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I don't have much to say, except I hope you liked it.
Be forewarned... Major Fluff...
2: When Things Don't go as Planned Two Shot..
I called into work the next day after finding out I was pregnant under the guise of being sick, which wasn't a lie because I did feel like crap. (Morning Sickness was kicking my ass hard only two months in.) I sat crying in my room contemplating my options, and I knew there was only one logical option. I got up quickly, packing the largest bags I could carry with everything important I would need, I left Jane a note telling her New York wasn't for me (Crying the whole time mind you) and that I'm sorry I left without a goodbye. Then I went to bank to pull all the money I could get my hands on and drove out of New York...
One would think going far, far away was the best options but for a pregnant emotional woman, who couldn't stay warm for shit I just wanted love and a warm blanket. I went home to my mom and dad in Virginia.
"Darcy! Sweetheart what a surprise! What are you doing here?"
My mom as always greeted me with wide arms and hugged me. I just broke down crying in her arms...
It took sometime but I explained what type of situation I was in and she looked shocked but she didn't send me away.
"Oh Sweetheart, it's okay. You are safe here, We will help you."
"I'm scared. I can barely remember to feed myself, how am I supposed to remember to feed a baby?"
My mom laughed at my frazzled state and hugged me from her spot next to me.
"We are here okay. Your father will be trying to drive to New York and shoot this Loki character once we explain the reason you are staying, but he will be just as supportive. We will help with the baby. Now have you thought of names yet..."
My mom said touching her hand to my stomach...
*Darcy-5 months*
I found a job as a secretary in a law-office and the lawyers were all very nice to me and my little man or lady. I had decided I didn't want to know the sex of the next Lewis. (I wanted my child untraceable and how many kids have the last name Laufeyson or Lokison whatever.) Jane had tried calling but I never answered her, because I knew I'd spill my guts and tell her everything she asked, then I'd end up in a nice room that served as a cage. Worse Loki would find out from her and come to kill me, the girl he didn't want and the child he didn't want. Oh no Jane was a big no no. I destroyed my cellphone on a day trip over to the next state after realizing they could track me if they wanted.
There were downsides to living with your parents while you were with child of your own. If I thought my parents were annoying sometimes when I was younger, then I would certainly think they were annoying now. It took all of me some days not to want to scream and toss things at their heads. The other downside to them is the constant mollycoddling. My mom would not let me leave the house without at least two jackets and a sweater after that time she found me shivering, with my lips blue, and unconscious. She was scared but I knew my child was at least a quarter frost giant, if not half so strange shit would happen, but once she added a couple of thick blankets I was fine. The baby was just testing the boundaries of his environment inside of me. I think he realized mommy wasn't cold like him and couldn't handle it. I was 5 months and I felt huge even if my mom told me I wasn't big at all.
I chose today to get out of my house and start doing some shopping for the baby. My mom wanted me to get some groceries for the house so I used that excuse so she didn't try to tag along. I pulled at large hoodie that belonged to an ex on over my tee-shirt and jeans that were barely fitting me. I looked in the mirror, my baby bump non-existent under the hoodie and if you didn't know that I was pregnant then you wouldn't. People would probably look at me kinda funny because it was exactly cold enough for thick sweats like this but f. them I was now at least 10 degrees colder than I should be on a daily basis. They could look all they wanted but I was cold...
I pulled into the mall parking lot sighing as I cut the car off to face the stores with all trying to find the best deal for the cheaply made products that only cost the stores selling them 10 cents to make. I grabbed my purse and got out the car and once inside I looked at the directory for baby stores.
1 hour later...
I had bought myself my first pair of maternity pants and while they were infinitely more comfortable than the jeans I had, I was not happy. On the bright side I had started buying essentials like baby soaps and onesies. I was doing okay until I saw a onesie with the Avengers (Loki included) on it. It was so cute and yet as soon as I saw it I busted into tears and ran out the store and down the hall onto an empty bench far away from the store. I felt the world closing in on me and I was sad. I missed my friends terribly, shit I missed Loki too. I wanted him around for the birth our child, but I couldn't have him trying to kill me either. I wiped my face but only more tears came down my face. Then before my eyes hung and silk handkerchief, I reached out taking it without question, feeling horrible to be wiping my face on such a nice piece of fabric that probably cost more than I would make in a month.
"Thank you."
I said handing the swatch back without looking up.
"You are welcome Darcy."
My head popped up at the familiar voice and the sound of my name. Blue met intense green and I think I stopped breathing.
"Loki."
Shit! He was here to kill us. I stood up backing up from him and somehow in my fight or flight mode I choose flight. I tried to run but of course with my pregnant state and his long legs he caught up with me almost comically fast. He grabbed my arm and pulled me back to him.
"Let me go."
"Why should I? So you can run back to your lover?"
He gritted out with an angry look in his eyes. I looked at him confused.
"What in the hell are you talking about? And what are you doing here?"
"That is a mans article of clothing is it not?"
