The Miracle of Love

Chapter 1

Of course something like this could only happen to him.

It all goes back almost two months ago, to a party he has been dragged to. No one ever invited him to a party. He was that nerd who got excellent grades in history and math and spent his lunch breaks in the library, away from the others. He was that kid in the school that had no social life and only one friend. Yup, he was that kid and going to parties was never his thing, but Bofur insisted and he decided to give it a try.

The party was, like always, at Durin's mansion. And it was, like all parties, hosted by Fíli and Kíli, the younger brothers of Thorin. They were two years younger than Bilbo, that made them fifteen years old and four years younger than Thorin. The Durin's were very rich. No one knew where they got the money and no one dared to ask, but they were the richest family in the neighborhood.

Thrain and Valla were strict parents; at least that's what the rumors said. Thrain raised his children with an iron fist never allowing that the money would get into their minds, that's why they were attending public school. Parents loved Durin children because they were always polite and knew how to behave, but that was just a mask.

Anyone that spent more than a few hours with the twins could see that this was far from the truth. Fíli and Kíli were troublemakers. Name the stupidest thing that comes to your mind they have probably have done it already. Trips to the principal's office were something that happened on a daily basis but it was the respect that Mr. Gandalf had for their parents that kept them from getting punished.

Thorin, he was something else. He was very popular in the school and everybody wanted to hang out with him, but he didn't trust a lot of people. There was a group called Thorin's Company that at the beginning had thirteen members. Now it only had ten because Balin, Oin and Gloin were already at University. It was basically impossible to get into that group. Thorin was their leader and no outsiders were allowed. He was good at sports, but wasn't very bright and didn't have such a good grades as Bilbo for example, but he didn't need them, money would get him to any school he would want to go.

We should get back to the party. It was like any other party that Fíli and Kíli organized when their parents were not at home. Liters of alcohol, loud music and some illegal substances, name it and it was there.

Bilbo didn't even know why he agreed to go. He wasn't invited and he didn't know anybody there. That's not entirely true because he knew Bofur and he invited him, but Bilbo still felt like he was intruding. He was able to lie to himself all he wanted but deep down he knew why he decided to come.

Thorin. He was the solo purpose why he came to the party. Bofur was part of the Company and he quickly joined the others but not before placing a beer in Bilbo's hands. Bilbo never drank alcohol because it was something his parents told him not to do. But his parents also told him not to have unprotected sex, no they told him not to have sex at all because he was too young to understand the responsibility that came with it. But hey, we all do things our parents tell us not to.

It took him an hour and he almost finished the beer. He wasn't drunk per say, but he was in a much better mood than when he came to the party. And that is when everything started. He saw Thorin. Of course he saw him it was really hard not to see him. He was tall and beautiful and the alcohol in Bilbo made everything on Thorin look even better. Oh, I should probably mention that Bilbo has a crush on Thorin if you still haven't figured it out. He has been in love with him since the moment he saw him, five years ago, in a school hallway.

Love is blind and alcohol only helps to see the things differently than they already are. Bilbo caught Thorin staring at his direction. It took him a couple of minutes before he figured out that Thorin was actually looking at him. Another hour of flirting and a beer later Thorin finally approached Bilbo. He did say a word just grabbed his hand and lead him down the hall to a bedroom.

You can guess what happened next. Thorin locked the doors so that no one would disturb then and turned to Bilbo who swallowed. Things progressed very fast from then on. Thorin kissed Bilbo and Bilbo returned the kiss with all the love he felt for Thorin. Thorin's hand explored his back and pulled him even closer to his chest. It didn't take long and he and Thorin were both naked lying on a bed, Thorin on top of Bilbo controlling everything that happened. Even if Bilbo was little drunk he was well aware of everything that was happening and he knew where this was going but he had no intention to stop this thing, whatever it was, between him and Thorin.

Thorin only stopped for a second to reach in his trousers to look for a condom, but he found none. Bilbo was panting beneath him and he wanted to get the things moving. "That's okay," encouraged Bilbo. "We're safe." Thorin took this as indication that Bilbo already took care of protection and he decided to move things to the next level.

