This is my very first yaoi story with my fav yaoi pairing, ByaIchi!

WARNING :: RATED M, Contains Yaoi, will be a Mpreg, and will contain cases of OOC!

DON'T LIKE, THEN YOU DON'T HAVE TO READ IT! :)

DISCLAIMER:: ALL BLEACH CHARACTER BELONG TO TITE KUBO, even though I wished these two hot men were mine!

**I AM TOTALLY REVAMPING THIS STORY (FIXING ERRORS AND SEPERATING CHAPTERS) AND AM REPUBLISHING! HOPE THAT ALL FOLLWED AND FAVED THE OTHER WILL FOLLOW HERE!

SUMMARY :: Byakuya and Ichigo struggle with feelings towards the other. When given the chance to let them be known, will the two take the chance to feel love and live life again or will they let the chance pass them by all together?


Ichigo walked through the front door of the Kurosaki Family Clinic, dropping his bag off on the couch. Hearing some clatter from the kitchen, he walked in to see his dad pouring some sake. "Dad, can we talk?" Ichigo asked, sitting down at the dining table..

"Sure Ichi, what's up?" Isshin asked, joining his son at the table.

"What is it? Having girl problems?" Isshin said but stopped his banter after noticing Ichigo tense up considerably.

"Actually dad...it's not." Ichigo said. "You see...Idon'tthinkIlikegirls!" Ichigo said all in one breathe. Luckily, Isshin's keen ears depicted Ichigo's nervously-said sentence.

"Ah." Isshin rested his head on his palm and stared at his son for a moment. "Ichigo, I support you no matter what, even if you don't like girls." Isshin said.

Ichigo looked visibly relieved. "Really?" Ichigo asked.

"Of course. You are my son, and I love you no matter what, and before you even ask...yes, your mom would still be proud of you," Isshin said.

Ichigo looked like he wanted to well-up but forced it down as he continued his conversation. "If I remember, you said that you were a captain once, right dad?" Ichigo asked.

"Yeah." Isshin responded.

"So I am sure that you have heard of the name Kuchiki before." Ichigo said.

"Why of course! My third daughter is a Kuchiki! I would be a terrible father if I didn't know my sweet little girl's last name!" Isshin exclaimed. He heard Ichigo mumble something about him being a sick man. "So why did you ask?" Isshin asked curiously.

"Well, if you are familiar with the Kuchiki Clan, then you must know a man named Byakuya Kuchiki, right?" Ichigo asked. He watched his father get a very amusing look on his face.

"That little spoiled brat! Man, who could forget him! Every five minutes he'd be insulting something or the other and bragging about how he would one day rule the Kuchiki Clan and become a respected symbol that all of Soul Society could look up to," Isshin said.

It took all of Ichigo's inner strength to keep from bursting out in laughter. "So you also know that he is now a Captain of the Gotei 13 and the head of the Kuchiki Clan? And if you know that, then you must know that he is now such a stoic Popsicle that it's not funny," Ichigo said.

"Actually, I did know that. I had heard my reports from Yoruichi," Isshin said. "So what about him?"

"Remember when I just mentioned that I didn't like girls.."

"Yeah?" Isshin asked, glancing at his son.

"Well...ummm...itsByakuyathatIlike," he once again said in one sentence.

Isshin knew that had to be the reason that he had asked about Byakuya. "I thought that could be the reason that you asked." Clasping his hand in Ichigo's shoulder, he gave his son a gentle squeeze. "If he is the one that makes you happy, then so be it, Ichigo. You are still my son, no matter what."

"Thanks, Dad." Taking a deep breath, he continued. "Now, I know that you are going back to the Soul Society to take the Taichou position. Think you can do something for me?"

"Sure, what is it?"

"The Sou-taichou offered me a position with the Gotei 13 and I'm seriously wanting to consider it."

"Ichigo," Isshin started, "as your mother would say, follow your heart. If it tells you that you belong in the Soul Society, then so be it. I'll be there and so will the girls."

"Okay. Then when you go back later tonight to talk to the Old Man, I need you to do something for me." With that said, Ichigo proceeded to tell Isshin his plan.


**There ya go! Chapter 1 to the new HIDDEN FEELINGS! Dont worry, this will still be the same plot/storyline, Im just changing the chapters around and fixing mistakes! Noticed that I need to do this while looking over story outline and working on next chapter!

**Sorrry chapter is short, longer ones to follow! please R&R!