The Fire and Water of Repentance

Disclaimer: Tom owns all you recognise. Christian Venci, Malcolm St. John and Guillermo Ruiz belong to themselves. Their names have been borrowed to characterise the not-so-innocent. Portions of the first chapter were adapted from Phoenix14's unposted and (sadly) incomplete fic "A Murderous Mystery Tour."

Author's Notes: This is primarily a love story. Or about as close an approximation as I can get to making it one. Hugs and Harpies to my one and only partner in crime(s). You know who you are.

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"The fire and water of repentance, adequate as they may be for eternity, cannot burn out or wash away the remorse of this life. They scorch and choke,--and unless it be so there is no repentance."

The Prime Minister, Anthony Trollope

Riverfront Park, New Orleans. 4:00 a.m. Day 1.

Can't beat the feeling of an early morning homicide, Officer Clarice Starling of the Lafayette Police Force thought wryly to herself as she got out of the black Ford Mustang and managed to step into a shallow puddle right beside the door on her driver's side of the car, drenching her left foot up to the ankle in icy water.

Already the day was shaping up to be quite the bitch. Being unceremoniously dragged out of bed at four in the morning after putting in (unpaid!) overtime until well past midnight was not her idea of fun and neither was the not quite pleasant verisimilitude of having to deal with the already cranky denizens of the night shift made even crankier at the prospect of wading through more than the already enormous volume of their usual paperwork.

Too tired to even bother to curse, she walked, no, dragged herself towards a group of people in rain slickers that were apparently huddled around something lying on the ground. The weather didn't seem to be co-operating with her either, as a light but steady drizzle fell from cloudy, still-dark skies, plastering her reddish-gold hair to her forehead and soaking through her dark blue windbreaker.

Time changes everything, but not everything changes with time. For Clarice Starling, it was her looks. She still possessed the same clear features and delicate bone structure that got her into trouble in the first place and caused her to become a near pariah at the FBI. All because she refused to sleep with a married man. Whoever said men were nothing like women clearly didn't know what he (she assumes the philosophical genius was a man) was talking about. They bitched just as much, gossiped just as much and it was a proven fact that they held grudges twice as much. Oh well, at least Mr. Married was now rotting six feet under, courtesy of another, vastly superior male of the species who -somewhat unfortunately for her and her law enforcement career - had also developed a "taste" for her, so to speak. Starling supposed she should count herself lucky to still be alive with her all her chitterlings in their proper place. Given the superior male's more than questionable behavioural record . . .

Shoving her way through the mostly male group, she wondered for the hundredth time if this was worth everything she gave up. After the fiasco of two years ago wherein she, then Special Agent Starling of the FBI, allowed one Dr. Hannibal Lecter, confirmed murderer of at least twelve walk free, the bureau had decided she was too much a liability and had let her go, but not before she handed in her resignation, beating a gloating and unapologetic Clint Pearsall to the draw. Still, for those five minutes, it had been worth it to see the look on Pearsall's face when he realised he had been denied the pleasure of sacking her. Oh yes. Very much worth it, indeed.

Starling ignored the annoyed stares she was getting from the crowd and moved closer to the body, lying face up on the muddy ground. One of the men, a non local law enforcement officer by the looks of the badge pinned at the front of his suit, shot her an cheesed off glare as she shoved him aside in order to get nearer the body.

Some of the local CSI, or lab jocks as they were derisively called within the bowels of the bland, ecru department cubicles had already arrived at the scene and cordoned it off with lines of yellow police tape.

The rain had turned most of the surrounding ground of the Riverfront into a gigantic puddle of mud, a fact that she was made even more aware of by the squelching sound her Caterpillar boots made with every step that she took.

Thinking back to the other crime scenes she had worked in Washington, she thought amusedly to herself; I'd like to see them chalk the outline on this one.

"How long has he been out here?" she asked a tall, not unattractive man in his early forties who was talking to a reporter from the local news station.

"About four, five hours now. Chito there pegged the time of death at around twelve midnight." He pointed to an outlandishly dressed man with unkempt silvering hair standing about twenty meters away beyond the cordon of police officers and reporters. With him was another police officer with whom he seemed to be having a serious discussion with. As if he sensed he was being watched, Guillermo Ruiz, - Chito for short - turned to them and nodded curtly before ambling over with a slight limp. Starling noticed the cane he used to support himself when the terrain got too rough.

