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HI! This is my first fanfic so please no flame, I'm a newbe in this so be constructive in what you say. Also English is not my native language so please don't be a grammar nazi, i tried to make it as readable as possible (no pun intended). READ AND REVIEW.

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Disclaimer: I don't own Kim Possible.

Chapter 1

Lost Paradise.

Bonnie just wanted to be alone. She wanted to hide from her sisters, her status, her life in general. The words she said, the decisions she made, everything , she just wanted to get away from it, at least for a hour or two. And she knew where to go.

She found this place a week ago, in a park, behind a high green fence there is a big tree, the oldest one in a city. Nobody went there for ages, because of the overgrown green fence that didn't had a pass of any sort to that area, up until recently.

Bonnie went to the fence and looked around to see if anybody was around. It was her secret place, her sanctuary, and she doesn't want for herself or this place to be disturbed by people. After she was convinced that nobody was around she crouched and went through a small, barely visible from standing point of view, hole in fence. While she went through it, branches lightly scratched her skin on hands, but for her it was just a small sacrifice for what waited her there. After several seconds she was on the other side of the fence, in front of an old oak. She sat under it and closed her eyes. All her stress, all her troubles, all her insecurities, everything just disappeared. All there was is just a sound of wind going through the leaves and occasionally a bird, singing on one of the branches.

She sat like that, with her eyes shut, for about a half hour. She wasn't sleeping, there was no way she will spend this valuable place for just that! No, she will have a plenty time for that at night, right now the calming way of this place was priority.

After she felt herself in state of full mental and physical relaxation she opened her eyes, only to notice in a corner of her view some blue object. She crouched toward and took it. It was a book about different methods of meditation. But why is this book laying there? It was in a good condition, which meant that it was put there recently.

'Somebody besides me knows about this place!'- Bonnie thought.

The revelation hit her hard. This place was her private paradise for a week now, but if the other know about it, it loses the feel of security and calm. She felt so naïve and stupid right now.

'Of course! If I can find this place then the other people can too. Private Paradise my ass!'

She almost felt a tears in her eyes, but quickly got in senses. She couldn't waste all that time of soul relaxation in vain, especially since she couldn't get more of it in a future.

After a couple of deep breaths to calm herself, she decided to peak into the book in her hand. Bonne opened it and saw a hand-writed words on inner side of a cover.

"Never give up to the madness, never betray people you treasure, ignore pain, ignore wounds, ignore words, or IT will get you, IT will consume you, IT will kill everything and everyone on its way.

Remember , one step is all that IT wants, just one step.

You MUST get stronger!"

Confused by this writing Bonnie closed a book and put it back on ground. She was slightly creeped out by it, it was like a babbling of a madman , but also she could feel the fear and desperation in those words.

She sat still in the same spot for about five minutes, unintentionally repeating those words in her head. Suddenly she heard a rustle of leaves. She turned her head towards the source and saw a blond haired male figure going through a hole in a green fence.

An intruder stood up straight and looked at her with surprised expression on his face.

"Bonnie? What the hell are doing here? "

She immediately recognized that voice. His cloth was torn and burned, his face was dirty, but it was undoubtfully he.

"I can ask you same question Stoppable"

She would call him other way in daily life, but not here, not in this place.

"This is my place for mediation Bon-Bon, i come here time to time, especially after missions and school, now answer my question please."

There was something strange in Ron, she felt it. He was different. No goofy smile, no sloppy stand, no insecurity in his voice. Ron in front of her was confident, serious, collected. She stood from the ground and looked directly into his eyes.

"I came here for relaxation, it was the most calming and quiet place that I ever saw, until you barged in. How do you even found the hole?"

"I didn't found it, I made it!" he answered "I saw this place when I was skydiving after mission about half year ago, and made it into my Personal Paradise."

'Personal Paradise' Bonnie thought 'Funny how this place made a similar image for two different people.'

"Not so personal now, since I know about it too now." Bonnie smirked. "Does that mean that we are only one who know about this place and how to get here?"

"Basically yes. "

"Which mean that a book lying there is yours?" she asked.

Ron went to the book and picked it from the ground.

"Yes actually, I searched for it all morning, I should be more careful about my stuff. Did you read it?"

"No."

"Good, it has some really private stuff inside."

"Hey Stoppable! How about a deal?"

"What?" he asked.

"A deal! I will not tell a single soul about this place, and you will let me come here from time to time."

Ron was quiet for about a minute, Bonnie waited for an answer. She understands why he is thinking about it for that long. This place is almost magical. She doesn't know him well or what his problems are, but Ron that stands before her is obviously isn't the one she saw at school.

'He is probably the same' she thought 'And also those words in a book, what they mean? Is it his thoughts, phrase from a movie, a memory? Be damn my curiosity!'

"Fine, I agree." He said finally.

"Great! Since you are so cooperative i will leave you here now, looks like you need some alone time." she said with a smile and went through a hole in green fence.

She went home with a whole galore of different thoughts and feelings. After she open a door to the lobby she saw her sister in there. The second they noticed her, poisonous words flew at Bonnie. She quickly ran into her room and sat on her bed.

Bonnie was in thoughts . She ran from her problems, tried to hide from them, forget about them, but they still there, they still exist. Suddenly words appeared inside her head.

"You MUST get stronger!"

"I must get stronger…but how? I don't know how!"

Bonnie lay down on a pillow and closed her eyes.

"I don't know."