Thank you for all the reviews and PMs. Still can't write. After weeks and months of trying, this is all I got. Not even 200 words. :D

Isamu sat silently in the guest room the palace maid had lead him into. It appeared that Rin would not be able to see him anymore today.

Dinner was served. The foods were fancy to say the least, but he had no appetite.

He was not new to love and had had his heart broken a few times. However, it had never been this brutal: painful to the point that he did not want to breathe.

He shouldn't have come.

After seeing her again and talking to her, his love for her increased to the point of no return. How did he live his life before he had met her, he could not remember.

He desired her.

He needed her.

He had to have her!

How could he continue to live without her in his life?

What could he do to make her his?

He had never desire anything so terribly.

To have her, he was willing do anything.

Anything.

Sept 29, 2017