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If I only wasn't meant for you
Chapter 1
Almost every year, there would be transfers of students in and out of Shohoku High school. This year was Rukawa Kaede's 3rd year of high school and he was fortunate enough to get to sit next to a transfer student. To be exact, a really beautiful one.
But what does he care anyway? Rukawa Kaede has cared about nothing in his entire life except for sleep and basketball.
Rukawa
She sat down beside me as if there was nothing wrong.
I mean there really isn't anything wrong with that. But no one ever does.
She stared down at me before she took her seat.
Actually, she stared at me in disgust, kind of like the way that D'ahou does.
Ayanami
It's my first day in this school and the first guy I sit next to is drooling on the table.
MAJOR GROSS!
Is he like, mentally incapable or something?
I mean, he looks as if he can't shut his mouth. I think he is. He's quite a good looker actually. But maybe his eyes are too small?
And no, I don't fancy him. He is, quite frankly, not my type of boy.
I realize, finally, that I was having a real good look at him. What if he thinks I'm checking him out? Oh never mind, his mental inabilities won't come to that conclusion. Ah no, shouldn't be so mean. Must try to act normal around him, no pity faces.
"Hello, I'm Shirai Ayanami." I said, raising my hand out for him to shake. It sounded quite normal. Easy to understand as well.
There was no response. No response.
But guys always respond to me. They always do. .
Okay. Okay. Calm down Aya. There's nothing to be ashamed of, you're still looking beautiful. It's just that that guy's retarded remember?
Just plain ol' stupid.
Rukawa
The girl had her hand raised out towards me but I took quite long before it registered in my head that she was trying to be my friend. My mind had shifted to space again. Happens a lot lately, I must be really tired.
A little late for that though. She had withdrawn her hand before I could shake it.
She looked like she was about to break down. Its like she suddenly turned pale and had a heart attack. Not possible. She's too thin. But it was really quite convincing.
She bit her lip and turned her face away from me.
Don't tell me she was going to cry? Did I make her cry?
Oh gawd. she IS crying! What am I supposed to do? Put my arm around her and say ' what's wrong?' ?
I settled for asking 'What's wrong?'
"What's wrong?" I asked. Well, it didn't turn out as I had planned to say in my head. It sounded like I demanded an answer.
She looked up at me and just as I had expected, she looked quite shocked. But the words that came out of her mouth were not quite what I had thought of.
"Oh my gosh! IT SPEAKS!" she said with her eyes widened.
Okay. 'IT'? That's a little mean, isn't it? I mean, I only didn't shake her hand and greet her. But she doesn't have to refer to me like some kind of alien thing.
And the way she said it sounded like I was this really gross creature that she wanted to dissect and use all my body parts for her wicked experiments. That was a little far-fetched but yes, that's exactly how I imagined it to be.
Ayanami
And all this while I thought he was retarded.
"And all this while I thought you were retarded."
Whoops. Maybe some things should not be blurted out.
"WHAT?" he yelled.
Yep. I should have shut my stupid mouth.
"Umm yeah. I mean you didn't respond to my greeting and you drool on the table like its nobody's business and you obviously aren't attracted to me."
"Excuse me???"
"And you can't close your mouth." I blurted out again.
What's going though my brain now?
Stupid, stupid, stupid.
How could you be so insensitive towards the retarded boy's feelings? He's still human you know. Still have feelings.
Its bad enough you found out his little secret but you don't have to go around saying it. And especially to him!
Oh my goodness! This is such a horrible day; I can't believe I'm so mean. I feel so guilty.
Rukawa
She thought I was retarded? What is wrong with the girl? No one has ever said that to me. Not even Sakuragi, my worst enemy, no one! I look perfectly normal and good-looking so to speak.
And by the looks of it, she's probably going to tell everyone all over campus. She's so mean!
"I'm. sorry. Honestly, I really am." She said. Her face was red. And she looked pretty.
I forgot all about that. I was just so angry with her.
Everything just happened so fast.
I took a deep breath and calmed down a little.
"I don't know what to say now." She sniffed. She was going to cry again. Did she really think I was retarded? She sounded really sincere though.
Ayanami
"Let me buy you a drink and we'll call it even."
Is he for real? Here I am feeling guilty for him and he wants to buy a drink for me?
Oh wait. that's perfectly normal, guys always do that. So he is normal after all! Rukawa
I can't believe I just said that!
"Okays." she said. Like it was no big deal. It wasn't a big deal to her. But it was the first time I have ever asked a girl to go for a drink with me.
I hope she likes me.
What are you thinking??? Who says that? That's so lame.
But I really hoped she liked me. I didn't understand why it felt so important to me that she liked me but I just wanted her to.
A lot.