Flashes of camera lights blinded her temporarily and left her seeing spots for several moments. She reached out a hand to help the older man as he stepped over a marker, her thumb rubbing at the parchment-like skin at the back of his hand and glanced at the pale corpse through the dancing colours plaguing her vision.

"Morning, Richard."

"Officer Starling," said Ruiz warmly, clasping her right hand in both of his larger ones, an impressive trick, that, considering he had to balance himself on one leg and keep the cane from falling. "What do you make of this, eh, Cuffs?" his mellifluous voice regarded her with an almost paternal protectiveness that never failed to amuse her, considering the endearingly absentminded lab technician was the one who needed the protection, rather than her.

"Cuffs" was a strange term of endearment - she had yet to ask him for its origins - the older man had given her when on her first meeting with him on another case, they exchanged mobile numbers. After he saved her number under Cuffs, to distinguish her from his niece Clarice (9 years of age) and another officer Starling of the Greater New Orleans Police Department, she had, in retaliation, jokingly added his contact number under the name "Richard," as in "Gere," the actor, with whom he bore more than a passing resemblance to, if only the actor had more intellect.

His light blue-grey-brown eyes were hidden behind a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, and the hands that gripped hers were surprisingly strong, belying the eccentric harmlessness of his appearance. A faded white scar graced the back of his hand, near the nut-brown knuckles, a souvenir from one of his younger self's more unfortunate experiences with a mother razorback lurking in the swamps.

"No idea. You're the lab rat. You tell me." said Clarice, pushing aside a strand of wet hair that had fallen into her eyes and getting down on one knee for a closer look. The reporters with their cameras were still clicking away.

"There really isn't much that I can tell aside from the initial crime scene assessments. Male Caucasian in his early thirties. Direct bullet wound through the heart, powder burns and bruising at the site of entrance, shot at close range. They're still looking for the shell casings of the piece that did him in. Other than that, we'll just have to wait until the boys can get him back to the lab for the formal autopsy."

"So, who gets this one?"

"Night. Madrigal won't be too happy about this. He and those bastards on day shift have been trying to worm in on our crime scenes."

"Can't imagine why," said Starling. "You would think that they'd at least be a little grateful not to have to deal with the amount of paperwork we seem to get stuck with all the time."

Ruiz seemed to ruminate on this. "I think it's more a matter of pride and reputation," he told her after a few seconds. "We're a strange breed Officer Starling. Scientists. Mad, the whole lot of us. Completely mad. Or oddballs, if you prefer."

Starling gave him a plucky grin. "You could say that again," she gestured towards the Adidas football shoes that completely clashed with the brown of his slacks and that outrageously loud green Hawaiian shirt underneath a cream coat, looking rather out of place with the other Timberland or Caterpillar clad officers. "World Cup fever?" Ruiz let out one of his trademark cheerful-but-unreadable smiles. He hadn't shaved and a five-day growth of salt and pepper hair graced his pale cheeks.

"Chito!" one of the CSI hollered over the noise of the pelting rain. "I think we've got something."

"Will you excuse me for a minute," Ruiz said to Starling, turning and going over the body, where he and the young investigator were engaged in serious conversation. The young man showed him something he had fished out of the mud near the body, holding it out and unfolding it at the senior CSI with gloved hands and Ruiz narrowed his eyes, seemingly scanning something in the flat, square-ish object. He looked thoughtful, rubbing at his lower lip with his index finger before nodding his head curtly as the younger man dropped the article, whatever it was, in a clear plastic evidence bag.

Ruiz shoved his hands into his pockets and slowly hiked up the small plot of slightly raised land where Starling was perched, observing the chaos of the scene somewhat detachedly. She glanced at him inquiringly, concerned at the drawn expression on the older man's face.

"It seems we have a problem," he said slowly, searching for words.

"What's wrong?"

"Morris over there has found something of the victim's which was of some use in identifying him. His wallet."

"You did? Correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't that supposed to be a good thing?"

"In other cases, yes. But in this one . . .Clarice, it's Christian Venci," Ruiz wrinkled his brow, suddenly thrown deep into thought. Starling quickly scanned her mental archives, trying to place where she had heard the name before, wondering why it seemed so familiar.

"Oh shit," she exhaled. Christian Venci. Venci the notorious playboy and enfant terrible of the New Orleans theatre scene, Venci who seemed to be in several perpetually unstable relationships, Venci who had a different woman on his arm each time his picture was taken. Venci whose cooling corpse lay not fifteen feet from where she was standing. Not much of an actor, the bulk of Christian Venci's reputation had been based solely on the fact that he came from an affluent and old family, whose influence reached high enough to guarantee the untalented shiftless lout a permanent spot in the theatrical company. Apparently that same familial influence – however high - wasn't enough to guarantee the continued existence of its most disreputable scion.

