A/N: I HAVE WRITTEN SMUT. So this is basically 3600 words worth of Tony and Loki having sex. I did some crazy research (like embarrassing research that I did while my 5 year old sister was watching Peppa Pig. Look what I do for you guys) to try to make this as "realistic" as possible.
This has been on my ipod for months and I've finally typed it up on my computer and decided that I need to just post this already. So that's what I'm doing. Also FF won't let me post the entire title chapter so I wrote it out below. HA!
Enjoy!
Tony's Sexy Playlist, or Tunes to Make Love To
It was as they laid in Tony's bed, limbs tangled, breathing hard from exertion and bodies lax from pleasure when Loki asked, "Do you think we'll fuck?"
The question was a bit startling, but Tony just laughed, saying, "What did you think we were doing?" pressing a kiss to Loki's neck.
They had stumbled into his room, lips locked, fingers fumbling, bodies and dicks pressed firmly together. Loki had spread his legs and Tony had placed his eager erection between his thighs, coming with Loki squeezing around him. And as he lay there, blissed out, he opened his mouth and let Loki fuck him that way, hollowing his cheeks and swalling around him.
They had started a little late in the game with the whole sex thing, but now that they had opened the gates, it was hard to lock them back up again. Nearly every date ended with a dick in hand or mouth.
Tony ran a finger down Loki's back, stopping at the dip just before his ass and moving upwards again, sending goosebumps between Loki's shoulder blades. Loki's hair was spread out on his pillow like a halo, beginning to curl from sweat.
"I mean like fuck fuck," Loki explained, grabbing Tony's hand and leading the fingers between the cleft of his buttocks, pushing until he felt Tony's finger rubbing his entrance. He bit back a sigh, watching Tony with dark eyes.
Loki let go of him, but Tony kept his hand there, lightly stroking his fingers against Loki's perineum. Loki let out a moan, turning his face and pressing it into the mattress, hiding his face. It felt good, oh so good; and he wanted more. He wanted Tony in the most intimate place of himself.
"Oh god," Tony breathed out, moving his fingers so, the tip of his middle finger breaching Loki.
"Like that," Loki insisted, peppering kisses on Tony's face. "When are we going to do this?"
"Doing it now," Tony commented, yelping when Loki bit hard on his nose. Admittedly, he was enjoying watching Loki squirm, teasing his boyfriend with just his fingers, but knowing that it had to be uncomfortable with no lubrication.
Tony pulled his hand back, placing it on Loki's bony hip, and licking his way back into Loki's mouth. "Soon," Tony promised. "Real soon."
He had always imagined his and Loki's first time at penetrative sex to be something more than a mad, hormone fueled fuck. Tony wanted it to mean something. He wanted to, dare he say it, make love.
Ugh. Tony didn't even want to think about it, but yeah, he loved that son of a bitch. He loved every goddamn thing about Loki.
So he may have gone a little overboard.
For starters, Tony had watched an uncomfortable about of porn. Not just to get off, which he did, but for research. He knew that porn was about as fake as those skeletons in Spartucus - no offense to Harryhausen, but Tony wasn't one to beat around the bush - and his and Loki's first time m ost likely wasn't going to be that intense, but he wanted to get used to the idea.
He was just as eager to fuck Loki as he was to be fucked by Loki. He was happy to do whatever Loki wanted. And if those tiny guys could reasonably enjoy being gang banged by giant bears of men, then he and Loki should be just fine on their own. Plus he totally researched the whole anal sex thing; like legit research. He knew much more about the anatomy of his ass than he ever really wanted to know.
So Tony made sure he had condoms and lube, and that he was perfectly washed at any given time. Because you never knew when the moment would strike.
he had half a mind to carry incense and rose petals around with him, but felt that was just a little creepy.
The opportunity finally arose (FINALLY) a week or so later when he got a text from Loki.
