A/N: This is the first time I was actually motivated for a story. Well- I'm sorry for bad start. I hope you enjoy~! Sorry for the bad plot. Oh! And also, this story will have maaaaany conflicts that Eren and Levi will need to face. It'll be listed in the summary. The summary sounds so cheesy I can't even.. -Cries and curls up- I hope I entertain you with this! I also didn't beta this yet.. so... ;w;. Hopefully the next chapter will be longer. Yes, there will be smut later. (Unfortunately some rape too...) I am no good at coming up with ideas also- Forgive my bad writing and bad creativity. I hope you enjoy this~

Summary: Eren and Rivaille are currently lovers. It's been awhile ever since they were officially announced as lovers. . Dreams, murders, fictions, and reality seems to be getting in the way of his happiness. Levi is unsure of what to do. Eren is desperately searching for a solution with his lover to cure his life from all these problems. Will he cure it? Or will he give in and fail? Modern! AU (Alternate Universe)

Rating: M (Obviously!)
Disclaimer: Anything from Shingeki No Kyojin does not belong to me. This is purely a fanmade fanfiction.

"Nngh..." His eyelids slowly lifted to only encounter a blurry vision. His emerald hues stared at the man who was currently concentrated on whatever he was doing on his laptop. He reached to wipe his eyes to allow his vision to grow a bit more clearer. "..Rivaille-san..?" He softly grumbled, sitting up and continuing to rub at his eyes. "You're finally awake huh.?" Eren turned his head to the side to take a glance at the clock. "...9AM..? How long have I been sleeping..?" He questioned, shifting to the edge of the bed. "Quite awhile, you didn't even bother to wake up even if I did punch or kick you. Did you have that.. dream again?" Eren emerald orbs widened before quickly softening. "...Yeah..." Rivaille paused his typing to spin his chair around to take a look at the boy. His expression was visibly dull yet a hint of happiness was shown in his eyes. His glasses were preventing the boy to even get a clear look at his eyes.

"...Go shower and get changed." Eren blinked a couple of times in confusion. "I-I don't have a change of clothes though..." A set of clothes was flung towards his face. "Just use those. You can keep them if you want." The brunette eyed suspiciously at the clothes, wondering if they could even fit him. Before he could even make a comment, he was shoved towards the bathroom to take a shower. Rivaille tossed him a clean and fresh towel before slamming the door close to leave him to showering.

"Eeh.. Where are we going to go though...? Well whatever.."
He quickly stripped out of his clothing, and hung them on the side. He stepped into the shower, switching the water on. Torrents of water soon began pouring down on him. He switched the temperature of the water hotter than usual. He brought the palm of his hands up to his now-drenched hair and pulled it back, letting out a deep sigh. The droplets of the pouring hot water had felt extremely refreshing. Before long his thoughts had completely enveloped his attention. I had that dream again.. Moreover I feel asleep in Rivaille-san's bed.. Again. I wonder why I collapse sometimes when I'm with Rivaille-san.. It's strange... I wonder if I'm causing him any trouble... Eren reached for the shampoo bottle and squirted some into the back of his hand to smear it over his hair. He lathered the small amount of shampoo, slowly and thoroughly scrubbing his hair. That dream... A dream of a horrifying world.. Titans.. The Corporal.. It's all so strange... It feels so real... After not too long, he shifted a bit to begin rinsing the shampoo from his hair. He could feel the soap dripping out from his hair. The water did feel.. relaxing. He let his eyelids drop for a moment before continuing on.

