"I don't think we ever finished" he said with a seductive grin.

Izaya caught Shizuo off guard and pushed him onto the bed, getting on top and straddling him. Before Shizuo could do anything, Izaya ground himself deeply into his crotch. Shizuo glared at him, but he could tell lust was taking over. Izaya couldn't help but laugh lowly. Izaya moaned along with him the next time he pushed and leaned down to kiss him urging his mouth open.

"Izaya...I'm not going to hurt you."

Izaya slowed but continued to move, hands travelling to his belt, "soooo...don't... What's the problem?" Irritation slightly bleeding through his murmured words, though his face revealed nothing.

Shizuo's hands grasped his roaming ones, though he looked like he was fighting himself. "Well... you're already hurt."

Izaya's neutral expression fell away to that of heated indignation. "If I hear the guy who throws street signs and vending machines at me every single day since we met say one more word about me being okay or not...I'm FINE." Shizuo's eyes widened when Izaya kept going glaring in an unnervingly hateful way at the man underneath him, "And don't you dare pity me, or think I can't handle a little roughhousing because of what you say today. I can handle myself-"

He never finished the thought as Shizuo pulled him back down and kissed him, pushing his tongue inside and waiting til Izaya loosened up and kissed him back. It took Izaya a moment before he did anything, having been shocked by Shizuo's forceful kiss, and irritated at being interrupted. More out of anger and trying for dominance than lust or enjoyment, he forced himself into Shizuo's mouth battling for dominance and forcing him further into the bed until Shizuo pushed him back to come up for air. "Heh...I'm not worried you can't handle this flea." he panted as Izaya's cross glare began to lose its steam. "It's just...I'm rough...and I...don't want this to be painful if you're already..."

"Stop talking; you're saying inane things." Izaya slurred with a look of boredom, pressing his mouth on Shizuo's to shut him up and pinning his arms down...though he didn't doubt the monster could probably get loose if he tried. He returned to grinding his barely clothed erection against Shizuo's. He enjoyed feeling Shizuo's warm skin underneath his fingertips as he glided them lightly over his biceps. He pressed he mouth into Shizu-chan's and moaned into the kiss. An gasping and lustful moan that left them both feeling a lot more eager. Shizuo breathed out, in awe, "You're such a fucking tease, aren't you?

Izaya gave him a sly smirk against his lips, letting his hands slip under his shirt and pressing them against his warm chest. He pushed up and cocked his head to the left in a display of mock pretension, "What are you going to do about it?"

Izaya gasped in surprise at how swiftly Shizuo lifted him up before he flipped him over and stood looking down at him with an arrogant smile.

"I'm going to fuck you til you can't be such an irritating bastard." he swore in frustrated arousal and began to take off his clothes, starting with his tie and then unbuttoning and dropping the vest. Izaya leaned up on his elbows, enjoying the show.

"That might take a lot of fucking." Izaya eye's narrowed and he grinned, laughing lightly.

Shizuo looked at him intensely, like he wanted to devour him; it made him shiver, "Then we better get started." Without taking the time to unbutton his white long-sleeved undershirt his ripped it off and crawled on top of Izaya. Watching Izaya with excitement when he leaned back letting him push his wrists together above his head. He was totally submitting to him.

He never would've imagined Izaya behaving like this.

He pushed his knee between his legs and into his genitals, causing the informant to hiss through his teeth and arch his back in restrained pleasure. He had already been a little hard from Izaya's earlier teasing and seeing this...he felt very stiff. He needed his pants off now. With one hand still holding Izaya's wrists and the other taking off his own belt and pants he spread kisses down his abdomen.

Shizuo hadn't noticed before, and realized it may be a strange thing to admire about someone, but Izaya's collarbones were sharp and prominent, the way they clearly stood out between his shoulders, making him look somewhat feminine...Shizuo found it very attractive.

Izaya moaned encouragements under his breath that Shizuo barely heard before he biting down harshly just underneath Izaya's collarbone illiciting a cry of pain. Shizuo licked it in apology and continued to kiss his way down, pulling off his unbuttoned pants and kicking them off.

