AN: Sorry I've been gone but I'm back and hoping to pick up all of my stories. Let me know if you want more so I know I'm not writing to myself.
Xoxo Raivyn
Paul POV
I'll admit that I was losing my mind a little bit since i started dating Bella. She was just so fucking hot and she had absolutely no idea.
Spending time with her was awesome. She was the only girl that I had ever wanted to spend time with outside of my bedroom. She was funny and witty and compassionate and a terrible artist no matter how hard she tried. I couldn't get enough of her.
But damn if I didn't spend all of my time that I wasn't with Bella, thinking about stripping her naked, tasting every inch of her and burying my dick in her sweet little pussy.
I had never jerked off much. Once I started having sex I figured out pretty quickly that I much preferred to have a women stroking me so when I wanted it that's exactly what I got. But I didn't want to push her. I wanted her to know that she could take her time. That I wasn't just in it for the sex. So, I became exactly the pussy that I sounded like, and every time a Bella fantasy popped into my head, my dick came out and my hands did the work.
So here I was, yet again jerking it to thoughts of the sexy little paleface when all of a sudden there she was standing in my doorway. Fuck was she supposed to be here?
"OH SHIT! Little bird Im sorry, wait were we supposed to meet? Why are you here?" I grabbed the nearest pillow and started searching for my pants. Where the fuck were they? "I didn't know-" I trailed off, seeing that she was redder than I had ever seen her and looked like she might not be able to stand. Fuck i broke her. "hey, are you okay?" She spun around and dropped her head into her hands. Shit was she gonna cry? "I'm sorry Paul, I came over to drop these off" She held up a bag I hadn't realized she was holding, "I picked up some new brushes for you since I've been ruining yours and I really shouldn't have come in but the front door was open so I thought you wouldn't mind. Obviously you mind, this is your home. I won't just walk in anymore-"
Fuck little bird how did you not know I always want you here.
I jumped up threw my t-shirt and pants on and started stroking up and down her arms hoping the contact would soothe her. I started nudging her toward my kitchen.
"Hey now, its okay. It wasn't your fault, I just didn't hear you. Thank you for these, let me get you some coffee." I got her a cup of coffee and sat across from her, staring into my cup. I felt like shit having put her in a situation I didn't think she was ready for.
"Look, I'm sorry, I don't usually do that I just.. It's been awhile you know since I haven't been seeing anyone other than you and we aren't…" I took a deep breath and pleaded with her with my eyes to understand what I was saying, "so sometimes I need to relieve a little stress and I'm just pretty embarrassed at being caught out like that."
She reached her hand toward me and brushed her fingertips over my palm, "Do not be sorry. I shouldn't have walked in and invaded your privacy like that, even if that was the sexiest thing I have ever seen." She pulled her hand away from me and slapped it over her mouth. I was stunned for a moment. Little Bella Swan got turned on seeing me touch myself to thoughts of her?
Fuck. Do not fuck this up.
I plastered on my grin that I know she loved, "Sexy? Really?" I reached over and pulled her to me until she was in my lap.
"I uh- I just meant that, well, you are gorgeous and umm well."
"Because I could show you, if you want to watch?" I couldn't help but lick my lips at the delicious thought. She bit her lip and nodded at me and that was all the permission I needed. I groaned and began ushering her to my bedroom.
"Oh, little bird, come here," I sat her on my bed and kissed her head.
Pace yourself Lahote.
But I couldn't help myself, I needed to taste her lips. I captured her full lips with my own and she moaned into my mouth. A sound that I would be replaying in my mind forever.
"What were you thinking about?" She said and my eyes about rolled into my head.
"I was thinking about you, little bird," I stripped off my shirt leaned against the headboard and began stroking myself inside my pants, "I was thinking about your hot mouth and those full lips and what it would feel like to have those lips swallowing my cock."
I swallowed hard when her cool hand came in contact with my hip. I realized that she was trying to take off my pants.
Little girl you can have them. I never wanted to wear clothes around you again.
I lifted my hips and kicked them off continuing to palm my dick "thinking about those tiny hands cupping my balls and rolling them in those fingers of yours, your creamy skin stroking mine," I had barely started and just talking to her had me leaking "Your tongue licking the cum from my shaft," it was like I was possessed.
I just about jumped out of my skin when she did exactly what I had just been describing. She rolled my balls gently in her hands and licked the precum from me "Fuck baby! Do that again, ungh please!" She continued to give me small little licks. I almost lost it when she pulled my hand away from my swollen cock and straddled my legs. She looked fuck hot. Nibbling on the corner of her bottom lip, her heavy breathing making her breasts rise and fall, concentrating on the exact part of me that was almost reaching toward her with want. She leaned down and sucked me into her mouth and my hips instinctively bucked toward her making her gag a little. I put one hand on her neck needing to touch her and fisted the other in the sheets focused on keeping my hips pinned where they were so as not to choke her. She took what she couldn't fit into her mouth in on of her hands and started bobbing up and down. It was by far the sexiest thing I'd ever seen.
She started humming and I knew I was close. I was trying to encourage her to keep going with my words but I honestly wasn't even sure I was speaking English any more.
I could feel the tightening in my balls, "Bella, baby I'm gonna come" but she kept her mouth on me, moaning around my member until I saw white and shot my hot cum down her throat.
I could barely breath but I pulled her up to me and kissed her hard, "Damn little bird. I haven't cum so hard in a long time." She laid her head on my chest and I felt her face get warm. "How you could suck me off like that and then get embarrassed and blush at a compliment I will never know," I laughed.
"Paul, I'm a virgin."
My eyes shot open, "Oh, okay," I said stupidly. I knew that the girl hadn't been around but she was 18 and had recently gotten out of, what she made out to be, an incredibly serious relationship. I assumed she had slept with him at least.
She pulled out of my grip and started twisting the hem of her shirt in her hands. She wouldn't look at me and that stung. "I just wanted you to know. I don't know if I'm ready and that was a lot of fun but I'm just unsure if I can give you any more right now. Plus I- well I was going to ask if I could spend the weekend here because Charlie is going out of town for a fishing trip but I also don't want you to think- I just- ugh!" She threw her hands over her face.
I laid my head in her lap looking up at her and peeled her cold hands from her incredibly red face, "Hey now little bird, this is going to go at your pace. I want you, in any and every way I can have you," I winked at her and she smiled finally, "and when you are ready I will be here just like this waiting for you," I gestured to my still naked body, "But until then, I want you in my house all the time. You're always welcome here and of course you can spend the weekend with me. I want nothing more but to have you all to myself here." I kissed her nose and she giggled.
"Okay, girlie, we good?" She nodded at me and let out a breath of relief. "Well, I'm going to get dressed then and maybe you can work a little bit of magic in my kitchen," I batted my eyes at her. She was an amazing chef and her lasagna rivaled my nana's. She laughed and started walking toward my kitchen.
"Alright, you bottomless pit. Let's go see what I can whip up."