I was surrounded by darkness.I couldn't feel,see or breath,I was numb.I was .

Light flooded my vision in a rush and it was like I came being alive where I woke up was and howls were thrown my way,comming from dark figures covered in blood,some of them with fangs and glowing green shed we were in made their threatening appearance and bone-chilling noises seem more terrifying,as the only one who stood between me and the creatures was the petite figure of a woman.

She was also blood stained,but looking at her comforted she was there I knew things were going to be blurry forms moved with unnatural speed towards her,mouths open,revealing sharp fangs,but the woman didn't didn't get a chance to reach her as black shadows crawled their way out of the womans back and in an instant thrown the creatures away.

More growls were heard as all the monsters charged towards the she kept her calm stance as the shadows were cutting through flesh and throwing away anything on their way.

I was snapped out of my daze as a hand roughly pulled at my hair,making me stand up from the floor.I cried in pain,making the woman turn and with her the shadows came my way.I wasn't afraid,knowing it wouldn't hurt me,but the grip on my head loosened until it wasn't even there,then I heard bones cracking and a scream behind me.I didn't look back.I didn't have to be afraid of the thing as it wasn't died but I couldn't help but be relieved,as that should have been me if not it.

My relief was shortlived because the woman concentrated her attention on me and one of the creatures took advantage of that,came behind her and ripped her throath open.I watched as her wide blue eyes grew even bigger,her clothes soaking in her own blood and even as she was the one dying,she reached her hand out to me.

'Da...- ' She tried to speak but was choking in her own blood,then the one who bit her let her fall on the ground.' - Da-va.'Her voice cracked before she went completly still.

I felt my heart rip open. I wanted to scream at her to wake up,but it was useless and I was more than that.I was completely figures didn't even had time to get to me as from the womans body the shadows began flowing at an alarming were like a storm,devastating anything on their way and the creatures were no exception.

They were heading straight for me and I closed my eyes,praying it wouldn't it did.I felt them going through me,my skin being ripped off me,and whole body shredding, then it stopped.I thought I was dead,but I opened my eyes to see I was in the shed,and some figures were still standing,as threatening as before.

They were near the woman and I suddenly wanted them to leave her.I didn't want them as before,the same shadows rose up and charged towards the creatures lurking over the womans difference was this time they came from behind me.I could fell seemed to be a part of me but at the same time something else and I was glad it got rid of the bad creatures.

I walked to the woman,my vision getting blurier as I closed the space between us,as screams and wails echoed around the some time I realised I was the one crying over the woman,holding onto her for dear life.I looked at my arms,now covered in her blood then saw someone above me.

A pair of arms wrapped themselves around my body ,lifted me off the corpse and I didn't fight it,letting the numbness overtake me.

'Bloody Christ...' I heard the person holding me mutter as we exited the room.'Mommy...'I whimpered one last time before the darkness consumed me once again.

This time what I saw felt more foreign,like I wasn't doing anything.I was just a spectator,watching things I shouldn't have been witnessing.

It was a man,holding a woman by her throat,spitting curses in her face,getting angrier as he saw her becomming more more threats,the man threw a punch in her stomach,knocking the air out of her,then threw her on the ground kicking her multiple times.I could feel the rising,sickening pleasure of the man as he hit her and she cried for help,begged for him to then I took in the surroundings and noticed it was a large street and some people stopped at the scene as others ignored it and continued street looked different,from another time,but the shocking reality was that no one even as the man straddled the woman and ripped her dress me,they could have done something,but they choose to witness the womans misery,becomming persons as horrible as the man himself.

I was looking at two men,fighting each other with the same simply purpose to both had knives and were determined to get out alive from there,but they knew they might not make knives made contact,punches were thrown and dodged but one of them kneed the other in the stomach and as he fell to the ground the knive didn't hesitate and burried deep in his was no remorse,no angsty satisfaction he felt over his 'victory' made me want to throw up,and also sad at what can be done.

From all the mixed feeling there the one who stood out the most was if screams could be heard outside the room and smoke began to fill the air the room felt feeling that was eating the man in the room sorrow,sadness and... was love for the woman in front of seemed as calm as he was,a peaceful expression on her face,almost acted so casual if not for the smoke and ruckus outside you would have thought about a date,or friends meeting.