It hurt, when Thorin penetrated him for the first time. It hurt a lot, and we was able to feel some blood dripping down his thigh, but he wasn't going to let this stop him from what he wanted for a very long time. Thorin gave him a few moments to adjust to the intrusion before he started moving. This is when everything became more raw and less personal. Up to that point Bilbo had a feeling that Thorin cared for him and that his kisses held a meaning but now everything changed. Now it felt that it was only important that Thorin gets his release. Bilbo's interest in Thorin suddenly flagged and he was just lying there, waiting for Thorin to finish what he started.

It didn't take long before Thorin found his release. He gently pulled out of Bilbo and gave him a kiss on a forehead. "Thank you," he said before he started gathering his clothes that were on the floor. He dressed himself and left the room without even looking at Bilbo.

Bilbo was in to big shock to give any kind of response to what just happened. He got dressed as quickly as possible and ran home without saying goodbye to anyone. When he came home he ran directly to the shower without taking his clothes off and stood few minutes under the cold water before he collapsed on the shower floor and started crying. It took him some time before he was able to compose himself. He got rid of his wet clothes and ran a warm shower. He scrubbed himself and removed the blood and the seed from Thorin off himself. Once deemed clean enough he dressed into his favorite pajamas and climbed into the bed, hoping that he will soon forget what happened. It took him a few days before he was comfortable enough to climb out of his bed and it took him two weeks to get out of the house. With every passing day he felt stronger and it didn't take him long before he was able to put this horrible experience behind him. But not for long.

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Of course something like this must happen to him, thought Bilbo when he stared at the third pregnancy test that morning. It started like a common cold. At the beginning he didn't feel good, he had a headache and he had no appetite, but it didn't take long before he was getting dizzy and started throwing up at the smell of basically anything. He was able to hide it from his parents and his little brother for now, but he didn't know how long he would be able to hide it, especially now when he had proof in his hand that his life is going to change dramatically in the months that will follow.

"Bilbo," called Belladonna, Bilbo's mother. "You are going to be late for your first day back. Hurry up!"

Bilbo quickly collected used pregnancy test and put them in his bag. There is no way he was leaving them in the house, someone could find them. It was best to dispose them somewhere else, maybe at school, where no one will know they were his. "I'm coming, give me a moment."

He ran downstairs where everyone was already waiting for him. His little brother Frodo will go to a fourth grade this year and even though he was old enough to go by himself, Bungo and Belladonna always escorted him to the first day of school. They weren't rich that's why they always used the bus, wherever they went and it was a little awkward at the first day of school when Bilbo's parents were on the same bus as he was.

"Are you feeling alright sweetheart," asked Belladonna and touched Bilbo's forehead. "You look a little pale."

"I'm fine," lied Bilbo. "Can we go now?"

"Yes, let's go. The bus will be here shortly," said Bungo and they left the house.

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For Bilbo, first day back was nothing special. He was a little worried that we would come across Thorin, but he was lucky because Thorin was nowhere in sight.

He was rather pale and some of the teachers asked him if he was feeling alright and he assured him that nothing was wrong with him. For the most of the day he was able to keep the content of his stomach, but when someone in the history class was eating cheese flips he lost his control and ran to the bathroom in the middle of the class. Everyone was looking at him when he ran out, but no one said a thing and Master Elrond, the history teacher didn't say anything when Bofur ran after him.

When Bofur entered the bathroom he was able to hear Bilbo retching into the toilet, but he didn't say a thing. He waited for his friend to come out before speaking.

"Are you feeling alright," Bofur asked.

"I'm fine," Bilbo answered and cleaned his mouth from the awful taste.

"Stop lying to me and tell me what is wrong with you," demanded Bofur.

Bilbo sighed before turning around to look in his friend's eyes. "I'm pregnant."

Author's Notes:

This is what I wrote during a break from my other fiction. I'll continue this because chapters here will be shorter and I'll be able to update more often. All mistakes are mine, because I don't have a beta. When I see them I'll correct them. Feedback is always welcome.

(Thorin is aware that Bilbo can get pregnant because in my universe a lot of male hobbits are able to bear children but not all of them. They are the only males in this universe that can get pregnant.)