Parents away for weekend. Thor spending night at Hogun's :) – L
This was it. This was going to be their night. First time. Tony could totally handle this.
I'll be there by 7.
By 7:08, both boys wer pawing at each oter, front door wide open for the nieghbors to see. Tony managed to kick the door closed, dropping his backpack on the ground, caught up in the taste and feel of Loki.
"We've got the whole house to ourselves," Loki said between kisses, unbuckling Tony's belt and dropping it to the floor, relishing the sound of metal hitting hardwood. "What do you want to do first?"
Ton had a list. A very long list. An extremely long, highly detailed list, but nowhere on that list did it say, "have sex with Loki in the foyer."
That's a lie. It was definitely on the list. But not on today's to do list.
Tony had a plan. He knew exactly how today was going to play out, and – "Woah there, time out," Tony sputtered, just as Loki palmed him through his boxers, shoving Loki's hands away.
"Don't be coy, Tony," Loki said, abiding by Tony's wishes and keeping his hands some distance from Tony's obvious erection.
Tony coughed. Coy? Him? Pashaw. "Let's go upstairs," Tony smirked, leaning forward and whispering in Loki's ear, "and I'll show you just what I want."
Loki's heart fluttered. Was it possible that they were actually going to have… that kind of sex. Anal sex. He gulped.
Pull yourself together, he chided himself. This is exactly what you wanted, you dolt. No point in getting cold feet now. That's why he suggested Thor stay with his friends the moment he learned his parents were going to be out of town for the weekend.
He spent the morning cleaning his room, for Pete's sake, locating where his mother kept the extra sheets, just in case. And he, you know, made sure he was clean… down there. Oh God, do not blush!
He also spent an embarrassing amount of time in the condom aisle at the corner Walgreens, hoping none of his neighbors were there and wondering just what he was buying lube and condoms for. The look the cashier gave him was bad enough.
Adding that to his list of places he was never visiting again.
Tony hoisted his backpack over his shoulder and led Loki up the stairs, flashing a cheeky smile at him all the while.
He was just over reacting. If Tony could do this, then so could he. He was not going to chicken out anytime soon.
Once they reached his room and locked the door (they may be alone, but that did't mean Thor or his parents wouldn't suddenly come home), Loki took a moment to collect himself, watching Tony set his backpack on his desk and opening it.
"So, uh, I don't know how you – " Tony started before Loki took his hand and pulled him towards the bed, kissing him to silence.
"Stop thinking," Loki murmured, wrapping Tony's arms around his wasit as they tumbled onto the bed.
This – this Tony could handle. This was perfectly reasonable. They slowly undressed each other, trading kisses, until they were just in their underwear, Loki's leg wrapped around Tony's hips as they lay on their sides.
Tony pulled away briefly, Loki following with his mouth, eager to continue with the make out session. "Wait," Tony said, warily maneuvering out of Loki's embrace to dig through his backpack.
"I brought supplies," Tony revealed, setting a bottle of lube and a pack of condoms on the nightstand. "And uh…" he pulled out a mix CD and stepped towards Loki's radio, popping the CD in and then promptly flopping his arms against his sides.
Loki laughed boisterously at his boyfriend's actions. He was sweating at Walgreens for nothing. As the first song played, Loki held back his chuckles to say, "You made a mix tape," falling back into hysterics.
"Alright, sue me. I'm a romantic," Tony admitted, arms raised in supplication, face and chest tinged pink with embarrassment. God who made a mix CD for sex? This wasn't 1979. And not only because CDs weren't a thing back then.
"I'm sorry," Loki replied soberly, reaching out his hands to Tony who begrudgingly accepted them. Pulling him close, Loki ran his fingers through Tony's hair, just like he knew he liked. "It's very romantic," Loki said. "And I love this song. Thank you."
Tony pressed an open mouth kiss against Loki's mouth, slipping his tongue past his lips, finding great joy in the soft mewls Loki released as Tony plowed on.