Rivaille tapped his finger on the desk, angrily eyeing at the clock. "What's taking him so goddamn long..." Before he could even spring out from his seat to check up on Eren, the boy had finally left the washroom and fortunately at the right timing. The towel that was given to the boy was wrapped around his neck and he wore a plad and white t-shirt, along with burnet colored trousers. "Surprisingly these fit..." The brunette mumbled to himself before his attention was caught by Rivaille.
"Finally you're done. I was going to beat you if you took any longer." The shorter one complained, and folded his arms, placing them over his chest. "So- Uhm.. Rivaille-san.. Where are we going?" Eren asked, somewhat irritated by the fact that he was suddenly forced to go take a shower and informed that they were heading out. "We're just heading out for a bit. If you don't remember, there's a street festival tonight so why don't we spend some time out for the time being? Besides, you need to get your mind off of things. Stop thinking too much you brat." Eren's cheeks turned pink at the explanation. Ah.. Come to think of it, it hadn't been quite long since they were dating. Strangely enough, Rivaille was the one who asked him out. It was quite demanding though. He remembered that one moment as if it was just yesterday.

Eren observed as the snow slowly fluttered from the seemingly liard-colored sky. His gloved hands lifted to catch one of the flakes. He watched them slowly melt before shifting his attention over to the shorter man seated beside him. "Uhm.. So.. Rivaille-san... What did you want to talk about..?" He awkwardly questioned the other's reasoning of bringing him all the way out here. It was rare for Rivaille to even call anyone out. Especially on a cold and snowy day. The brunette slightly shivered from the cold, attempting to focus his whole attention at Rivaille. Rivaille's eyes were focused and confident. Almost like he was ready to admit something. However unexpected words departed from his lips. "Become my lover. It's not a request, it's an order." With that, Eren's face transformed into a color that was almost the color of a tomato. "H-Huh..? Rivaille-san .. What are you-..." His words were cut off as warm lips were pressed against his own. His emerald hues widened in surprise. He felt no urge to shove or even question the other's actions and words.. He was just.. surprised. Unexpectedly, the kiss was gentle and tender, a feeling almost unsuited for the shorter man. Their lips departed and Eren was left with absolutely no words. "..." He opened his mouth to respond but he couldn't gather the right words. However, there was only one word that seemed appropriate for the situation. "...Alright..." A small heart-filled smile curled on the brunette's lips and he took Rivaille's hand. It was warm...

"..ey... Eren... Eren! Are you even listening..?" Eren was snapped off from his memories as the familiar voice had called out to him. "Oh- I'm sorry.. Uhm.. What were you saying...?" Rivaille's face wrinkled in irritation. He resisted the urge to punch the brunette in the face. "I said- Is there any place you want to head in particular..? Also, cut it with the -san at the end of my name. We're already dating. Just call me Rivaille or Levi." Eren mentally facepalmed at himself, aware that he neglected to recall that reminder. "I know.. I know.. I just forgot.. I'm sorry Levi.." Eren let out a light chuckle reaching to rub the back of his head in embarrassment. "Whatever. Anyways, we're going to head out soon. Tell me when you're ready." Rivaille returned to the laptop. Ah.. Come to think of it.. Levi is a writer. He usually spends his time at home writing out many things for individual jobs as a writer.. He writes for magazines, newspapers, sometimes news cast and most of the times, novels. Levi is most famous for his novels really.. I enjoyed one his books. It was called, "The Taunting Pigs." It was mainly horror and perhaps a bit of angst but man it's an amazing story. I want to read it again... Eren blinked. These dreams are somewhat similar to Levi's novel.. I wonder if my admiration for it has something to do with it...

Eren quietly slipped back into the washroom and hung his towel. He pulled open one of the drawers, hoping to find some kind of new hair comb to use. Despite that he didn't care about how messy his hair was, he knew that Levi would grow upset with how sloppy he could be sometimes. Luckily, a hair comb was found and he began combing his hair. He spent a couple of minutes before tossing the comb back in the drawer. He flicked off the lights, making his way back to where Rivaille was. "I guess I'm ready.." He took a seat on the bed, and patted the soft bedding. "Just wait a few minutes." Rivaille took a few minutes to complete typing his work. "There." He leaned back on his seat, heaving a deep sigh. "Alright. Just give me a few." The shorter male left his seat, making his way to the washroom. "Alright..." Eren laid back down on the bed, and rolled onto his side. He yawned, feeling somewhat sleepy even after a morning shower. "I wonder if Levi even slept yet... I doubt he did... Or did he..?" The brunette shrugged, uncertain. He really didn't have the room in his mind to even think about it. He became a bit more concentrated on that certain dream. Without realizing he felt his eyelids grow heavy and slowly his eyelids dropped.

