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this is my first story posted here, hope you all like it!
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Disclamer: I don't own YuGiOh, neither do I own the songs used, they're owned by Within Temptation.

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Chapter1: Sinéad

It was around 10 pm when a boy, rather small for his age, was laying on his bed, just gazing at the ceiling with his stunning amethyst eyes. His hair black with violet tips en blond bangs around his face, which looked pretty depressed, ever messier than during daytime. His grandpa was gone on one of his trips to Egypt which made the boy feel even more lonely than he already did.
It has been a year since the ceremonial battle and he and the pharaoh were to leave each other. The poor boy still hated himself for ever winning, though the pharaoh assured him it wasn't his fault, he said is was destined to happen and that fate just hated the both of them, but for sure, according to once spirit of the Millennium Puzzle, it wasn't Yugi's fault, never. Yugi also hated himself for never telling the spirit the way he felt for him, he himself wasn't sure what kind of feeling it was either, maybe it was a small feeling of love for the former pharaoh but he didn't really have a clue himself. Though if he had had the courage to tell the pharaoh he felt something for him he was almost certain the pharaoh wouldn't have returned that feeling, maybe he would even have laughed at him thinking he had just been joking.
The only things he knew for sure were that he missed the pharaoh with all of his heart and he would always hate himself for those reasons. At that instant he just stopped thinking, being afraid he would break down and cry again, and listened to the music softly played by his radio. It was unfortunately playing a song that would remind Yugi all too much about his lost friend, still for one or another reason Yugi loved it. Listing to the lyrics he finally started to become a bit sleepy.

I've got to try it's not over yet
No signals of life have you left
My heart is bleeding just for you
Bleeds for only you
And it hurts to know the truth

Are you looking for saviour
Chasing a dream?
Love turned to hate
Now I'm crossing the border
Sealing our fate
But I'm not afraid

Slowly floating away in a dreamless sleep...

Meanwhile far away in what was supposed to be heaven, but to this particular guy felt worse then hell it was evening and though he was supposed to go back to his 'home', which he clearly didn't regard as the place where he really belonged, he was still in a park-a-like place sitting underneath a blooming cherry blossom tree. This man was in appearance quite familiar to our little friend back in his bedroom, by this time finally sleeping, apart from the carefree violet and amethyst being a deep, to strangers almost scaring, crimson, his eyes got along with that flow. Yugi's eyes being full of joy and happiness, this guy's eyes being close to always filled with a earnestness that only one person could replace with cheerfulness. This one also appeared to be just a little bit taller, and for sure was more muscular and tanned, which all together made him for sure look more mature that the other one.
'Aton, please let this end.' He whispered over and over again while staring at the setting sun, his eyes rather sad. He knew he was supposed to be happy about finally being able to have peace in the Afterlife, but he just couldn't. He missed his friends and Yugi. He hadn't realised until he was to leave the boy, but maybe to him the boy was more than just a friend, or a really close friend for that matter. He still regretted not telling the boy about his feelings, but then on the other hand he didn't think Yugi would feel the same, the boy was just to innocent to do so. He sighed.

"This is just madness, I don't want to be here. Even though I'm here with my family I still feel lonely and even a sort of empty. I should have just tried harder, if I wouldn't have lost to Yugi I would still be with him, but then again, would Yugi want that? The boy has the right to live all on his own, without me interfering with everything he does. "

He sighed again as he finally stood up and started to walk toward his 'home'. While walking he suddenly reminded a song Yugi used to totally worshipped. A sad smile appeared on his face due to the memory. He continued his way home whispering the piece of lyrics he still remembered, realizing the song kind of fitted the whole situation.

This second chance, I know, won't last
But it's OK, got no regrets
And I,I feel the end near, I'm a fool
Getting closer
But I'm doing what I should

I've been drowning in sorrow
Chasing tomorrow, running away
Now you're crossing the borders
Sealing tomorrow
But you're not afraid

(1): Aton is the orignal Egyptian name for Ra, I kinda just felt like using his old name here.

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