Blue

This is an AU/Tcest/Mpreg story. Interested then read. Not your cup of tea. I can totally respect that, but pass my story by and don't get all preachy. To each their own.

I own nothing. Dammit to hell!

Chapter One

Leonardo's Point of View:

I gasped as he continued to move within me with hard thrusts. I grunted looking up at the cameras in anger as my little brother rode me hard.

"Damn, Bishop," I seethed as Raph spent himself inside of me for what felt like the hundredth time since this nightmare started three days ago and voiced aloud, "What the shell did they give you, Raphael?"

However, Raph did not answer me as he pulled out of my body and stood and stretched while he began to pace like a wild animal. I eased myself up as my sore body whined in protest despite the shackles on my wrists attached to the floor that made it so I was helpless to defend myself. At least Bishop had locked us into a room full of pads and blankets.

"You've been planning this for a long time," I growled to myself, "What the shell kind of a drug did you give my brother, Bishop? Why would you want to watch as my brother raped me repeatedly?"

I needed to find a way out of this room, but I was exhausted and sore. I had fought the first time even though I could tell that Bishop had lubed me so I wouldn't tear, but in the end Raph's movements had made me feel like screaming in pleasure and I had nearly died in shame to know that I had responded to my brother's touches. From that first time, Raph had continued to act like a caged animal until he was ready to go again and I simply could not fight his enhanced strength each time I was forced into a new position.

"Raph, no," I gasped as I was flipped onto my carapace and then arched as he eased inside again and began to rock in and out of me, "Uhn…Raph, stop. This isn't you. You don't want this. Uhn!"

"Want," Raph grunted using words for the first time since he was placed in here in his drugged state, "My Blue."

I froze in shock at his words before his pace increased and all I could do was hold on and scream in unwanted pleasure as he drove me into a frenzy of need.

"Enjoying yourself?" Bishops voice asked as he stepped through the door of our cell.

"Bastard!" I moaned over Raph's shoulder as my brother continued nailing me into the floor, "What have you done to him?"

"You mean what have I done to you both?" Bishop grinned out.

"What?" I demanded feeling shamed that my enemy could see me as I writhed beneath my brother's movements.

"I just enhanced your natural pheromones," Bishop explained as Raph's pace sped up again and I groaned at the onslaught, "I also used a drug to reduce this one to his more base instincts. You see I need to be able to study your kind's evolution from beginning to end."

"What are you saying?" I gritted out as Raph emptied inside of me with a roar and then he collapsed beside me as he pulled out, "Raphael!"

"He's fine. The drug has finally spent in his system. Now as to what I meant, I'm saying that it is necessary to have made it so that you could give me some young to dissect," Bishop laughed out as I looked at him in horror, "I've been monitoring your body activities since I threw you in here with your new lover. You conceived nearly eight hours ago."

"Impossible," I denied angrily, "I am a male."

"A male that I assisted with getting modified a little," Bishop nearly cooed as I blanched at him, "I've bred you to provide me some test subjects."

My mind reeled as I soaked up the information. I was pregnant? I couldn't be, but Bishop was no liar. The man always followed through on his promised cruelty.

"I can't wait to rip the young right out of your insides," Bishop cackled, "I've manipulated your system so you should carry your young like a human female. I have no time for hatching eggs."

He had gotten me pregnant and was going to kill the baby? This wasn't happening! The lights flickered off and a large explosion rocked the building. I listened as sounds of a large battle filtered through my cell door. Bishop cursed and then he cried out in pain.

"Leo?" Donnie's voice called from the darkness, "Are you in here?"

"Here," I croaked as I sat up and blinked at the flashlight that was shining in my face, "Mikey? Is that you?"

"Leo, you're okay," my little brother wailed as he hugged me and made me moan in pain, "Sorry."

"Raph's down," I stated as Mikey picked the locks on the shackles on my wrists, "Plan?"

"To get you two the shell out of here," Donnie hissed, "Can you walk?"

I didn't answer, but stood with Mikey's help before collapsing to my knees.

"No," I answered feeling weak and frustrated.

"Casey, you grab Raph," Donnie ordered as I watched in surprise as our human friend hurried into the room, "I've got Leo. Mikey take point. Let's move."

I was impressed when my younger brother scooped me up in his arms with little effort. I could only hold on as Mikey forced agents out of our way with unmatched speed. I looked over Donnie's shoulder and watched Casey carrying Raph over his shoulder while whacking stray agents with his hockey stick. I grew dizzy at the movements and managed to stay conscious long enough to watch as our group made it out of the building and into the Battle Shell.

"You're safe, Leo," Donnie assured me as I was laid on the floor of the now speeding vehicle next to Raph, "April's got the pedal to the metal."