"Eren.. Eren..!" Eren jumped as he felt a hand slap his shoulder. It almost felt like he was in a completely different world. He whipped his head to see who slapped his shoulder. "Oh.. It's just you Armin... You scared me for a moment there." Armin sighed. "Eren I heard that they updated the 3D maneuver gear. Don't tell anyone but.." The blonde leaned, and his voice grew into a hush. "They changed the wires for it. It's a bit... Uhm.. sharper.." The brunette quickly became aggitated at the news. "What- Who the hell came up with the idea?" He whispered back, quite aware of what those wires could do. "The bad thing is that.. Corporal Levi doesn't know yet... Besides.. Those wires could injure someone when using it. Even if it could kill a titan- It could even kill someone! I want to object somehow but.. I actually need Corporal Levi's help and yours.." Eren pulled back, his expression filled with confusion. "My help..? Why mine..?" Armin clasped his hands together, indicating that he was pleading for this. "Please Eren! You're the only one that can ask Corporal Levi..!" He sighed in defeat. "Alright.. I'll do it ... It'll take me a bit though..."
It wasn't long before Eren had begun searching for Armin to inform him of the news. "Armin..!" He waved at the boy and he turned to direct his attention to the brunette. "How'd it go..? Did it fail..?" An expression of concern crossed over the blonde's features. "It didn't fail but.. today we're going to practice with these updated maneuver gears.. At least that's what he said. He wanted to see how it'll go.." Armin's nearly turned pale. "B-But .. We can't do that...!" Eren gripped onto Armin's shoulders. "It's alright... We can trust him.. Right..?"

Practice had commenced. Eren had found these new wires a bit troubling. He grappled onto the nearest tree, finding it hard to control the strong material these wires used. He nearly fell. "Uwah..!" He stumbled, eventually crashing down onto the ground. "Owh!" Eren laid there, almost immobilized. A certain figure had landed beside him, kicking him on the side. "G-Gah..!" That ice-piercing kick.. Of course it was Corporal Levi.. His emerald hues shot a small glare to the shorter one and he slowly sat up from his position, groaning at the small pain coming along with the effort of getting up. "Tch.. These wires aren't good. Whoever decided this are dumbasses." He extended his hand, waiting for Eren to take it. "That's what I told you.. Owow..." Eren happily took the offered hand, pulling himself up with the help of the Corporal. "I'm going to file a goddamnit complaint about this. They better respond to it and listen to my order. I'm going back. Come with me, brat." Eren gave a nod in understanding, taking a moment to watch the other soldiers praticing with the updated 3D maneuver gear and somewhat failing. Only a handful of people were able to make good use of them.

"Eren. When the hell did you fall asleep?" The pain of a flick to his head was felt. He was immediately awoken from his dream. "...C-Corporal Lev-.. Oh..." The brunette was now aware that he was back to reality. He sat back up, rubbing his eyes. He held his forehead, and hoped to shake off that sleepiness. "You've been having those dreams more often.." What he said was nothing more than a fact. Those dreams were oddly continuing on as if he was living another life in another parallel universe. What bothered him was how much it felt like reality. He never encountered dreams that were endless and real. It was bugging him. "Oh- I'm sorry.. How long did I sleep..? I hope I didn't sleep for too long...""You didn't sleep for that long. 30 minutes or something. Anyways, are you still up for heading out?" Rivaille questioned, somewhat hoping that the boy would still be willing to agree to the idea. Eren an instant nod, not wanting to let him down. While it was true that he didn't want to let his lover down, he wanted to enjoy everyday with Rivaille so it didn't strike to him as a problem.

"Lets head out shall we?" Rivalle reached and pulled the other up from his seat and held onto his hand.