The more Shizuo was able to see of Izaya as he made his way down Izaya's stomach, releasing his wrists so he could continue lower, the more he realized how beautiful he was. Izaya appeared slight and thin as if he never worked his muscles, but without his shirt, it was clear to tell that he was chiseled and smooth, something gained only by hardened athlete's workout routines... that, or annoying bastards who enjoy constantly flirting with danger. Even despite the many scars that littered his torso, he was beautiful.

Izaya began to squirm as he neared the edge of his boxers and he heard him inhale sharply, his fingers swiftly running through his hair. Shizuo smirked and grabbed the hard outline of Izaya's cock through the material, squeezing roughly, and rubbing his thumb around the tip, causing a strangled moan to come from the fidgeting man. He could tell he was getting impatient. He released him to pull down his boxers completely freeing his erection and began to kiss lower, starting at Izaya's inner thigh. Izaya shifted his hips toward his face in frustrated, but Shizuo pressed him back down with force. He heard a whimper, but Izaya was still attempting to maintain control and he wasn't going to have it,

"Please...I want you, Shizu-chan." Shizuo chuckled and continued ignoring him. The neediness in his voice had got to him down below, but he wasn't going to let him deter him. He could tell that Izaya was used to getting his way...and also, that he was still holding back. Izaya whined for Shizuo's attention and when he got his attention gave him a smirk, "I need you." All Shizuo did was looked at him blankly and then go back to teasing him with light kisses. Izaya growled in frustration. Most men would've fucked him twice by now.

"What do you want me to say?" Izaya could tell Shizuo wanted him to beg genuinely, but he didn't want to do it.

"You know what I want Izaya."

He growled, "I'm not going to say it."

"Then...I guess..." Shizuo sat up seemingly unfazed, though inside it was killing him, and after a slow pause and nothing from Izaya, he got off the bed."...there's nothing more to say." Still nothing? Maybe he would have to leave after all. Izaya's smile didn't falter so he must not believe him. "Shizu-chan...what are you talking about?" Izaya grinned handsomely and opened his legs more. "You still haven't taken care of yourself." He nodded to the tent in Shizuo's pants. But Shizuo just huffed in disappointment and moved to his closet. Taking out a crisp white new shirt, identical to the ripped one on the floor, he one arm in a sleeve and picked up his tie and vest. With one last glance at Izaya who was beginning to look confused, he headed toward the door.

"WAIT!"

Shizuo stopped and turned. Hearing the desperate panic in Izaya's voice had turned him on considerably, and his eyes freely roamed Izaya's naked body.

Izaya shook slightly. He didn't want to do this, but he wanted Shizuo to leave even less. "...Please...Shizuo...don't leave." He felt his face flush as he noticed Shizuo looking at him, waiting patiently. Just watching as he struggled with the words, completely naked and obviously horny. He's enjoying this. The thought angered him, but also...made him feel... "...please...I need you... to fuck me." He couldn't stop from panting the last words and looked at Shizuo with candor hoping that he would understand his sincerity.

Shizuo's tenacity in the face of temptation was driving him crazy. Izaya had never begged so much for sex before, but he had a feeling he wouldn't believe him if he teased or wasn't honest about how much he wanted him...for some reason the stupid animal could read him pretty well.

The words barely left Izaya's mouth before Shizuo returned. Kneeling in front of him, he grasped his cock in his hand, squeezing it tightly before pumping him slowly, "Oooohh...Shi..zuo" He moaned and let out a gasp when he suddenly felt Shizuo's warm, wet mouth enclose over his member. He had to resist bucking, he knew Shizuo wouldn't be pleased and would probably punish him in some way...and while he loved punishments, he liked any of Shizu-chan's so far. Izaya closed his eyes and arched into Shizuo moaning lowly, forgetting to hold back any longer. Shizuo's mouth was doing wonders. He hadn't expected Shizuo to be this good. Had he done this before? He really hadn't expected him to know what to do. Shizuo started slow, swirling his tongue around the tip, flicking the center with his tongue and chuckling around his cock when Izaya responded with a sharp gasp or moan, which just made it feel even better.