I blinked up at him before fading away as I heard my brothers yelling out to me.

VWV

I became aware of myself and realized that I was in a warm bed. I heard soft talking beside me and recognized Master Splinter and Donnie's voices. I was home and then the horrors of what I had been through returned to me. I snapped my eyes open as I sat up in a panic.

"Leo!" Donnie gasped as he put a calming hand on my shoulder, "Leo, you're safe. You're home."

"And I'm pregnant," I thought to myself in terror, "How the shell do I tell my family that Bishop fucking bred me with Raph?"

"My son," Sensei's strong voice called to me and I looked up at him, "Calm your breathing. You are safe."

I breathed deeply and forced the panic down.

"He awake?" a voice asked from the doorway and I looked up and threw myself off the bed and against the wall in blind fright.

"Fearless?" Raph questioned as I looked at him as if he was a monster even though I was shocked at my reaction to my brother, "Don, what tha fuckin' shell is wrong with Leo?"

"Nothing," I gasped as I forced myself to calm, "Sorry. Left over reaction from what Bishop did to me. I'm fine."

"Fine?" Raph asked as Donnie picked me up and laid me back in the bed that we used for emergencies in the lab, "That didn't look fine ta me."

I closed my eyes as I realized that thankfully Raph must have woken with no memories of what had occurred. I breathed deeply and regained control of myself.

"Just…just give me some time to work through some of what Bishop did while you were out, Raph," I reassured my younger brother, "I…I'm not myself."

"My son?" Father began before Donnie pointed to the door.

"I mean no disrespect, but everyone leave," Donnie instructed, "Leo's upset and is in no condition to handle any questioning. I need to check on my patient."

I watched as Raph led our father out of the room before turning back and looking at me as he closed the door.

"You've been unconscious for the past two days. Raph woke up yesterday and has very hazy memories of the ordeal. Leo, tell me what Bishop did to you," Donnie urged as I looked up at him.

"Thought I was in no condition to handle any questions," I teased as Donnie gave me a small smile.

"Leo, you and Raph were drugged and I can tell that you were mildly tortured," my brother began looking sad, "Your wrists are raw and very tender, and I need you to be very careful with the bandages that I wrapped them with. I also need to know what else Bishop did to you. Your hormone levels are off just like Raph's."

I looked away and lowered my head not knowing what to say. Would my family hate me for allowing this to happen?

"The drug that was given to Raph made him go savage, didn't it?" Donnie demanded as I looked up at him with scared eyes, "You're trying to protect Raph from knowing that he beat you. You had a post-traumatic stress episode just now since Raph was the one who hurt you, am I right?"

I remained still as I processed what Donnie said. That meant my little brother did not know about the repeated rapes. Probably missed this fact since Bishop had eased the breeding process with proper preparation so there wasn't evidence of the forced entry.

"Yes," I smoothly lied since I still needed to figure out how to explain to my family about the baby, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay and don't apologize. Nothing is either your or Raphael's fault," Donnie reassured before the door flew open and Raph stalked into the room, "Raph?"

"I hurt Leo?" my red-banded brother blurted as he looked between me and Donnie, "How…when…what tha shell?"

"You were eavesdropping," I murmured as I closed my eyes before jumping at the light touch on my arm and throwing myself back against my pillow.

"It's true," Raph groaned as he pulled his hand back and sank into a chair, "Ya scared of me. I hurt ya."

"No!" I denied a little wildly before calming as Donnie lay a soothing hand on my shoulder once again, "Bishop hurt me. Not you, Raph. You were drugged and didn't even know what was occurring. I'm fine."

"Ya ain't fine!" Raph disagreed as I flinched away from him, "Jeez, Leo, look at ya. Ya're fuckin' terrified of me. I..I'm going ta go stay with Casey."

I was again shamed by my reaction to my younger brother. I closed my eyes and shook my head.

"Don't," I pleaded, "Look. I won't lie and say that you don't make me a little on edge when you are near. That's what Bishop was hoping for, to disrupt our team. The only way for me to heal and get over everything is for me to have all of my brothers near. Just…just stay, Raphael."

Donnie and Raph looked at one another and I saw my purple-banded brother nod frantically to him. Raph hung his head and looked so forlorn that my heart ached for him.

"I'll stay, Leo," Raph agreed, "I'm so sorry, Bro."

"Nothing to be sorry for," I soothed feeling exhausted, "You are to blame for nothing. Do you understand me?"

Raph nodded and I breathed a sigh of relief. I didn't want Raph anywhere near the surface. I couldn't allow Bishop to get to my little brother again.