If I only wasn't meant for you
Chapter 1
Almost every year, there would be transfers of students in and out of Shohoku High school. This year was Rukawa Kaede's 3rd year of high school and he was fortunate enough to get to sit next to a transfer student. To be exact, a really beautiful one.
But what does he care anyway? Rukawa Kaede has cared about nothing in his entire life except for sleep and basketball.
Rukawa
She sat down beside me as if there was nothing wrong.
I mean there really isn't anything wrong with that. But no one ever does.
She stared down at me before she took her seat.
Actually, she stared at me in disgust, kind of like the way that D'ahou does.
Ayanami
It's my first day in this school and the first guy I sit next to is drooling on the table.
MAJOR GROSS!
Is he like, mentally incapable or something?
I mean, he looks as if he can't shut his mouth. I think he is. He's quite a good looker actually. But maybe his eyes are too small?
And no, I don't fancy him. He is, quite frankly, not my type of boy.
I realize, finally, that I was having a real good look at him. What if he thinks I'm checking him out? Oh never mind, his mental inabilities won't come to that conclusion. Ah no, shouldn't be so mean. Must try to act normal around him, no pity faces.
"Hello, I'm Shirai Ayanami." I said, raising my hand out for him to shake. It sounded quite normal. Easy to understand as well.
There was no response. No response.
But guys always respond to me. They always do. .
Okay. Okay. Calm down Aya. There's nothing to be ashamed of, you're still looking beautiful. It's just that that guy's retarded remember?
Just plain ol' stupid.
Rukawa
The girl had her hand raised out towards me but I took quite long before it registered in my head that she was trying to be my friend. My mind had shifted to space again. Happens a lot lately, I must be really tired.
A little late for that though. She had withdrawn her hand before I could shake it.
She looked like she was about to break down. Its like she suddenly turned pale and had a heart attack. Not possible. She's too thin. But it was really quite convincing.
She bit her lip and turned her face away from me.
Don't tell me she was going to cry? Did I make her cry?
Oh gawd. she IS crying! What am I supposed to do? Put my arm around her and say ' what's wrong?' ?
I settled for asking 'What's wrong?'
"What's wrong?" I asked. Well, it didn't turn out as I had planned to say in my head. It sounded like I demanded an answer.
She looked up at me and just as I had expected, she looked quite shocked. But the words that came out of her mouth were not quite what I had thought of.
"Oh my gosh! IT SPEAKS!" she said with her eyes widened.
Okay. 'IT'? That's a little mean, isn't it? I mean, I only didn't shake her hand and greet her. But she doesn't have to refer to me like some kind of alien thing.
And the way she said it sounded like I was this really gross creature that she wanted to dissect and use all my body parts for her wicked experiments. That was a little far-fetched but yes, that's exactly how I imagined it to be.
Ayanami
And all this while I thought he was retarded.
"And all this while I thought you were retarded."
Whoops. Maybe some things should not be blurted out.
"WHAT?" he yelled.
Yep. I should have shut my stupid mouth.
"Umm yeah. I mean you didn't respond to my greeting and you drool on the table like its nobody's business and you obviously aren't attracted to me."
"Excuse me???"
"And you can't close your mouth." I blurted out again.
What's going though my brain now?
Stupid, stupid, stupid.
How could you be so insensitive towards the retarded boy's feelings? He's still human you know. Still have feelings.
Its bad enough you found out his little secret but you don't have to go around saying it. And especially to him!
Oh my goodness! This is such a horrible day; I can't believe I'm so mean. I feel so guilty.
Rukawa
She thought I was retarded? What is wrong with the girl? No one has ever said that to me. Not even Sakuragi, my worst enemy, no one! I look perfectly normal and good-looking so to speak.
And by the looks of it, she's probably going to tell everyone all over campus. She's so mean!
"I'm. sorry. Honestly, I really am." She said. Her face was red. And she looked pretty.
I forgot all about that. I was just so angry with her.
Everything just happened so fast.
I took a deep breath and calmed down a little.
"I don't know what to say now." She sniffed. She was going to cry again. Did she really think I was retarded? She sounded really sincere though.
Ayanami
"Let me buy you a drink and we'll call it even."
Is he for real? Here I am feeling guilty for him and he wants to buy a drink for me?
Oh wait. that's perfectly normal, guys always do that. So he is normal after all! Rukawa
I can't believe I just said that!
"Okays." she said. Like it was no big deal. It wasn't a big deal to her. But it was the first time I have ever asked a girl to go for a drink with me.
I hope she likes me.
What are you thinking??? Who says that? That's so lame.
But I really hoped she liked me. I didn't understand why it felt so important to me that she liked me but I just wanted her to.
A lot.