Okay guys, I probably shouldn't be starting another story, but I really want to write this one as well as another one. I guess it's a good thing I just ended two stories right. I wasn't sure what to name this story so some suggestions would be nice, so I can change it later.

Summary:

Bella is your typical high school teen, except she hates her life. And it shows. When she moves to Forks to escape her life she meets Edward Cullen. Her mate. Now he will turn her life upside down when he finds out she needs to be saved. But she doesn't think she needs to be saved. So this will not be easy at all.

Warning: Dark themes, sort of Domward, OOC

Song for the chapter: Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne

Bella's POV

Forks, Washington

Forks was different than Phoenix. There was never any sunlight, it was always chilly. Phoenix was always bright, sunny, and hot. I hated it there. It would be easier to hide myself here; people wouldn't question why I always wore long sleeves or anything like that. This would work.

I was fairly normal to everyone around me, I always have been. People only see and hear what I want them to hear.

"Hey Bells" Charlie said when I knocked on the door.

"Hey dad" I said blandly.

My helmet was between my arms. I looked back at my badass bike. This was the only thing I had publicly that showed I wasn't a typical teenage girl. This showed that there was something wrong with me, because what other 17 year old girl rides a motorcycle? It was faster than a car though, and riding helped to calm me down or clear my head.

I stepped out of the drizzle. I had my duffle bag in my arms, it was heavy and I wanted to put it down. Even though it was unnecessary, Charlie showed me around the house. Nothing was different, and I hadn't been here in 6 years. That was when my mom remarried and Phil convinced her not to make me come every summer.

That was one of the few things I could remember that was positive about him.

He left me alone quickly. I like Charlie for that, he didn't hover. Unlike Renee, she used to hover all the time. When she still cared about me. I learned quickly that when it came to choosing, Phil would always beat me out for her attention. And everything else.

I unpacked my duffel bag with a slight frown. Most of my stuff wasn't in here, almost everything I owned wouldn't be here until tomorrow. Renee was express mailing them to me, making sure I didn't have to come home for anything. She was too quick to get rid of me to risk me having to come back for anything.

Like that would ever happen.

I tried to distract myself by hanging my clothes up neatly and putting my laptop on my bed. I wouldn't risk it breaking by letting Renee throw it into a bag with the rest of my stuff. In the bottom of my bag I saw my black box, the size of an index card holder. It had a huge skull and crossbones on it, secretly telling of what was in it. I hid it in a draw in my night stand. Then I sat on my bed, staring at my hands dejectedly. I couldn't see my wrists or arm under my long sleeve shirt, but it didn't matter, I didn't want to.

"Bella do you need anything?" Charlie asked, his footsteps banging as he walked towards my room.

"No" I said, standing up before he could get in the room.

He stared at me from the door for a few seconds.

"You have to eat" He sighed.

He was struggling with this and I knew it, but it wasn't my fault.

"I ate before I came here" I said stiffly and more than a little harsh.

He nodded, smiling softly.

"I missed you" He whispered.

Then he walked up and hugged me. It was a hug I hadn't felt in a long time, a sincere hug. Tears burned my eyes but I refused to let them fall. He was embarrassed by the sudden display of affection and turned quickly, leaving. He closed the door behind himself.

A flood of emotions engulfed me, and they all hurt. I went into my little black box and found my razor quickly. I was too weak to deal with all the hurt, so with a flick of the wrist I numbed it all away. Then I felt better.

I was able to shower and then sleep. I slept better than I had since the night my life changed. And that was three years ago.

What do you guys think? Well whoever is there. I will continue writing so I have extra chapters uploaded.