"I have a special delivery for one Leonardo Hamato," Mikey chirped as he entered the room with a tray of food, "Um…is everything okay?"

The rest of us quickly went into big brother modes and reassured our baby brother that everything was fine, and Raph was nearly healed, and I would heal with time, and nothing out of the ordinary happened at all. I watched Mikey look over at me with suspicious eyes.

"What did you bring me to eat?" I asked making the youngest brighten up and lay the tray on my lap.

"I made your favorite Miso soup and chamomile tea to calm your nerves," Mikey proudly exclaimed, "Donnie said only light foods since you have been without food for a few days."

"Looks good," I complimented as Mikey perked up and Raph gave his head a gentle noogie, "Thank you, Mike."

"Eat slowly," Donnie warned, "Raph didn't listen yesterday and yakked all over the living room."

"Very appetizing," I groaned making Donnie look a bit sheepish.

I began to sip at the soup and thought about the new life that was forming inside of me. The conception was so fresh that if I told Donnie then a quick injection could rid me of the fetus. I dismissed the thought immediately. Bishop wanted to kill the baby and if I aborted the child then that horrible man won to a point.

"This baby is innocent in his or her conception," I decided, "I will not abort this new life. That action would be cowardly and dishonorable."

I finished my soup and tea and allowed Donnie to help me lay back. I was bone tired.

"Rest," Donnie encouraged as Raph and Mikey looked on, "You have been through a lot. I'll be right here."

I didn't have the energy to answer and simply closed my eyes and slipped into a deep sleep.

VWV

Raph's Point of View:

This fuckin' sucked. My own brother had reacted ta me like I was some kind of a monster. It had hurt ta see Leo's hazel eyes stare up at me like that earlier. I watched as Leo's face smoothed out as he fell back ta sleep. Donnie waited for Mikey ta leave before pullin' me over ta his desk and forcin' me ta sit down.

"Don't start blaming yourself for any of this," Donnie insisted quietly so not ta disturb our brother, "How Leo reacted was a post-traumatic stress episode."

"A what now?" I demanded.

"Leo is suffering from a mild case of PTSD. This is a disorder that occurs when a person goes through a traumatic event and has flashbacks," Donnie explained, "I know that this will pass because Leo was so insistent that you don't leave, Raph."

"Only because that is his way," I whispered as I pulled in on myself, "He must hate me now."

"Leo is still protecting you and not because that is his way," my brother snapped makin' me look at him in surprise, "Our brother's eyes panicked at the thought of you leaving. That wasn't hatred that was love for his brother. Leo will not heal if you throw yourself a pity party, Raph. You heard him. He needs all of us near."

Donnie was right. I unclenched my fists and breathed ta calm myself.

"What tha shell did Bishop do ta me, Bro?" I gritted out.

"I've been analyzing the substance that I found in your blood and determined that it was some kind of compound that affected your hormone levels," Donnie explained, "I think what happened is your body began to act more like an aggressive animal. Most likely you saw Leo as another Alpha male and began to defend your territory."

"So I began ta beat him?" I gritted out feelin' awful, "Damn, Donnie! Mikey said that Leo was chained ta tha floor. He wouldn't even have been able ta defend himself."

"I know," my bro admitted as I swallowed painfully at tha thoughts of my actions, "I found evidence of bruises on Leo's arms and legs that match your handprints, Raph. Bishop caused all of this to happen and he is the one that I am angry with for what he did to you and Leo. You are still not recovered yet so I want you to go get some sleep. We are going to get through this, okay? We are going to make Bishop pay for this, Raph."

I nodded feelin' numb, but a lot better at Donnie's words. Don wasn't blamin' me for this and neither was Leo. Tha fact that my gentlest brother was lettin' me know that we would get revenge on Bishop put a smile on my face. That bastard was goin' ta get his for what he did ta our family.

"Thanks, Donnie," I offered and left ta go get some rest in my room.

I felt tired and plopped inta my hammock. Sleepin' felt great, but then tha dreamin' started. I was happy in my dream and I had a mate that I was ridin' hard. I felt myself as I thrust inta delicious, moist heat. I panted as I continued my ride until I emptied myself inta my mate with a victorious shout. I startled awake and realized that I had actually had a wet dream and needed ta cleanse myself.

"Dammit," I cursed as I snatched a towel and water bottle ta clean my plastron and thought back on tha dream.

I realized that I had never really gotten a good look at tha other turtle in my dream. I had only noticed tha green skin and for some reason tha word "blue" kept runnin' through my head. I figured that Bishop's shit that he had pumped me full of was ta blame for my overactive imagination and went back ta sleep without another thought of tha dream.

To be continued…