A warm hand clapped onto her rain-soaked shoulder as a distinctly masculine voice purred into her ear. She jumped, turning to face the newcomer who was a tall, strongly built man in his late thirties dressed in almost similar attire as she, in thick boots and denim jeans.

"Morning, Starling," the newcomer said, his unusual eyes twinkling at her. Even in the semi-darkness their clear greenness shone as if God had taken the most perfect pair of emeralds from the deepest mountains and placed them into the eye sockets of the infant Malcolm St. John.

"You're late. How can you be late? Your apartment's just five minutes from here."

"They called me in after you?" ventured St. John, an unapologetic grin on his boyish face that still sported patches of rough, early morning stubble. His dark brown hair appeared almost black under the harsh strobe lights.

"Bullshit. Carl said he'd phoned you before he did me."

"Alright, I had company," he admitted, shrugging lazily and looking not in the least bit sorry. "It was a Friday night, you know. Some people have lives to lead, too."

Starling snorted derisively. "I should have known."

"Jealous?"

"Not in a thousand years," she promptly retorted out of habit, unthinking. The split-second expression of blankness and reminiscence that crossed her face passed quickly enough for the normally astute St. John not to notice. If he had, the subsequent inquiry would have dredged up enough unpleasant memories for Starling, of the one that got away.

"Dammit. Carry on, St. John," she told him abruptly, shoving the flashlight and periphery tape at his chest. "I need a hard drink," she said by way of explanation at his expression of perplexed surprise. She strode off away from the lights and throng of people, towards her car. Inside, safe from the prying eyes of the public, Starling slowly lowered her forehead onto the top of the steering wheel, leaning on it for a few moments before exhaling tiredly and repetitively slamming her head back onto it.

It was a good thing the leather covering that came with the vehicle included a bit of rather thick padding.

**

Starling's apartment was located at the corner of Bourbon St. and Esplanade Avenue. Formerly used as slave quarters, the tiny motel had been completely refurbished into a series of sparse, but comfortable apartelles. Wrought iron metalwork on the terraces gave it a feel completely foreign and from a time long gone. Outside, in the early evening's sultry heat, waiters and musicians stroll to work in tuxedos. The velvet air is spiced with garlic cooking and gaslight glows against the spreading branches of the great oaks. The street itself is full of dogs, as practically all of its residents were belonging to the class of those who preferred an alternate 'lifestyle,' so to speak or are too old to have any children. Starling wondered which category her mostly batty neighbours placed her under.

She sighed as she balanced the stack of folders under her arm while her hands attempted to seek out the keys to all five locks, yet again cursing under her breath. She seemed to be doing a lot of that, these days. The Venci case caused a flurry of activity not seen in the precinct for a while, certainly the most amount of paperwork Clarice had handled since she started working at Lafayette.

Shoving the door open, Starling dumped the load onto the coffee table near the door, dropping her keys on top of it. The refrigerator was her first destination, taking an ice-cold Budweiser out of the freezer and placing it against the back of her neck. An old habit, one she found could remind her of her old life. Nasty things, these old habits. Always the little things that remain there to haunt you and remind you. Popping the tab, she tossed back half the can before slamming it down none too gently onto the Formica counter and going around it to the adjoining den of her three room flat.

Flopping onto the dirty beige couch she pinched the bridge of her nose in a miserable attempt at trying to stave off the impending headache. The phone rang, startling her.

"Starling."

"Hey, beautiful." It was St. John. The irrepressible golden boy of the Lafayette Police had, for reasons that still continued to defy her, taken an odd liking to the erstwhile FBI agent since day one and had thus been the only person who was permitted to approach her with anything other than the politeness of colleagues.

"Malcolm. What the fuck do you want?" she growled into the receiver, the angry throbbing in her head distracting her.

"Well, your royal grumpiness, me and the boys were out here at the Old Absinthe House and were wondering if we might bother you with an invitation of friendly camaraderie to join us for a long night of debauched drinking."

Another wave of mind-bending pain overcame her and she gritted her teeth to stifle the moan that threatened to creep out of her firmly shut lips. It's just a goddamn headache, Starling, you can deal with this.

"Hello? Hello? Clarice?" St. John's voice jolted her out of her agony and the pain slowly began to fade away.

