Disclaimer: I do not own Austin and ally. However, if there are any other characters that aren't on A & A then I do own them.

A/N: This is my first fan fic. It will get better I promise. This is only the first chapter and I should have two of them up tonight. This is kind of gory so if you get sick easily you might want to skip over those parts. Suicide attempt warning (not in this chapter but in later chapters). Also, I apologize for all of the swearing because there is A LOT. I don't really talk like this in real life. The first couple chapters will be in Ally's POV. Ok, let's get on with Too Deep!

"Shit!" I said. "It won't stop bleeding." I started to apply more pressure to my forearm. I decided to just put gauze over it and wrap it in duct tape. After an hour, it stopped bleeding. (A/N in real life, she probably would have bled out and died but for the sake of the story, let's just pretend it makes sense). "That was close." I whispered in relief. I then took my razor and started washing the blood off it. Yes, I do cut…in case you didn't get that. I mean, it's not like I don't have a reason to, because believe me, I do. Every day I get bullied by "the populars." The populars consist of Dalllas Montgomery (the head of the group), Elliot Maplestine, Kira Starr, Cassidy Brown, Brittney Callie, Justin Hart, Austin Moon, and Rose Smith (the school slut). Also, my mom died in childbirth because of me. My dad couldn't take it and started drinking and doing drugs. He is currently in rehab and should be out in about a year. I live in a big house all alone. The only good thing I have are two best friends. Their names are Trish De La Rosa and Dez Worthy (A/N since Dez doesn't have a last name on the show, I just made it Calum's last name). Trish is the only one who knows that I cut and Dez suspects it but doesn't ask about it. Thank. God. It's getting late, I should go to bed.

Aaaaaand that's it for the first chapter! I know, it was short but the chapters get longer. Please review and tell me what you think about it! I really need feedback so I can improve it later. So far, I have written seven chapters. I will try to update frequently but school started last Tuesday so I might not be able to on weekdays. Anyways, happy Labor Day! (If you live in the USA) Who saw Family's and Feuds?! I haven't! Hopefully I will later tonight or tomorrow.