He began to deep throat him, going as far back as he could, which was apparently pretty far, taking almost all of Izaya into his mouth. Then, starting slow, he began to pump him with his mouth. Sucking and then releasing, moving up and down. Izaya gripped the bed sheets in his hand, tightening his fist and gathering more and more into them while he moaned in pleasure. This feels too good.

Shizuo looked up to see this picture, his own erection becoming painful. He wanted to drive himself into him so bad, and he could tell Izaya was close, so he released him from his mouth and returned to pushing his hips between Izaya's legs. "No...don't stop." Izaya gazed at him through half open eyes, dazed with a wanton lust. It was the most enticing thing he had seen the informant do so far, and Shizuo swore to himself, he would make Izaya feel amazing. "Shizuo...why did you stop." It wasn't a question, more of a frustrated complaint. Izaya's hands grasped the back of his neck and pulled him into a kiss. But, after a few moments Shizuo pulled away and pushed Izaya's legs farther apart and over his shoulders.

Ripping off his own boxers, he poised ready, but stayed, unmoving. "Huh? Aren't you goin-" Izaya began to complain but was interrupted by two of Shizuo's finger thrust into his mouth. "Shut up. Suck." He choked in surprise before smirking at Shizuo as he did what he was told, whipping his tongue around expertly, and soaking them quickly. Shizuo felt a groan of want escape his mouth unrestrained as he watched and removed his fingers to break the trance. Shizuo put one in, followed quickly by two, scissoring in and out as he prepared Izaya for his entrance. "Lube." Shizuo looked expectantly at the informant and he nodded to a small bedside table with a drawer, Shizuo leaned over and reached, opening the drawer and retrieving a large bottle of actual lube. He smirked dryly and wondered how much sex Izaya had to need such a large bottle. It was half full. Izaya seemed to read his thoughts, grasping Shizuo by the hand and tugging him on top again. "Stop thinking so much, and fuck me Shizuo." He demanded angrily. It was refreshing to see real emotion out of Izaya, and he'd be lying if he said it didn't turn him on, so he covered his member in lube and readied himself. "Tell me what you want Izaya."

Izaya looked frustrated and tried to thrust upward but Shizuo shoved him down, "Tell me."

"You know what I want!"

"Tell me anyway."

"I want you. Shizuo, please! Fuck me, please fuck me." Izaya gasped in a frustrated yowl, but Shizuo didn't move, he sighed and said the words sincerely, tears almost coming to his eyes in his frustration, "Please...Shizuo. I'm begging you to fuck me-Hahhh!"

Shizuo entered and in one move pushed himself all the way in.

"Ohhhh...fuck. You're huge." Izaya scratched at the bed face in agony. Despite his concern for Izaya writhing in pain, he felt pride at hearing him say that. Still... "Why are you complaining, you seem to have a lot of experience." he smirked when Izaya glared angrily at him, "Not with someone as big as you...what the fuck...are you even human?"

"According to you, no." Shizuo chuckled. And slowly began to move.

"Owwowow...that hurts so bad. Wait wait...please. Just give me..." Izaya panted, his face screwed up in pain, "...a moment." Shizuo waited, he wanted this to be pleasurable for Izaya as well.

After a few moments of Izaya attempting to calm his breathing and relax himself, he muttered, "Okay...you can go."

Slowly at first, wincing along with Izaya when he heard a whimper he moved deeper and faster into him. He felt so good.

Izaya was right...Shizuo did have a bit of experience. He had been with one man, that had ironically reminded him of Izaya when it came to looks, but when it came to anal, he had done this before with several women too. Never had he been with someone so tight before. It felt like heaven every time he moved. Still, he was careful until he could find Izaya's sweet spot.

Suddenly Izaya moaned loudly and he heard his name roll off his lips, "Shizuo!"