"What? No, I'm here. Sorry, I've been having those migraines again."

"Again?" even though distorted by the miles of cable separating them, St. John was still able to convey the worry he felt. For this, Clarice was grateful and strangely, even a little annoyed. "But you've not had them since you first moved here. How long's it been? About two years?"

"Eighteen months."

"Ouch. She's been counting."

"Every day I spend here is a living hell, especially with you making my life miserable."

"You forget, woman. I seem to be the only person who can stand that infamous Clarice Starling prickliness."

"Which simply proves that you're dumber than the rest," she quipped, momentarily relieved that the infernal throbbing had receded.

"No, not dumber. Only more persistent. So, what do you say? Come on over. You never know, it might be fun," he wheedled.

Clarice sighed. "Well, I was actually hoping on catching up on some sleep, but I'll drag my extremely exhausted and overworked behind over if it'll shut you up."

"Good, cos I was planning to keep on ringing you until you finally agreed."

"St. John, you are such a bastard."

"But a handsome bastard, at that."

"More like a damn annoying bastard."

"Whatever. You know you still love me. See ya soon, Goldilocks."

"And don't call me Goldilocks, you degenerate. You know how much I hate that--" the sound of beeping interrupted her in the midst of her attempted tirade. "Well shithouse mouse," she glared at the receiver. "Bastard hung up on me."

**

Old Absinthe House, 238 Bourbon. 8:30 p.m. Day 1

Ten minutes, six streets and two traffic jams later, Starling pushed open the door to the Old Absinthe house at the corner of Bourbon street and Conti. Nearly two hundred years old, the entresol structure was built in 1806 first as a commercial-cum-residential building with a half-storey between the ground and first floors.

She found St. John sitting by the bar, looking slightly out of himself, nursing a quarter full glass of amber liquid.

"Where's everybody," she strolled up to him, setting her purse down on the new bar cut out of smooth, polished black stone. The original, its marble top scarred by water from the dripping absinthe faucets of old had been moved to another tavern further down the street.

"Home," he answered, tossing back the remaining amount of Scotch. He signalled the bartender for two more.

"They went home?" she repeated, fixing him with a puzzled expression.

"They were never here in the first place," he said thickly by way of explanation. "Catharine broke up with me, thought you might want to know," he rubbed at his eyes exhaustion apparent in his drawn features. "Said that she couldn't date a cop. I felt to too shitty to want to talk about it on the phone. Apologies for the subterfuge."

Starling placed a comforting hand on his shoulder. "St. John, at the moment I'm not quite sure whether to slap you or feel sorry for you. Don't tell me this one actually meant something to you."

"That wasn't the point," he muttered, then brightened up, just the slightest bit.  "It's my pride, woman," he grated. "We men are very egotistical creatures. We prefer to be the dumper rather than be the dumpee."

"Who doesn't," said Starling sarcastically. "It's always a matter of beating the other party to the gun," So to speak.

"If that's your analogy if it, no wonder nobody's been hopping in and out of your bed for the past two years."

"You know perfectly well I don't have a sex life. I haven't got the time."

"Well you should. Girl who looks like you . . ." he trailed off, waggling his eyebrows suggestively. "I mean, when was the last time you actually got laid?"

"You are such a meddlesome ass."

"Comes with the job credentials. Besides, if I wasn't an ass, can you honestly say you wouldn't have walked all over me?"

"Point taken. I'm leaving." She grabbed her purse and jumped down from the stool.

"Starling," St. John went after her, grasping at her arm. "I'm sorry, that was uncalled for. Just please, sit down." He waved his hand at the drinks the bartender had just brought. "About bloody time," said St. John, tossing a twenty on the bar top and taking the two glasses over to one of the tables.

Malcolm St. John was from a fine old Creole clan that lived in the Old section of New Orleans, a place often associated with the Mamaloas or Voodoo Priestesses of the city. His ancestors were originally from France and Spain, hence the well-deserved title of Creole, but over the centuries enough Irish blood had been infused into the gene pool as to gift St. John with those same mournfully boyish good looks his forefathers had been known for. That, coupled with an obscene amount of money in a trust fund that still showed no signs of even the minutest depletion ensured his place in society, with a future as secure as the city itself.

