The Ripper Diaries

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR THE VAMPIRE DIARIES. PLEASE REVIEW I LOVE FEEDBACK OF HOW I CAN IMPROVE MY STORIES. HOPE YOU ENJOY. STORY IS TAKING PLACE AFTER EDWARD LEAVES DURING NEW MOON, AND WHEN STEFAN'S BEEN GONE ALL SUMMER WITH KLAUS. ENJOY!

BPOV-

If he doesn't stop acting the way he's acting I'm going to confront him and demand he gets over it. I think it's time to tell him the truth. I can't keep lying to him, if it's going to affect how he treats me or how his family treats me for that matter. If I wasn't pretending to be something I wasn't then when Jasper lost control I could have showed him I'm not someone to be messed with. But of course I couldn't do that. Daddy would be so pissed. But seriously I'm just going to tell him next time I see him. Edward needs to stop treating me like I'm made of glass. When I pulled up to my house I saw him standing on my lawn looking a million miles away. I gulped. This felt eerily wrong. I got a really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.

"Come for a walk with me," he said taking my hand robotically. He pulled me along the side of the yard, where the forest was. We'd gone a few steps into the trees when he stopped. We weren't on the trail anymore. I could still see my house so we couldn't be that far. Edward leaned against a tree and stared at me. More like looking past me.

"Okay let's talk," I said He took a deep breath and walked toward me.

"Bella, we're leaving." I breathed in deeply.

"Why now? Another year-"I was cut off

"Bella, its time. How much longer could we stay in Forks, after all? Carlisle can barely pass for thirty, and he's claiming thirty-three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless." He sounded col and distant again.

"When you say we-"I whispered. The realization that hit me a second ago was that he was leaving me behind. But I was about to let him in on my biggest secret one that would change everything but when I went to talk he spoke first.

"I mean my family and myself." This wasn't even Edward speaking anymore just a stranger I didn't recognize.

"I'll come with you. " I said trying to come up with a solution other than him leaving me behind.

"You can't, Bella. Where we're going" he paused." It's not the right place for you."

"Where you are is the right place for me. " I argued.

"I'm no good for you, Bella." This hurt me. My head was spinning.

"Don't be ridiculous! You're the best part of my life."

"My world is not for you." He said. And that's when I realized he was trying to sugar coat it. He thought he was too good for me. He knew I didn't fit into his world. He didn't know how wrong he would be. But I wouldn't fight my way on this one. He didn't want me in his life.

"You...don't…want...me?" I asked feeling like I couldn't breathe. I felt like I was going to pass out. My humanity begging me to let it go.

"no." he simply replied. Before he could give me his whole speech I ran away from him into my house. I didn't care what he had to say. All this time opening myself to him. Seeing a way out of my messed up life, and he didn't even care. I was nothing. I did not belong in the world with him. I let the darkness wash over me then. Not thinking. I crashed on my bed curled up in a ball and let the pain hit me.