Everybody is out there.
Everybody will be watching Logan's first solo performance.
Kendall. James. Carlos. Mama Knight. Katie. Jo. Stephanie.
Peeking out he saw all the others he never expected to be there or care.
Griffin. Mercedes. Buddha Bob. Gustavo. Kelly. Fabio.
Even the paparazzi were there, but lucky for them they weren't trying to take pictures or get a scoop. Everyone had been adamant that if they saw one camera that heads would roll.
A rumble of thunder startles Logan and as the rain comes down he reflecs how much the weather is like his mood.
The place was packed to the brim and pretty soon all eyes would be on him. Trying to forget.
Before he knew it his cue was called. Taking one last look at his shirt and tie, Logan sighs and climbs the steps.
Everyone watched him intently as he took his place on a wooden stool and picked up his acoustic guitar.
He leans into the microphone and says with a voice full of emotion, "This is my first solo song. I wrote this for my amazing fiancée Camille Roberts."
With a small smile Logan begins to strum his guitar. The lyrics come easily at first.
I can love you in the morning
I can love you all day
I can love you even more when I get home
I can love you every second
to the ends of the earth
Where needing you's the only thing that's on
my broken one track mind
[Chorus]
Girl, I love you crazy
It comes so easy
After all we had
I could love you with all my heart
But the hardest part is
I just can't love you back
The crowd is getting red-eyed. Logan's breathing is becoming labored. He is trying to hold it together. Sobs are breaking out in the crowd as an infinite sadness descends on the gathered mass.
Logan continues playing his guitar knowing that if he looked up he wouldn't be able to continue.
I could write a thousand letters
Call a hundred times a day
Or try to drown my sorrow at the bar
I could go down to the church
Get on my knees and pray
But it still won't change the way things really are
Won't bring you back again
It's time for the final chorus but Logan can't sing the words. His throat has tightened up and tears are flowing freely from his eyes.
Suddenly he feels a familiar presence around him as the three other members of Big Time Rush join him and help him sing the chorus. The last of the audience breaks down and starts crying as well.
[Chorus]
Girl, I love you crazy
It comes so easy,
After all we had
I could love you with all my heart
But the hardest part is
I just can't love you back
Logan nods his gratitude to his former band members as they all have a hand on his shoulder giving him the strength to finish the song as a solo.
I can love you for all I'm worth
To the ends of the earth
But I just can't love you back
As the final notes fade out, Logan finally looks up to see everyone in attendance giving him a standing ovation. James, Carlos, and Kendall all hug Logan tightly then return to their seats.
Logan sets his guitar back on its stand and stands up. He slowly walks over to the casket and kisses Camille's forehead one last time.
"I will always love you."
A/N Please Review!