As a scion of such a respectable family, a lot of that old world charm had been bred into him, leaving no female within a 50-foot radius immune to it, and that included even the mercurial Clarice Starling. For the life of him, St. John could not understand her despite the (rather vast) amount of experience he had dealing with the fairer sex. It was as if the woman had a daily period or at the very least, perpetual PMS. But that had never stopped him before. He had dealt with enough females (and there were many of them) to have at least a vague idea of what to do when one of them got pissed at him (most of the time through his own fault).

He sat heavily on one chair and ran an elegant, long-fingered hand through his thick and very mussed up coffee-coloured hair, smiling apologetically. "So," he said cheerfully. "Wanna get royally drunk?"

Starling laughed, brilliant, unfettered and free. "St. John, you are some piece of work, do you know that?" she settled in the other chair, cocking her head to one side.

"Well, you were moaning something about wanting a hard drink this morning. Thought the offer might still stand."

"And the fact that you just got your ass magnificently dumped has nothing to do with it?"

St. John made a big show of placing his elbow on the table and resting his chin on the knuckles of his right hand. His face held an expression of exaggerated deep thought. "Nope, absolutely none." Starling smirked.

"Like I said, some piece of work. Alright, cowboy. Bring it on."

**

Pizza, Clarice Starling thought philosophically to herself, was just like sex. From what she could at least remember of the latter. When it was good, it was great. And when it was bad, well, it was still pretty damn good. She was stretched out on her couch with a mound of paperwork in front of her, and Malcolm St. John was on the floor, clutching at a bottle of Jose Cuervo, and with the other, holding a series of clippings about Christian Venci. The aforementioned circular pastry from Pizza Hut had long been devoured by the two, leaving only the deep-dish cardboard box and oil-stained wrap lining the bottom of the cardboard. There was a small mound of olives and another of onion rings piled up on separate corners of the box, like two combatants in a boxing ring. Starling didn't like olives, and the man detested onions.

St. John stretched, yawned and rotated his neck while lethargically rubbing the back of it, causing a series of loud cracks and pops as the muscles and tendons were loosened, and the strain they had endured during the day slowly ebbed away under the stroking fingers. He blinked twice, trying to clear his red-rimmed eyes and yawned once more.

"Trying to catch flies, there, St. John?" Starling drawled amusedly, running a hand through her long red hair. St. John shot her a tired look, the slightest hint of a smile playing at the corner of his lips.

"At this ungodly hour?" he replied. "The flies are all asleep, my dear. I've decided to settle for some unusually large mosquitoes instead," he winced, slapping at his arm. "And it seems that if they keep this up, there won't be enough of me left for the flies to start in tomorrow." He flashed her a wry grin, scratching a particularly red area, which was already beginning to show signs of swelling.

"Truly a great loss to the female population."

"They'll just have to find some way to cope. Geez, I'm bloody tired." He remarked absently, pronouncing the word "bloody" the way only a true Englishman would. It intrigued Clarice how his accent seemed to be forever changing. One minute it was the soft slightly cadence of a well-bred southern gentleman, the next, some of his words would be pronounced in the sharp, clipped accents found in some Britons.

"Hey St. John," she began. "Do you know you talk pretty funny? Like an Englishman who got lost in Yonkers or somewhere in its near vicinity. And you never did tell me much about yourself. It's always about work, work, and life in general."

"And you never tell me anything at all, period. Quid pro quo."

Starling's breath caught in her throat. "Excuse me?"

St. John yawned, seemingly indifferent to her sudden change in mood. "Look it up in the dictionary, beautiful. Something in exchange for something." He gave her a puzzled look. "I thought you majored in Psychology in college. Now, I'm no psychiatrist, but I'm pretty damn sure that what little I remember from Psych 101 involved a little discussion on Quid Pro Quo. There's your bit of info about my past. Psych 101, my teacher was a crazy old bat named Fabrizzio. Get talking."

"Wait a minute, how did you know about my majoring in Psychology? I don't remember telling you anything about that."

"Looked through your files," he admitted sheepishly. "Starling, Clarice M. Majored in Psychology and Criminology, University of Virginia, graduated Magna Cum Laude. . . I forget the year. That's pretty impressive, ma'am."

"How far did you read into it?" she rasped hoarsely, hoping he wouldn't notice.

"That was about it. Some pretty basic and general stuff, but there was this encrypted file I couldn't break into. Mind explaining that? I mean there was some pretty heavy hardware protecting it. Did you use to work for the CIA or something like it?"

"Something like it," she said dryly, recovering some of her earlier composure. "Don't tell me you wanna hear all about that."

