Ok my mind has problems and I have a new one shot. I don't know if the idea is weird or not, it just popped into my head and I couldn't help but write it. School started yesterday so it's a miracle that I was able to write it anyway. I hope you like it.

"Alec come here!" Jace called me as I stepped out of the school building.

I looked up as I heard his voice and walked to where he was standing, curious to why he was calling me.

"Clary, Simon, Izzy and I are going out. Come with us this time." He said as I got closer, motioning towards the trio waiting by the school entrance.

I shook my head knowing the answer without a second thought, but still gave him an apologetic smile as I replied. "I'm sorry I can't."

"Why?" He asked, looking disappointed but at the same time like he expected it. "It's going to be fun." He tried again even though we both knew it's not going to happen.

"I'm sure it will be but Ii already have something to do."

"Meaning you want to read some book in peace." He sighed giving up. "Fine. Whatever you want. Go be boring."

I chuckled. "Have fun."

"Oh I will." He called over his shoulder as he walked away from me and towards the rest of them.

They all waved at me as they went. Izzy giving me a sad look probably thinking that I don't want to go because of Jace and Clary.

I sighed in relief and waited for them to get out of sight before moving.

Careful to be as unseen as possible. Knowing that I can't let myself get caught. But by now I did this so many times, passed this path almost every day that I could do it blindfolded.

As I sneaked towards the forest that started at the very edge of the school ground I stayed clear of 'The Fence'. The only things separating Idris-the Shadowhunter school me and my siblings attend-and the Downworlder school of which no one is allowed to even think of the name.

Because Shadowhunters associating with Downworlders is the biggest rule that you just cannot break.

Its against the rules to even get close to 'The Fence' and if you get caught talking to a Downworlder you are expels immediately. No questions asked.

But still I couldn't help myself from glancing towards it. Towards 'The Fence'. Looking beyond it all at the Downworlders. Talking, laughing, fighting...

Yes it was a mess. Their school was in ruins. But they were free. No rules, No boundaries. No restrictions. And they can chose by themselves how to live their life. They can make mistakes and chose what they want to be like.

We don't.

Our futures are set in stone.

You live.

You fight.

You die.

That's how we are raised and that's what we do.

We fight and kill demons and even Downworlders if they stray. No questions asked.

They say we have angel magic in our blood so it's our responsibility. It is what is expected of us.

But if there is a Shadowhunter who thinks differently, who wants to live and feel and thing…That Shadowhunter is banished. To never again come close to his family, friends. They give them life but with too big of a price.

Your marks are gone and your family is gone, your whole identity. And they leave you like that to fend for yourself.

I shivered from just thinking about it. Reminding me why I'm sneaking around in the first place and making me doubt, second thought if it's really worth it.

I entered the forest and the second the shadows of it enveloped me I shivered. Feeling that I don't belong, that I should leave but I still kept on walking. Determined and used to this feeling considering that I've been coming here since I was seven. Since I first started this school, because it's the only place where I can be alone. Just me and my thoughts.

It was dangerous and spooky but at the same time strangely peaceful.

I looked around as I walked deeper into the forest. Careful not to make any noise. Because it was forbidden to go here. It was the only place where 'The Fence' doesn't separate us. Where nothing separates us. A forest that stretches over our school ground as well as theirs and goes as far as the eye can see.

The only place where not even the Naphilim have restriction over.

For me its heaven.

I stopped at the tree-my tree-and leaned onto it. I started calling it my tree because it was the farthest point to which I have gone the first time. And somehow I always ended up right here, next to it. Knowing it's the same one by my initials I carved onto it that first time.

I sighed.

"Well hello there stranger." I heard the familiar voice and looked up at the branches, a big grin forming on my face as my blue eyes met gold and green cat ones.

"Hi." I greeted him, my neck hurting from looking up but me still not looking away.

He was just too breathtaking like that. Sitting on the branch in tight leather pants and an equally tight shirt. Having that big breathtaking smile on his face as he looked down at me with his eyes absolutely sparkling.

"What are you doing up there?" I asked feeling curious.

He grinned at me before jumping down. His fall slowed down by magic so he landed stable in front of me.

"You are late and I was bored." He shrugged.

"Sorry for that. Jace wanted me to go with them." I gave him an apologetic smile as he stepped closer.

"Well no way that's happening now is it." He said and then in one swift movement pulled me to him, making me stumble and pressing me flush against him. "You're all mine. And I'm not sharing what's mine." He whispered into my ear making me shiver.