"So… do you wanna top or should I?" Tony asked some time later, trying to distract Loki from the awkwardness of the question by making his way down his chest. "Cause, you know, I don't really care either way and both, based on my research, seem highly enjoyable and I think you ought to decide cause you may have a preference and I'm up for just about anything," Tony rambled, ceasing his kissing and speaking to Loki's stomach.
"Tony," Loki tried as he rambled on. "Stark!"
Tony shut his mouth, looking up at Loki.
"Are you nervous?"
"No," Tony lied. Loki gave him a look. "Alright. Yes. Aren't you?"
"Terrified," Loki admitted.
"Then why are we doing this?" Tony asked, if slightly hysterically. He sat up. That was settled quite nicely. Well done, Tony. Great job.
"Because I love you," Loki revealed, taking hold of Tony's hand and placing it over his heart. "And I want all of you."
That – that was unfair! "That's a really great answer," Tony grumbled. He kissed Loki lightly on the cheek. "You know I love you too."
Placing a hand on Tony's chin, thumb gently playing with his lower lip Loki reassured him, "We can wait. It doesn't have to be tonight."
"No," Tony almost shouted. "No, I do. I want to."
"Good," Loki smiled, shimmying out of his boxer briefs. "I'll bottom. But next time, I'm going to fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk."
Tony nodded, talking in the sigh tof a naked Loki, mouth watering as loki spread his legs, stuffing a pillow under his lower back. God, he really hoped Loki would see through that promise.
"Do you want – or should I?" Loki asked, pointing to the lube laid out on the bed.
"I'll do it," Tony exclaimed, pouncing on the bottle and squeezing out the gooey substance onto his fingers. "Wait."
"Now what?" Loki asked. He'd just built himself fto this level of confidence and he didn't want it to wain for a second.
The "now what" was quickly answered when Loki found his cock in Tony's mouth, his head bobbing up and down, the lubed hand grabbing hold of the base and stroking in time with Tony's ministrations.
"Tony," Loki exclaimed, not expecting that in the slightest.
Tony pulled off with a pop, hand still working on Loki's penis. "I read that you should be relaxed. Stimulating you before and during preparation is a good way to – "
"Shut up," Loki told him, swatting Tony in the back of the head. Right. Too much talking.
Tony nibbled at the side of Loki's thigh as he reapplied lube to his hand, warming it before feeling for Loki's entrance. Loki clenched slightly at the touch but he lout a breath and tried to relax. It was all about being relaxed, Loki reminded himself as Tony's finger penetrated him.
"How's that?" Tony asked, slowly moving his finger in and out, forgetting all about "other stimulations" as he watched Loki's expressions.
"Do another," Loki said, trying to regulate his breathing. It was so much different when it wasn't your own hand.
He felt, more than saw, Tony grab the lube. With another squirt of the bottle, Tony inserted another finger and Loki's breath hitched. Not painful, but definitely a newer sensation. He spread his legs wider and tried to enjoy it but found it a bit difficult.
"Whatever happened to keeping me stimulated?" Loki asked.
Tony looked up in surprise from his scissoring, his focus interrupted. "Oh yeah," he blurted, leaning over and taking Loki's dick in his mouth once more. Now that was more enjoyable.
Loki let out little gasps and moans and Tony relished every sound. He hummed along to the song playing softly in the background, causing Loki to finally give in and wrap his fingers in Tony's hair, pulling him off. "Not like this," Loki breathed out.
Tony nodded and added a third finger, slowing down his steady pace. Loki grunted in pain and Tony pulled his fingers out immediately. "Oh god, I'm sorry. Are you okay?"
"I'm fine," Loki hissed. "Get your fingers back in my ass."
"Wow. Pushy."
Loki glared darkly and Tony grinned in response, kissing him deeply. "Mmm. You know I always do what you tell me," Tony joked as he jammed his fingers back into Loki's ass, just as he had demanded.
