So this is my second Shizaya Fic, I hope you have fun reading it. And just to give you guys a heads up, I'll be borrowing characters from different anime(s), just in case you guys got confused.

I don't own everyone from DRRR! And the characters I'll be borrowing.


"This place is a hole, but I don't want to go, I wish we could stay here forever alone."-Lover Dearest by

Marianas Trench


"It's really fascinating to see all of these humans cram when the exams are still weeks away. They could still have fun and all that, but pressure is pressure. I can't blame that. It's already natural to be pressured."Izaya said leaning back on his chair after the bell rang for their lunch time. Their teacher dismissed them and left the room.

Exactly when their teacher came out, student's books and notes flew out of their bags and from under their tables.

"Easy for you to say, Izaya, you don't need to study, exams or not. You're still going to be the top student here,"Shinra huffed. "Other than that, I'm always second to you, even when I studied."

Izaya chuckled, amused by his best friend's distress.

"I can't help it. I'm an informant, even though I'm not that professional yet, an informant has to have a great memory to keep track of what is true and what is false, especially the good ones that could be sold for a lot. I feel like I was born to do this~" Shinra rolled his eyes.

"Hey, are you two coming? I'm going to eat at the rooftop."Kadota offered, walking towards them with a bento in hand.

"Dotachin~ is Shizu-chan going to join us today?"

"Shut up with that nickname."Kadota deadpanned. "And I don't know, last time I saw him, he was on his way to the library."Izaya perked up at this.

"The monter is in the library? That's new, and not only that… "Shizu-chan" and "Library" doesn't fit together in a sentence. It's just impossible."He commented, laughing slightly.

"Exams are coming."Shinra pointed out.

"So are you two coming or what? I can't wait all day for you two."Kadota asked, getting irritated. The sooner he ate the better.

"I'll pass. I'll "tutor" him instead. I doubt that that protozoan would understand anything by himself."He declined, skipping away from the two.

"So is Shizuo really in the library?"Shinra asked, frowning. Kadota shook his head 'no'.

"I don't know. I just saw him walking there, looking mad as always. I didn't get to see him come in though."

"He's still upset about that?"Shinra sighed. "Well you can't blame him for being shocked though."

"I'm surprised he's just in shock. If it's anyone else, they would've gone crazy by now." Kadota commented.

Shinra sweat dropped, "That's a bit harsh, don't you think?"

"Nope, it's only right. Realizing you love someone like Izaya is never going to be easy, especially if he hates you. You know how he is."


I know it's short, but I'm keeping it like that. I'm not a very fast writer. I get writer's block easily, and other than that, I write my stories by hand, and I write each chapter twice on different notebooks to at least edit anything I need to.

So basically this story is about Shizuo coming into terms with his feelings for Izaya, but he decided to keep it for a secret, until he finds the courage to at least make amends with Izaya. But chances are low when someone new appears.

So sorry if they're a bit OOC, I just want them to act accordingly to my story. For example, Izaya's megalomaniac personality is toned down a bit since he's just a teenager.