"Let's save that for some other time, shall we? I get the feeling Cabbott won't be so pleased if we don't show him anything new with the case by tomorrow."

"Mmm-hmm," Clarice agreed wholeheartedly, unwilling for the discussion to be furthered. If St. John thought it was a bit odd she didn't press him for more details, he simply chalked it off to another one of her habitual mood swings. "Thank you for taking the time to go over these with me, by the way."

"My pleasure," he smiled sleepily at her. "Hey Starling?"

"Yeah?"

"D'you mind if I stay for the night? I really don't feel up for driving all the way to Jackson Square. Besides, the doorman at the Pontalba probably won't let me in. Rotten, slimy old bastard."

She raised a sceptical eyebrow, ruminating in her decision for a few long seconds. "All right. But you are taking the couch and not one peep of a complaint from you, mister. And if you should even think of trying to break into my room at around three a.m. I suggest you think twice if you still want children."

"You have my word. Scout's honour!" He flashed her a wicked grin, holding up two fingers in a parody of a Boy Scout's salute. "But does that mean I can break in at around four?"

Starling gave him a scathing look as she walked over to the closet near the door where she kept the spare sheets and pillows, tossing a particularly plump one at St. John, which he caught easily, giving her a challenging look that she ignored. While he was carefully trying to arrange the sofa into the position most comfortable for him, she took careful aim and tossed a thick, heavy comforter at his head, catching him unawares and knocking him over quite effectively.

"Starling one, St. John, nil." He leered at her from beneath the covers, outwardly unaffected. "I get the bathroom first, wise guy," she called out to him, making her way towards her bedroom and the bath beyond it.

"Do I get to watch?" he countered, pulling himself into a sitting position despite the fact that she could not have seen him anyway.

"Not that lucky, mister."

"Damn." St. John kicked his shoes off and lay down on the sofa with his hands entwined behind his head. He stared at the long, black cracks criss-crossing the white plaster of her ceiling, listening to the soothing flow of water from the shower.

He was asleep by the time Clarice Starling – who was towelling her hair dry – stepped out of her room in dark blue sweatpants and grey University of Virginia T-shirt. Starling tucked the comforter around his broad shoulders and rumpled his hair affectionately; the brief and slightly silly notion of how much its texture resembled duck fluff bringing a smile to her lips.

**

Corner of Bourbon and Esplanade. 6:30 a.m. Day 2.

Hannibal Lecter narrowed his eyes. The tall man had been in Clarice's apartment the whole night and was now leaving early Sunday morning, before anybody else had gotten up to notice him go. Not only that, he was also looking slightly dishevelled as if suffering from the after-effects of too much "White Lightning" or something else altogether. He wasn't too sure he wanted to deal with the unpleasant concept of the latter, should he find that it had actually been a reality.

He watched as the tall man slung a rather crumpled yet still obviously well-tailored navy-blue jacket over his left shoulder, fishing some keys out of the right trouser pocket. Lecter found himself stiffening in anticipation as the man walked towards his direction, but relaxed as he veered away at the last minute, opening instead the door of a blue BMW Z8 that was parked right in front of Lecter's Jaguar.

As the car started up and sped away, Lecter mused on the man thoughtfully. That was a rather expensive and dare he say, impressive automobile for a lowly policeman to own. Master St. John's background could bear some looking into.

It had taken him almost a year to find Clarice and another to plan for his new identity and his new life as a respectable southern gentleman. Unbeknownst to her, he had been following her new career with some interest, sometimes waiting it out with her on raids. But always, always careful that she would not see him. So he lurked in the shadows, contented and nourished by the sight of her. St. John had never given him a reason to worry. That is until the younger man had begun to show some signs of more than friendly interest in his Clarice. It was fine with him that the impertinent pup got to do things with Clarice that he never had a chance to if he wanted to stay out of jail, damn her sense of morality but that was where the line was drawn. Anything other than a purely platonic, nonsexual friendship and he might have something to deal with. For the cur's sake, Lecter hoped that he wouldn't pursue her. Maybe he was growing old, but he had grown rather attached to the man and amused by the antics he put on to draw those rare smiles from Clarice. Lecter frowned. How was it he was never able to make her smile like that?

Well, he did try to brainwash her into submission. Surely that was worth a few points deduction. Women. He snorted. Never would he understand them. He might see through their very souls, analyse what made them tick, but understand them? Not a chance.

In that respect, Hannibal Lecter was as fallible as every other man.

He supposed he should have been a little irked that he was on everybody's most wanted list but hers.

**