Sooooooooooo YAY not dead!

So with what few followers I may still have if you haven't all just dropped off, there's honestly no excuse that won't be the dime a dozen ones you've read and began just throwing your arms up in exasperation at putting your time and effort into a crappy fic with no pay off. But for those who are interested here's the shiz that's been going on, with indicators that you can skip. If you want to know the future of this and literally about all other fics here please at least read the last bit that's on this update.

Before I start I just want you to know that this is all more than 3 years old news, I am now quite content in life and doing fine as I'll explain at the end of drama. Any negativity you'll feel from what I write is only from putting myself through remembering all this.

Start Of Boring Drama No One Actually Cares About

So, it all starts when young 17 year old Lulu found love (Awwww) don't aww this has nothing cute to this part of the story. Anyway little Lulu had helpful friends who put her on a dating site where she met who would be her first love, for safety reasons we'll call him Bradey Scott. She stayed with him for 4 years, wearing rose tinted glasses and not realizing that she was in an emotionally abusive relationship with basically Donald Trump (I wish I was only using this comparison as a comparison of evil, but no he was watered down Trump, low key racist, and as much as I don't consider myself a feminist he was an OBNOXIOUS misogynous asshole.) But I was 17, in love, and he took my virginity so of course I had the "we fucked we belong with eachother" mentality.

Cut to mid 4th year of our relationship, we had been having consistent problems where he would find some small discrepancy with my parents. The one to break the camels back was when my parents wouldn't let him use my fathers BRAND NEW truck to fill his buddies pool. Granted the buddy was helping my mom out and holding her 19-something Corvette that my cousin gave her. So we were fully willing to help but no, a man who had crashed 4 cars, one of them was MINE, my fathers way of getting to and from work. He throws a hissy fit and rants to the buddy about how horribly selfish my parents were, and said buddy informed him to tell my mother to get her car, that they apparently fucked with the engine so it had to be towed, out of his barn.

We do so, my mother handing him 300 for holding onto it, to which he makes a smart ass comment that my mother grits her teeth ignores. My dad thankfully had a buddy with a car bed as these two assholes watch a bunch of 50 something load up a car they fucked up. My dad thanks his friend and OF COURSE a-hole soon to be ex pipes up saying "you're welcome" to which my dad rolls his eyes saying "yeah whatever thanks asshole". Said asshole decides to CHEST UP to my father ready for a fight but we basically said fuck off and left.

I, understandably, needed some space from the bullshittery, so what does he do? He starts spamming my phone, my moms phone, and sending THREATS that he'd get my parents fired from their jobs. I was now done and cut all contact, telling him we were over. Not only does he not stop emailing and calling me(I blocked him but my phone still shows the blocked voicemail) but he actually calls my mom's work saying she was a drug addict (which didn't work) and used video of him in my dad's bucket truck(he's an electrition) saying he forced him up there for 6 hours and threatened to kill his family. This unfortunately worked in that he was on 2 year probation, and his truck got damaged ONCE and had to retire.

He is now (mostly) out of my life, since then the issue had been no laptop, graduating college, trying to get a job, moved out of my parents house, adjusting to adult life…..yeah.

But I am now in a good place, I have my own home, a decent paying job (and close to being qualified for my dream job). And after 2 revenge one night stands and a lovely woman in Amsterdam, I have a good thing going with a guy from high school who gets me, and even gave me my space for over a YEAR because he knew I wasn't ready. We're both into anime, random movies, dark humor, and we are both the right amount of pervy. He even knows about my shipping habits and all he asks is we don't roleplay as like Sasuke and Naruto lol.

End Stupid Drama

Please read this bit!

So, since all that, I haven't NOT been writing, I'm mostly on AO3 now, but so far those only have Penn Zero and Final Space fanfic. I might go back to posting stories on this site but as of right now my writing has severely slowed down, I still love it but most of it goes into my handwritten journal for fun.

And for THESE stories that I'm gonna post this message on, I'm sorry to say they are abandoned as far as I am currently concerned. These were written during a different time, my writing style has DRASTICALLY changed, and frankly I cringe at a lot of what I posted cause JEBUS was I an angsty cuck of a teenager. Plus I just haven't been AS into these fandoms lately, I have like FADD(Fandom Attention Deficit Disorder)

But if anyone actually found enjoyment from these incomplete fics and wants to continue them than by all means let your creative flags fly. I'm all for people expanding on my ideas and even making them BETTER, I do this for lolz and I honestly don't care what people do with it.

Thank you all for keeping my story in your subscription's list, and I hope you all continue to give your fandoms your loving support, I don't care what it is cause you're all awesome and your fandom needs you in it's life.