Good To You

Prologue

Summary: When Kensi falls into the wrong mans arms, the complications keep getting worse and worse.

Characters: Kensi Blye, Marty Deeks, G Callen, Sam Hanna, Eric Beale, Nell Jones, Hetty Lange,

Disclaimer: I do not own NCISLA or its characters.

Rating: Not sure. PG-13/R to be on the safe side.

Chapter One - "Innocence"

She needed comfort, maybe they both did. Their partners had nearly died and neither of them really knew how to deal with it. Her partner pushed her away and he just needed someone to talk to. His partner had left and she knew he blamed myself for everything. This led them into each other arms. She regretted it the moment it happened, she wasn't to sure about him. She wasn't going to ask, she was going to pretend it never happened and things would go back to the way they should be. Nothing ever seems to happen the way you want it too. She sat there on the floor in her bathroom, trying so hard to pull herself together. This wasn't how it was supposed to go. Things weren't supposed to be like this. She wanted so badly to turn back the clock, redo the things she should have done the first time. She then heard this soft knock on her door. She got up from the floor, looked in the mirror and wiped away the tears. She made sure she looked like she hadn't been crying, before walking out of the bathroom. Whoever it was she wasn't about to let them know she was upset or crying. Once she got to the door she took one more deep breath, before opening it. She was shocked to find him standing on the other side.

"Deeks" she said, not really sure what else to say. She quickly wrapped her arms around him and hugged him. She had never been so happy to see him at her door.

"It's nice to see you too Kensi" Deeks said in a soft voice. Kensi pulled back and looked at him.

"Is everything okay?" Kensi asked him.

"Yeah it's fine" Deeks said to her. Kensi could see something was up; she just wasn't sure what it was. "I just needed to talk to you."

"Okay" Kensi said. She then moved out of the way to let him in. As he entered she couldn't help but watch him. She had feared this day would come. The day Deeks said he couldn't take it anymore and was leaving the team. She could just feel that was what he was going to say.

"I wanted to apologize for the way I have been acting" Deeks said to her. "Before you say anything, I've been a complete jerk… asshole. You didn't deserve any of that and I'm sorry."

"You don't need to apologize Deeks. After what you went through, none of us can blame you or Sam" Kensi said. She walked over to him and took her his hand in hers. "You dealt with it the way you needed to deal with it. Do I wish you would have come to me, yes, but it's not the type of person you are. Do know I am here."

"I know" Deeks said to her. "Thank you Kensi."

"Anytime" Kensi said with a half smile.

"Everything okay Kens?" Deeks said to her. Kensi tried so hard to hold herself together. It had been forever since Deeks had called her that. Not like he did much, he had other nicknames for her. It was him that called her that, and she couldn't help but think about what she knew was the biggest myself of her life.

"Kens" He said to her. Kensi sat on the opposite side of the bed. When her reached over to touch her shoulder, she pulled away.

"Just don't Callen" Kensi said. She wrapped the sheet around her and got up from the bed. She turned and looked at Callen. "This shouldn't have happened. We…" Kensi said as the emotion was starting to take over.

"We've known each other a long time. You leaned on me when you needed someone to listen," Callen said as he started getting dressed.

"That is just it Callen, I didn't lean on you. It went far beyond that," Kensi said to him. "You just need to leave."

"Kensi" Callen said to her.

"Just leave Callen. Just leave" Kensi said. Callen then gather up his stuff. He looked at Kensi giving her this I'm sorry look before leaving. Kensi collapses to the floor crying.

"Kensi" Deeks said again.

"What?" Kensi said snapping out of her thoughts.

"I asked if everything was okay?" Deeks said to her. "You don't look so good."

"I'm fine. Just been worried about you," Kensi said to him. She knew that wasn't the truth at all. It was what she was going to make him believe. "When you showed up here, I thought for sure you were telling me you were leaving. I'm just not ready to loose you yet."

"I'm not going anywhere," Deeks said to her. "In fact Nate thinks I'm ready to go back to work. I'll be back on Monday."

"That's great" Kensi said with a smile. "It's been pretty lonely without you and Sam."

"Have you heard from Sam?" Deeks questioned.

"No, him and Michelle took a extended family vacation" Kensi said to him. "When you nearly lose the person you love you tend not to want to be away from them." Kensi looked down, not wanting to make eye contact with Deeks.

"I don't blame him," Deeks said to him. "I just wanted to see how he was doing. Would Callen know?" Kensi headshot back up and she looked at Deeks.

"Callen…. I… I don't think so," Kensi said. She was trying to hardest not to know he was a subject she really didn't want to bring up or talk about. "Hetty may know. Have you spoken to her?"

"I actually just came from seeing her," Deeks said. "The ninja that she is, she knew just about everything I was going to say before I said it."

"She didn't mention anything about Sam?" Kensi asked.

"No" Deeks said. "I just figured since Callen is Sam's partner he might know something."

"He doesn't tell me anything, you know he's not the one to let people in," Kensi said.

"He's not the only one" Deeks said, under his breathe. "I guess I'll talk to him myself. When I get back to work."

"Yeah" Kensi said. "I know you said Nate said you were ready, but are you sure you're ready?"

"I'd be lying if I said it's going to be easy," Deeks said to her. "I'm not trying to compare the two, but was it easy for you to go back to work after you lost your partner and friend?"

"Deeks, that's…" Kensi started to say.

"Complete different? Maybe, but the point I am making is that it's hard at first. You just need to get back in the game before you figure out if you want to leave or stay." Deeks said to her.

"When did you get so wise?" Kensi asked with a small laugh.

"I've had a lot of time to think to myself," Deeks said to her.

"I'm glad you'll be back," Kensi said to him not really sure what else to say.

"I don't want things to be weird between us," Deeks said to her.

"Why would they be weird?" Kensi asked him. She was hoping he wasn't talking about what she thought he was talking about. She just needed no one to know about that night.

"We haven't talked in months really," Deeks said to her. "The last real conversation was before everything happened. There was also that kiss."

"I'm willing to put it in the past if you are" Kensi said. Not really sure why she said it, but she couldn't take it back now.

"If that is what you want." Deeks said.

'No' Kensi's mind was screaming. "Fresh start." Kensi said.

"Fresh Start" Deeks said.

AN: Italic are flashbacks. So this is my first NCISLA stay so be kind. I started writing it before the Season Premiere, so sadly the amazing Densi moment at the end of the season premiere did not happen in this story. I tried to see if I could work it in, but didn't work.