The Breakup Song
Summary: "Not every song can mend a broken heart." She said. Lucy, leaving the country with a broken heart is back two years later and together with the infamous band called the Faeries. What if meeting their rival for the top spot, No Name means meeting up with her ex?
I'm just a nobody compare to him...
He's a pop star, with million of fans, in a famous record label, filthy rich, stars in movies, tons of commercials, pictures in every magazine and he, who makes a living through his "stardom"
Me? Well I'm just your plain old boring 15 year old girl that strums her old guitar and sings in the shower with her rubber ducky as the only audience so who am I to his life? Well I'm just his highness' girlfriend
Unbelievable right? Even I thinks so!
But who cares?
I love him.
He loves me.
We love each other.
That's how it was supposed to be.
Not until three weeks ago, when I saw him screwing off with a fellow celebrity and hey just because I live a boring life, it doesn't mean that seeing my guy screwing off with those high class celebrity bitches won't hurt me or it won't affect me.
I'm just not that masochistic enough.
In fact I've been here with my heart broken to this little pieces.
So me and my pop star of a boyfriend is over, he's supposed to be my past now but seeing the me now well its pretty damn obvious that I'm still not over him wait...will I ever be over him? I snort with the thought.
Lying down the bed, staring at the whiteness of my ceiling, ignoring his non-stop phone calls for his stupid excuse or apologetic speech that he prepared on whatever thing that happened between him and female dog or maybe he wants to return some of my things that I left in his room or he wants me to return the keys to his locker and studio. (Yeah the bastard has his own studio)
Well whatever as if I'd ever want to his stupid face! ARGH! I HATE HIM!
I exclaimed to no one as I grab the pillow near me and muffled my screams with it.
What went wrong?
Is it me?
He didn't love me anymore is that why he was doing that and if he did since when? How long has been doing those things with her? Last month? three months ago? six months ago? If so then why didn't he just broke up with me? That way I can still keep him as a beautiful memory and I wouldn't be having such stupid thoughts and what ifs.
Memories, feelings, time.
Is what I've been continuously asking myself ever since...
Being heartbroken, crying till my eyes are this puffy red and I still keep thinking about him. Geez, am I a Masochist?
"Ahaha" Gee...what's wrong with me?
My head is getting all jumbled up because of that guy. "First talking to myself and now actually thinking that I'm a masochist? Its just the worst."
Crying and Laughing…seriously…
"Seriously...the worst" I said to no one
No matter how much I deny this or tell it to myself over and over again
"I'm still in love with the jerk"
'Lucy...how stupid can you get' Is what my brain tells me but my heart…this stupid thing called heart is still screaming that I still love him.
It will soon be a month and I'm still stuck here with my bed, 'thinking things over' while listening through my shuffled playlist. Ever since then I haven't shed a tear, not even once, weird enough all I'm feeling is...emptiness. For three weeks, lots of What if's came into me, what if I never saw him with another girl? Would we spend the week together?What if I never broke up with him? Would I be hanging out on his studio together with the others? What if we can still mend things back to normal? Can we still go back to how things are?
"How Foolish" My inner-mind said, as if whispering it harshly to me.
Suddenly the next song that played, out of the hundred songs in my iPod, that has been shuffled it just so happened that Just Give Me A Reason is the next song that's being played.
Seriously what the hell? Is this a coincidence?
The song started to play…I closed my eyes, tired from crying, tired from thinking...
Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I you're willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Gritting my teeth, memories of my three years with him suddenly came like a flash and those tears that I thought were gone started forming and falling down my cheeks.
Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
"Our Love" Did we even have one? Since when did Our Love turn into one way thing of 'My Love'
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Can we still learn to love each other again? Aren't we broken for a long time now? Can his reason even mend things back?
I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
I also thought that we were fine, that we had everything but...
We...
….
...
...
Stupid me.
I forgot
...
...
...
There's no more 'WE'
Its just him and me now.
Suddenly saying that aloud made my stomach churn, breathing even hurts and accepting the one fact made it all unbearable for me.
As I cried my eyes out.
My tears, every single drop of them is meant for him.
How much more pathetic can I be?
