretching his body moving the sheets with him getting me totally uncover. I don't really care, my room is warm. I can feel the delicious breeze run up my back's skin making me shiver. I take my pillow and hug it against my chest while I keep my eyes on him. I don't want to be anywhere else; right now the world doesn't exist. The minutes pass by until his eyes open slowly... he caught me.

"Hello stranger" He says with his husky, sleepy voice and with that twisted smile of his on his face. He's unique.

"Hello" I answer. He rises a bit turning slightly on his side, leaning on his elbow, holding his head in his right hand.

"Had you sleep?"

"I don't think so." I admit. He approaches me and takes my chin with his free hand. I get up a bit and turn on my side. I feel my heart pounding against my ribs immediately as he brings his lips to mine and began to kiss me slowly. Oh god blessed this addiction. I speed up a bit taking him by his neck while intensifying our kiss. Yes. I want to make love with him again. And soon I know he wants the same thing. I feel him moving taking his hands to my hips pulling me to his arm body. It feels so good, I move my legs to twine them with his, savoring his tongue slowly. There's no rush I want to enjoy it again. He leaves my lips and stretches to my night table. I let him go for a second so he can slide the condom over his hard... huge penis. He came back to me and I capture his lips as fast as I can. He gently passes his fingers through my hair- it feels so good. Our legs play around sliding against each others. He starts leaning me back getting above my body. I slide my hands through the strong muscles of his back down to his butt pulling him to me. Immediately I feel like the soft fabric of the sheets slipping between our bodies. Elliot is moving them. I move a little to open my legs and let him settle between them. He slowly slides his hands from my tights to my backside lovingly stroking my butt. He kisses me and takes my face with one hand forcing our eyes to meet again as I feel him push against my entrance. I can't help but close my eyes for a few seconds as he slides inside me. Once he stops pushing he waits until I open my eyes again to meet that beautiful blue gaze of his.

"I love you Olivia" I catch his lips again as he begins to move slowly pulling slightly out of me before pushing in gain. It's a slow pace; our mouths devouring each others; our hands caressin the other's skin, he whispers beautiful words to my ears. He keeps moving until I feel that delicious feeling on my low belly. And soon I notice his cock hardening even more just about to explode so I stop fighting it and I let my body take the control feeling the orgasm arrive deliciously. He let go as well and I feel him cum making my own orgasm last more as a slight noise comes from my throat.

"We are one soul." He whispers as soon as he can breathe staying inside of me. We kiss again slowly as our heartbeats gradually start relaxing. I feel him slide out of me and down of me. He settles in his place and turn me around let me curl up between his strong arms.

"I love you too." I whisper what I wanted to say minutes before but my lack of air wouldn't let me.

"Sleep, Liv. I'm here." He says hugging me until I start to disconnect from reality immersed in our aroma and heat.

EO EO EO EO EO

The morning is cooler than the night, my body is sore and a little cold, I curl up and feel the sheets covering my body again. I open my eyes to find him. He is here watching me.

"Good morning." He greets me with his smile.

"grrd mrnin." I answer something that is supposed to be a good morning.

"It is colder today. There's no sun." He says pointing to my window. I watch and discover how the sky is all cloudy. I'm sure it is much more warm here in my bed than out there. He is my own personal sun now; the light, heat and life for me.

"Did I tell you that I love you?" He says making me turn again to meet his gaze.

"I love you Ell... you are like the gift that I never asked for." I say without fear of making a full. I'd ever been a romantic woman... but with him, with everything that had happen. I just want him to know exactly how I feel. He won't judge me.

"Oh Liv. Thank you... for everything." He answers caressing my cheek. " I feel like... you are that small part of heaven I don't deserve." He says with a broken voice. I can't fight my tears so I just curl in his arms again hiding my face. Things haven't been easy lately... until now that I feel safe.

"Oh no. Thank you... you are my light. You had supported my life in so many ways. I don't want to lose you." I say crashing my face in his warm chest looking for his heartbeat. I was so lonely without him; I don't want to be back into that loneliness ever again.

"You'll never lose me. I'm a part of you as you are a part of me. My PARTner." He took me in his arms and kisses my forehead.

"Promise it." I whisper clinging hard to his back.

"I promise." He replays crushing me against his body.

I am so happy to have him right here with me. Everything is perfect.

TO BE CONTINUE ...

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I PROMISSE TO WORK IN MY OTHER STORIES.