Tony could feel the air leave Loki's body as he got used to the sudden intrusion. Grinning all the while, he asked, "Anything else you'd like, princess?"
"Move," Loki demanded, and Tony did just that, watching in wonder as Loki responded beautifully to being finger fucked. Tony kissed his way up Loki's stomach and chest, taking a raised nipple into his mouth and biting ever so slightly. Loki let out a garbled moan.
Some minutes later Loki asked, "What are you doing?"
Tony had stopped plowing his fingers in and out, and instead was pressing his fingers inside Loki's body. "I'm looking for your prostate," he explained, wiggling his fingers and pushing at the walls. "All the sites said it should be right – "
"Oh!" was Loki's surprised response, cock leaking precum all over his stomach.
"Here," Tony finished with a smile. Feeling he had done a good enough job preparing him, Tony tore open a condom. "I'm gonna do it now, okay?"
Loki simply nodded, watching Tony roll on the condom and slick himself up. The fear was back. He was supposed to put that in his ass? Holy mother of god, what was he getting himself into? Could Tony's cock even fit up there? He should have volunteered to top.
Tony lay down beside Loki. "Okay. So I think the best way for this to go down is if you get on top of me cause you're in more control," Tony explained, pulling Loki's arm. Seeing the hesitation in Loki's eyes Tony said, "Hey, what's wrong?"
"Nothing. Why would anything be wrong?" Loki answered climbing astride Tony.
Tony grabbed Loki's chin and forced eye contact. "We can stop here if you want."
Loki bent down and kissed him. "No. I want to."
"Take your time."
With a nod, Loki took a hold of Tony's cock and lined it up with his entrance, slowly lowering himself on it. And then began the moment of panic. What was he doing? He could hurt himself! He could get AIDS, or some other std. His parents could suddenly come home and catch them in the act!
"Ow," Loki blurted. "Ow, ow, ow. Get it out!" He pushed himself off of Tony, rolling to the other side of the bed, grabbing a pillow and covering his face so as not to die from mortification.
"You okay?" Tony asked the pillow. The pillow garbled something back.
"Lokes," Tony said seriously. "Are you okay? We can stop."
The pillow shook its head.
"We can switch positions you know. I'm fine with that. Or we can cuddle. I really don't mind naked cuddling."
The pillow moved to reveal the teen beneath. Loki shook his head. "I was over thinking it," was Loki's determined reply.
"Well then let me fix that." Tony dragged Loki's leg over his hip, grazing his fingers against his back as he placed light kisses on Loki's shoulder. "You're so goddamn beautiful, you know that?" Tony muttered into his skin. "Sometimes I just stare at you cause I can't figure out how I got so lucky."
Loki peeked out from under his pillow, catching Tony's eye. The raw desire and devotion was plain on Tony's face. Loki scooted closer so the two teens were slotted against one another, bodies touching, wrapped up together. Moans and gasps escaped their mouths as they moved together.
"I love you," Loki whispered between kisses, grinding himself harder against Tony's erection.
"Love you so much," Tony replied.
"I think I'm ready," Loki finally said. Tony tried to move into their earlier position but Loki held him still. "Like this. Is that okay?"
"Perfect, Lokadoke."
Tony lifted Loki's leg a little higher around his waist, grabbing his buttocks to spread him open. Loki gasped but a kiss to his temple set the teen at ease. Tony took a hold of his cock and, after lubing up some more, led it towards Loki's entrance, gently pushing inside.
Loki gasped at the feel, digging his fingers into Tony's arm and squeezing around him.
"Relax," Tony told him, running a soothing hand down his back.
Loki exhaled slowly, allowing himself to relax and be breached. He hummed as he felt Tony move into him, feeling like he had to poop, especially when Tony pulled in and out a few times in an effort to make it all the way in.
"How're you feeling?" Tony asked.
Loki nodded, breaths coming out short and staccato. "Fine."