'You are not alone.' He said with a strained voice.

'Everyone feels .It's your fault I ended this way.' She said as she moved to the french doors and pulled the curtains,letting the sunset lights creep into the room.'People don't need eachother can always find a replacement for any relationship can be world where I was born in,one that I'm sick of.'She turned to face the man again as she continued.'Will you be capable of finding me a replacement?...' She finished with a smile,one that once may have filled the man's heart with joy,but was now a faded memory,overshadowed by mistakes and some reason he seemed really familiar,unlike the other faces I've seen.'...Because I couldn' after three decades I kept the memory of my beloved unstained,until now I mourned his death,not knowing his murderer was by my side all this time!'Her voice rose with every word as her anger and pain surfaced at once.

She walked past him,leaving a promise behind.'I will get my revenge.'Alone in that room,the man was just starting to feel the consequences of what he'd done and it pained him betrayed his love.

I heard a faint voice as an arm was gently shaking me.I opened my eyes and met Mencheres' piercing stare.I was confused at first then remember what I had dreamed worst part was the things actually happened,even if most of them not to were memories of the people the shadows real night terrors.

'I heard you...'He spoke softly and caressed my face.I noticed I was crying in my sleep and tried to whipe the tears,but they kept flowing and I started sobbing.

'I- I want them to stop.' I whimpered and he wrapped his arms around me while I buried my face in his felt oddly familiar and I wasn't that ashamed I broke down in front of I had terrors I usually woke up,then took me a few hours to calm down,but I gradually calmed down,trying to make the trembling stop too.

'They are 're not alone,' He shushed me and the deja vu feeling wasn't leaving.

'We've done this before.' I spoke after a while,as I laid in the bed,with Mencheres seated beside didn't make a move to leave and I honestly didn't want him to.It's something else that I feel I need to remember but can't...

' we're younger.'

'And did I accidentaly let the shadows through you?' I asked,remembering bits of the dream.

'Now you have more control over them.'

'I saw you too.' I said,reffering to the memory I got from him.

'I know.' He simply says.

'Was she...-' I tried to ask but he beat me to it.

'My wife.'Regret could still be heard in his voice,after all that time.

'I thought vampires can't divorce...' I felt kind of ashamed knowing such an intimate part of his life so I blurted out the first thing that came in my mind.

'We can' you can say we're even now as I know about you too.'A small smile pulled at my lips.

'Uhm...What time it is?' I tried to change the subject,a little uncomfortable so close to him as I wasn't scared to death anymore.

'You slept for quite some 's seven.'

'And now we're having dinner so I become more tasty,right?' I raised an eyebrow at him playfully.I ended up joking with my dads grandsire.

'Unfortunately,I'll leave in half an hour.'

' can't!' I quickly said.'You'll turn into ashes!It's still dawn so it's dangerous!' I finished wiggling my hands over my head for emphasis.

'I'm reminding you real vampires can manage sun,Dava.' He tried in a serious tone but failed.

'I wanted to say it.' I grinned and got out of bed to shower.

'We'll have breakfast when I return.'He offered.

'Wha- Wait,wait,wait! I'm not staying here like a puppy waiting for you to come home.'I clarified as I rummaged through my suitcases for clothes and underwear.

'You are not comming with me.'

'Sorry but I'm a big girl vamp.' I winked at him and entered the bathroom.'Plus when did I say something about going with ya?' I questioned as I turned around to find Mencheres in front of me.Damn vampire speed!

'You aren't going alone.' He frowned and didn't seem to give space to argue.

'Who are you to decide that for me?' I admited he was a little intimidating but I needed to keep my ground.

'Dava...You don't know - 'He began but I cut him off.

'Please don't come with that-I have no idea what's outside-bullshit.I was out there enough to see for myself even if I didn't have other's horrible memories and my own to remind me this world is hell.'I looked straight in his eyes.You just got a glimpse of my thoughts vamp,don't presume you know what's in there.

He stepped forward and leaned closer until our noses were almost touching.'We're leaving in half an hour.'With that he turned on his heels and left,then I let out a breath of heart was beating fast as my brain recovered from overdrive but I kinda won this one so a grin made its appearance on my face and I discarded my clothes,then stepped into shower.

Time to get ready...