He couldn't go slow anymore. Without warning, he began to fuck him harder and faster, Izaya's moaning and gasping growing louder as he increased his speed. He kissed Izaya's open mouth swallowing his moans before he felt Izaya respond and kiss back. "Shizu..o...I love this. I love..." Shizuo pulled out receiving a loud undignified cry of outrage from Izaya before he flipped him over and pushed back inside. At this angle, Shizuo held Izaya around the waist and grabbed his hard cock. It was red at the tip and precum was seeping out as he pumped him steadily along with his thrusting. "Ahhh ah ah ah" The noises Izaya was making were bringing Shizuo close to the edge. He knew he couldn't last much longer. He felt the heat in his groin pooling and growing tighter as he rammed into Izaya, over and over again. With one more hard thrust, he squeezed Izaya's cock tightly and released, Izaya moaning his name over and over as he came all over the sheets underneath them. Shizuo continued to pump him til at last he was finished, and he soon followed with one last groan, seeing stars as he released into Izaya, filling him up. Izaya fell to the bed, sticky and exhausted. Shizuo pulled out and slumped over on top of him, his chest pressing heavily against Izaya's back.

They both stayed this way for a few moments until Shizuo spoke, "Fuck you're good."

Izaya smiled and Shizuo marveled at the genuineness of it, "So are you."

Izaya looked relaxed and open...it was very alluring to a Shizuo who had always seen the taunting, unreadable expression, or most recently, one of hatred.

"Do you always look this good after sex. Perhaps I should pound into you more often." he grinned haughtily.

"Oh...such dirty words, Shizu-chan!" Izaya chuckled breathlessly.

Shizuo chuckled before realizing what Izaya had called him. "Seriously, flea. Don't call me Shizu-chan." Shizuo felt frustrated hearing it.

It's not that he minded being called that at other times, but now, with what had just happened... it felt weird.

"Then don't call me flea." Izaya shot a tired half assed smirk that seemed to Shizuo like Izaya was only being half honest.

"Does it bother you?"

"...Hah..." Izaya turned his eyes to stare off to the side, "'course not. Not like that..."

"Does it bother you, Izaya?" Shizuo didn't believe him. For whatever reason, it was getting easier to tell whether he was lying or not. Or maybe Izaya was just being more honest.

Izaya hesitated before sighing "...yes. At least, just for tonight."

"Alright then, I won't." Shizuo nestled his face into Izaya's neck and licked him where Izaya had first done so. "I'll call you...Iza-chan."

Izaya's eyes widened in shock and Shizuo narrowed his eyes, feeling uncomfortable at his surprise.

Izaya began to giggle and turning his head into the pillow. "Who knew, Shizuo could be so silly!"

"Hey...do you think I can only be angry?" Shizuo growled in irritation.

"No...but...I don't think I've ever heard you call me a nickname like that." He laughed harder, muffling the sound with pillow, before he turned his head to side to glance at Shizuo, "Your face...it was so funny" Tears ran down his eyes.

"HEY! It's not that funny!" Shizuo gasped in annoyance and covered his mouth, "Stop being so noisy."

Izaya's laughter slowed to a stop and he licked the hand over his mouth, causing Shizuo to release him. Izaya yawned and closed his eyes, for once, feeling like he maybe he could fall asleep peacefully.

Still lying on top of Izaya, his chest resting on Izaya's back, he slowly kissed the back of Izaya's neck, running a hand through his hair comfortingly, until Izaya's breath slowed and deepened and Shizuo felt himself begin to drift into sleep.

Sorry this took so long to publish. I actually had it for awhile but I kept re-writing it. And turns out, I like the first one I wrote(edited a little bit) the best...despite all my other options I wrote! *sigh*

I did fix some things with this one though...and I'm fairly satisfied with it. However, I am worried it might be a bit wordy for smut...idk... tell me what you think. It's my first time writing smut...so...

Anyways! Time to move on to the chapters ahead. Thank you for reading, and I love to hear your reviews! ;)

~ Ailene

P.S. Does anyone else know the feeling of being "finished" with something even when you haven't technically "finished" it, but it sounds horrible when you read it aloud and you're just not getting any inspiration to make the right changes to fix it and its frustrating the hell out of you!?

Yup...very annoying feeling...(that's how "The truth is always painful" is making me feel right now...it's actually making me feel pain. haha)