Tony peppered Loki's face with kisses as he finally bottomed out. Loki let out a long exhale as Tony tried his best not to movie despite how delightful the warm heat surrounding his dick felt. This was about pleasuring his partner. Not getting himself off.
"Oh my god," Loki breathed out. "You're inside me." He felt around to where Tony's penis disappeared inside him and hiccupped in amazement. "You're in me. Your whole fucking cock is up my ass," he muttered, grabbing Tony's face and kissing him passionately, jolting them slightly so Tony had no choice but to move. "Oh!" Loki gasped out.
The two teens looked at one another. "Move," Loki ordered and Tony happily obeyed, pulling out slightly and thrusting back in.
Loki's delighted gasp set a smile to Tony's face and he began fucking him a quick tempo, leaving bruising kisses on Loki's neck.
Loki met him at every thrust, relishing the sensations of finally being fucked within an inch of his life. He breathed heavily in Tony's ear, pleading, "Harder. Faster. Like that. Just like that." But despite how good it was now, Loki felt it could be better.
Tony had hit his prostate earlier and Loki wanted to feel that pleasure again.
He pushed Tony's chest away from his own and maneuvered them so they were no longer on their side, but Loki sitting atop Tony, straddling his hips. The position put Tony all the deeper and Loki threw his head back and moaned loudly, cock leaking heavily.
God, he was close. So very close to erupting, but he needed more.
Tony seemed to read his mind, fucking up into him harder as Loki clutched onto his shoulders, working himself up and down. With a well placed thrust Loki keened sharply. "There it is," Tony smiled, thrusting up over and over again, attempting to hit Loki's prostate each time. He was only slightly successful, but neither boy seemed to car.
"So beautiful, Loki. You're so perfect. What do you even see in a guy like me?" Tony gasped out, taking hold of Loki's aching cock and jerking him off quickly.
Loki was incapable of speaking. His hands ran over his own body, unsure of wehre they should go but knowing he needed to touch himself, reassure himself he was still alive. "Tony," Loki repeated to himself like a mantra. "Tony, Tony, Tony."
Then it hit him like a wave.
Pleasure filled his every pore and Loki came into Tony's hand with a high keen. Tony watched in wonder as his cum fell onto his stomach and Loki's entrance throbbed around his aching cock.
Tony thrust up a few more times, finding his own release as he shouted Loki's name to the ceiling.
They came down together slowly, Loki panting harshly as he gently pulled himself off of Tony's softening cock, puling the condom off of him, tying it sloppily and tossing it in the trashcan by the bed.
Tony refused to let him go far, pulling him atop him, spreading the mess on their stomachs. He wiped his hands on the bed sheets and wrapped an arm around Loki's waist.
"I hope you enjoyed yourself because I'm really looking forward to you fucking me," Tony said once he was capable of speech.
Loki pulled Tony's ear, causing the boy to yelp. "If I wasn't so sated, I'd kill you."
"Did a good job then?"
"Horrible," Loki replied. "I did all the work."
Tony opened his mouth in disbelief. "You turd, how dare you say such a thing!"
Loki giggled, silencing Tony with a kiss. "You wanna join me in the shower?" Loki asked.
"That's not even a real question," Tony replied, watching as Loki got up from the bed and walked naked to the door. He winked at Tony who jumped out of bed after him, lifting him up so Loki's legs were wrapped around his hips.
Tony carried Loki to the bathroom, lips locked, hands greedily groping his boyfriend's ass.
So preoccupied were they that they didn't hear Loki's parents unlock the front door, complaining of canceled flights. Or Odin ask, "Who's belt is this?"
Author's Note: ahahahaha. embarrassment. I even made a playlist of the cheesiest, corniest, "Sex" songs. But it's horrible. So don't ask for it. Technically I have two. One is the 1st CD Tony made and it's like, R. Kelly and Marvin Gaye. And the second is music that have sentimental value to he and Loki's relationship.
Aardvark!