This is really the worst! Grabbing my ipod, I shut it down.
As I let those words sink in, the more tears fall down. Muffling down my sobs with my pillow, I just cried and cried.
This could be the second time that I cried like this, since my mother died.
I just hope that with this, I could finally put a stop on my feelings for him and with this I hope, I could finally step out of my room and face the city streets with his face plastered on posters and billboards and if I'm gonna cry because of him then I guess, it wouldn't be so bad to shed out all of those tears so that this would be the first and the last time that I'll be crying for him.
Hours passed before those tears had finally stop from falling, my eyes were so tired to the point that I have fallen asleep for 12 hours. Waking up, feeling slightly refreshed and somewhat annoyed by that fact that I have to wake up with puffy, red eyes because of him. Oh well this is the last time that I'll cry over him and now, even if I receive some news about him accidentally falling down the stage and dying in the process, I will definitely not cry for him.
Not even one drop.
Grabbing my phone, while sitting up in the process...I checked my mail. Tons of miscalls, message and even voice mail came from him. Which doesn't really matter now. Ah! Come to think of it, I forgot to block his number and delete him from my contacts. I guess I better do it now, unless I want him to 'over-capacitate' the memory of my phone. When suddenly my phone started ringing.
I decided to look at the caller ID, if its his bandmates or something then I'll drop the whole deleting thing and just a buy new phone or something but then when I look at the caller ID its not them, instead the call is from my cousin! Loke!
Loke, my cousin, who turns out to be a member of the international boy band, the Tri-Stars is calling me? I wonder what's up? He's in a world tour right now or so I heard and when he's in the middle of a job he doesn't really make calls or stuff like that, cause according to him, he want to prioritize and concentrate on his work and be professional about it. So what is he doing calling me now? Hmm...
After a long thought and a few more rings from him, I decided to pick up his call. Even though his annoyance level is way beyond help now, if he's calling while on their world tour then this must be pretty important.
"Oh! Finally! You pick up your phone!" He said with that cheery voice of his "Does that mean you're finally over brooding things with him?"
Aaaaaaaand I hang up.
Then my phone started ringing again, sighing I answered.
"I'm sorry! Really! I won't say anything again! So please don't hang up on me like that" He said,
"Fine. Fine. So what's up?" I asked
"Oh nothing, just wondering how's my favorite girl with a broken heart or something"
"I'm hanging up" I said, irked by him.
"Wa..wait! No...no! I...I have something important to say!" He said, his voice sounding frantic and all.
"10 seconds." I grumble
"Okay, listen up! I know you don't have any plans of entering the entertainment world especially since you just broke up with Na...Ooopps I mean...since you weren't really interested in it" He said "But..."
"But...?" I said while raising a brow at him.
"I want you to come here and join the audition" He said " An audition that can change the whole thing in this industry and with your...voice it might just be possible...So I want you to audi-"
"Okay. I'll go get a ticket now, pick me up there and I'll take part on the audition" I said with one breath.
"WHAT? DID I HEARD IT RIGHT? YOU?" He said, loud enough to break my eardrums.
"Yeah, yeah..You heard me!" I said, annoyed "I'll be there in a flash, so pick me up by then"
"Flash? how about the ticket? packing?"
"Packing? Just one bag, with my laptop, my girl pouch, ipod, phone, cards and money and I'm all good" I said, while smirking even though I know there's no way he'll see me doing it. "Plus who do you think I am?"
"You're Lucy Heartfilia" He said and I bet a hundred bucks that he's grinning like an idiot now.
"Well then I'll be heading straight there...BUT" I said, still smirking.
"But? But what? Come on...Lucy what's with the intimidating BUT?" Loke said, making me laugh.
"But on one condition."
"Condition? Yeah sure anything for you babe" He said.
"I want you to buy me a few clothes and..."
"Aaaaand?"
"A new phone"
"Deal"
And that's how it all started, meeting them...and being here...
who would have thought that I'll be standing here with my rash decisions and because of impulse and wanting to ran away and in exchange of a phone.
Just a phone.
Just one freaking phone and it seems like...
I'll be auditioning from something I was never prepared to take for?
CHAPTER ONE! HURRAY!
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