Reminder: I do not own Kuroshitsuji

Author's Note: random fic again xD not as good d as my others though...I think..but who knows? So reviews maybe?

'Your Sapphire eyes too pure too honest in aught to disguise the sorrowful soul beneath'

The young Earl's hands clenched the letter into a ball. This was the second letter that he found underneath his pillow this week. He got the first letter yesterday and just noticed it the end of the day when he was about to sleep.

The letters contained quotes specifically for him to know. Elegant and perfect hand writing adorned the plain letter that he had never seen before...

But there is always one thing that has been bothering him...

How did Sebastian did not know?

Sebastian knows every single thing that goes around in the manor, so he most probably knows the mystery person who has been sneaking in his master's chamber. But the thing is...why had his raven butler hasn't mention it even once?

Ciel was about to dispose the balled letter but soon decided to uncrumple the paper and hid it in the cabinet beside his nightstand...

He then fell backwards on his bed again, drifting into a dreamless night within a matter of two more hours. Knowing that his loyal demon will soon come to wake him up from his slumber.

'Your emotions cages so no one could find, in a room enveloped with darkness tears will fall secretly. But from the behind, a man's eyes could clearly see'

The blue eyed master was speechless. Immediately realizing that it is an inside job. It could be his servants, but no, he knows better than that. There is only one potential suspect. And this being knew him better than anyone.

But the Earl chose to push his thoughts aside, knowing that he shouldn't be bothered by just a mere letter.

Or a mere butler.

'Your pristine skin so soft; even the slightest touch intoxicating. I wonder how such a pearl could be mine?'

The letter is know saying he desires him. Could it really be his every loyal demon?

He sat limply on his desk, mind still swirling endlessly.

Trying to keep an emotionless face, just like a Phantomhive master would do.

'Your lips never run cold; even when you sleep. Oh, how many times have I touched fragile lips with my finger. But would'nt it be such pure bliss, if I used my lips?'

Another day, another letter came. Each letter becoming more and more

possessive.

And each letter made the possibility of a certain butler doing this increase.

If this is just one of that butler's games,

We could say that the young Earl is playing well.

'Forbidden three words at the tip of my tongue. But why have I become numb? The words won't venture out though how much courage I offered. Maybe because deep inside me, I was waiting for you to say it first.'

Ciel have lain down on his bed covers, still holding the newly received letter in his right hand.

Which he knew would be the last.

The young boy just shut his eyes, trying to connect everything.

And had finally reached a conclusion.

He didn't want to to know what those letters truly meant.

Even though he surely knows it is from a certain demon.

A certain demon that could be waiting outside of his door right now,

Waiting for him to say the three forbidden words.

but he just chose to lay there and think that nothing happened the past few days.

Choosing to stay away than to be heart broken...

And no one could defy the Master.

Author's Note: Lololol. I don't really know what to do...so I just made this...fic. Using ...quotes. Is it weird? Oh well, it is most definitely not a happy ending. ( did you notice that Ciel is kinda cold here? )

Well..reviews maybe?