He smirked, looking satisfied, before kissing me on the lips. A kiss that I returned eagerly and without hesitation.

And as I nibbled at his bottom lip and he opened his mouth to me I lost myself in the taste and feel of him.

Remembering the first time we met.

FLASHBACK

I sat underneath my tree. Leaning onto it and feeling relaxed for the first time in the past four days that I wasn't able to come here.

Four days that Jace didn't leave Clarys side. I thought miserably. Making me look at him as he fanned over her, as he kissed her, as he told her he loves her. As he broke me with every word. I lost him. And now I have nothing good left in my crappy life.

"Well someone seems gloomy." I heard someone say and my eyes snapped up, looking in front of me in a seconds. My eyes meeting gold and green cat eyes.

A Warlock! I thought, getting up on my feet, feeling alert but still staying where I was.

He didn't move. His gaze still just resting on me with amusement. A smirk on his face.

And for some reason I didn't move either.

He looked at me up and down before grinning widely and I still didn't move. Even as he stepped closer I still stayed where I was.

Not feeling fear like I was supposed to, not thinking of strategies of how to take him down like I was supposed to.

No. The only thing that was in my mind at that moment as he moved closer was that he was good looking. No, not good looking. Hot.

Very very hot. I thought looking at his tight clothes that clinged to him like second skin.

He stopped right in front of me and raised an eyebrow. I felt my cheeks go slightly red.

"I am not gloomy." Was the first thing I said making him chuckle. Eyes absolutely sparkling.

"Of course not." He leaned his side onto the tree so he was still facing me but looking even more relaxed if that was even possible. "So what is a Shadowhunter such as yourself doing in a dark forest all alone? You know there are big bad Downworlders here."

"So I've heard." I answered my cheeks getting redder but my body relaxing in his presence. "But I still haven't seen any of the big bad Downworlders."

"Oh really?" He smirked again leaning closer so our noses were touching now. "And what about me?" His eyes flashed threateningly to empathize his point but I still haven't felt at all threatened.

"No. You're not scary." I whispered leaning even closer, wanting to stop myself but at the same time not. Remembering how Jace looks at Clary. Wanting that sick feeling I get in my stomach every time I see them together to go away. And thinking that maybe he can help as I felt something strange take over me as our eyes locked. Something new. Something good. "I'm worse. I have nothing to lose." I whispered. Our lips now only inches from each other.

Something I've never seen in someone's eyes while looking at me flashed in his eyes at that moment. Lust. And a second later his lips were on mine and he pushed me against the tree as he kissed me hungrily.

Even though I had no idea what I was doing I kissed him back. Messily and unpracticed but he didn't seem to mind as he kissed me harder.

He raised an eyebrow at me as we finally broke apart a after a few minutes, looking even more amused now. "Isn't it against the rules to talk to Downworlders? Or kiss them?"

"I told you. I have nothing to lose." I answered simply making him grin.

"Oh I like you." He pulled me to him by my belt loops. "I'm Magnus."

"Alec." I replied before I was pulled for another kiss.

And I definitely didn't mind.

END OF FLASHBACK

It has been three month since that first encounter and we have been meeting here almost every day ever since. And every time I see him my heart still manages to skip a beat.

My little crush on Jace now long forgotten as Magnus's and mine relationship grew. And as it did my happiness grew with it too.

"I love you, you know that?" I whispered as we both laid on the blanket in front of our tree-no longer only mine but now ours. Him laying on his back and me with me the same just with my head in his stomach.

"I know." I looked up at him just in time to see him grin. Our eyes met and I turned around as I felt one of his hands on my hip and he pulled me to him, planting a soft kiss on my lips. "And I love you too darling."

And as he kissed me again I couldn't even remember who Jace is. Just like the first time he told me he loves me. Just as the time he first kissed me three months ago.

And now was the first time I have something to lose.

First time I have love.

And Magnus is definitely worth the risk.

Did you like it? Tell me what you think.

I know that I have more than enough ongoing stories that I need to update but this just happened. It's not my fault. My mind just can't stop getting new ideas. But I really hope you liked it and will review.

Speaking of if you want me to add a few more chapters just say so. If not I'm leaving it as a one-shot that it's supposed to be. I just think I have a few ideas for five or so more chapters so tell me what you want.

Please review my lovelies and tell me what you think.