"Well yes, but I haven't seen its former owner in years. Are you here to kill us? Cuz I don't wanna die and it didn't do anything to you. He's so helpless..."
I started rambling, going into the beginning stages of a panic attack. I was crying and I felt like I couldn't breathe. I couldn't let him kill my baby...
"Calm yourself Lady Darcy!" He waved a hand dispelling away any health issues I was suffering from.
"Why would I kill you. I would not cause you such harm even if you have made it clear you no longer want my affections."
"W...what I haven't made anything clear, wait a minute... How did you find me?"
"Shield got a hit on your license plate from this places security cameras. We haven't been able to locate you through facial scanners, you shop at nondescript stores I suspect. I could not track your scent after your bank stop, and you dropped off the face of the earth. You worried Ms. Foster sick, no phone calls no letters she nearly fell ill with worry for your safety. I have come to take you home."
"I am not going anywhere with you."
"Yes you are. I do not have time for your impertinence Ms. Lewis."
"Fuck you Loki."
I said yanking my arm from his with help from my child I guessed. I would never be able to do so otherwise.
"Too late."
It dawned on me he didn't have a clue of my new condition.
"More than you know"
I mumbled. Trying to get to the exit I had parked my car at.
"Meaning."
Loki said and I rolled my eyes. I forgot about the damn super hearing.
"Nothing. Look I'm not going anywhere, so just poof back to where you came from and leave me alone."
"Your scent has changed."
He said seemingly surprised.
"I changed my body wash, the other one was making me dry..."
"No, your scent that only you have. It no longer smells of you. It has been tainted, changed slightly somehow."
Loki looked perplexed and he moved closer to me.
"Okay good for me. I'm going home."
I found my car keys and then they vanished away before I could put them in the lock.
"Darcy look at me, why won't you go home to Lady Jane?"
"Loki LEAVE ME ALONE! AND GIVE ME MY DAMN KEYS BACK!"
He smirked at me.
"You know I've always liked that about you. The fire you have. I have missed you."
He moved trapping me to the car much like the counter. The baby could clearly recognize the other parent and was now doing flips in my belly. I subconsciously touched my stomach. Loki moved to kiss me. I got pissed and pushed him off.
"Get off of me you prick! You left me that night. You got all that you wanted from me and left me! You've made if perfectly clear you do not want me or anything to do with me! Don't come pull this ' I've missed you ' shit on me and hope to waltz in and our lives when you feel like it."
As soon as I finished my sentence my hand flew up to my lips to cover them. As soon as I said our the pieces clicked in Loki's mind, and now the Asgardian was more shaken than I had ever seen him before.
"Your scent has changed..."
He gasped out, his eyes looked at me but he was confused.
"Loki please... Don't kill me..."
He pulled me toward him while tears ran down my face. I wondered if he'd let me call my mom and dad to tell them I loved them one last time. Instead of snapping my neck he ran his hand down my back to my hips and then slid my hoodie up until the bump was revealed to his eyes. He surprised me by caressing the bump.
"He is my child...my son."
I cried even harder, Loki confirming my thoughts of a boy. He looked me in the eyes, tears pooling in the hypnotizing eyes I had unwittingly fallen for.
"Yea, he's..."
Loki didn't let me finish the sentence his mouth capturing mine soundly. Once realized I still had a need to breath he pulled away.
"I have been a fool. To think that I could stay away... That if I pulled away before I admitted that I had fallen in love with you, that the feelings would go away."
"W..wh...at?"
"Darcy Lewis I have fallen in love with you."
"Stop lying..."
"I'm not, I may be the god of such things but I stand before you with nothing but truth. I love you, I have since I first saw you. Through the eyes of the destroyer when I sent it after Thor. Your beauty so unassuming yet it had the ability to catch me so subtly that I before I knew it you were in my mind. After I woke up from that dark place I was in, I wanted you still so while on earth I did my best to be cold, get you to show me something that could make me classify you with everyone else, but you didn't. I knew I was no good for you, but I am a selfish man at times. That night of Stark's party was everything I ever imagined of you, and I knew if I let you even attempt to know me, I'd never be able to let you go. I ran away, monsters like me do not deserve love."
I felt hot tears slide down my face as Loki looked down in shame. In a bold decision I reached up and touched his face softly.
"Bad decisions do not make you a monster. It makes you wiser, and eventually experience shapes who you are. It's what you learn from those mistakes that determine what you become. I don't give a crap about that."
Loki looked surprised that I didn't care about anything he thought I'd be upset about.
"Darcy I promise to always be there and take care of you and my offspring from this moment on."
I smiled reaching up to my face to wipe some tears off.
"I believe you will."
"I love you Darcy Lewis."
" And I love you Loki Laufeyson."
He smiled leaning forward to kiss me softly on my lips.
"Now this is horrible timing but I really want a large order of chili cheese fries right now."
"You are a strange mortal."
"Yep, but I'm your strange mortal..."
There it is, my small little drabble of Darcy and Loki fluff...