Authors note: Okay so this is my first ShegoxKim fanfic so if its crap I do apologies aha, other than that little waring please R&R and let me know what you think, if there is any ideas you have feel free to PM me and let me know. This story kind of based around the song Seasons by Dragonforce I don't know why but the song kind of reminded me of Kim and Shego so if you ever have a moment, listen to the Acoustic Version of the song on youtube and let me know what you think or if you agree or disagree about it relevance with the couple.
Disclaimer: I don't own Kim Possible or any of its characters and I don't own the song Seasons by Dragonforce.
It had been a week since Shego last fought Kim, it was starting to become clear that something was not right with the young heroin, she hadn't shown up to foil any of Dr. D's ridiculous plans though he did a good job of ruining them himself. "Where the hell are you Kimmie" Shego whispered looking around the lab as Drakken played with some wires under his latest rocket-contraption. "This is my greatest plan yet" Drakken yelled from under the machine, when all of a sudden an array of sparks and an explosion occurred from under the machine, a large cloud of black smoke started fuming from under the machine, he slid from under it covered in black muck from his head half way down his torso.
Shego rolled her eyes at the sight of her boss, he really was an idiot, "Hey Dr. D" Shego called leaning up against a wall, "What is it now Shego can't you see I'm busy" he huffed as he dusted himself off. "I'm taking a vacation for a week" she said while strolling toward the exit and giving a carless wave, "But Shego what about my plan and its...its Friday night...you can't miss Karaoke night" he protested after the woman who was near the door. She didn't turn around but her hands lit with plasma and she moved her head sightly to look at him from the corner of her eyes, "Ah um...enjoy your vacation see you in a week" he stuttered nervously.
Kim was sitting in the lounge room with Ron, staring at the plaster on her arm, "When do you think you will be able to fight again K.P?" Ron asked with a mouth full of food, "I don't know, soon I hope" Kim said glumly. "You okay Kim?" Ron asked looking slightly concerned for his friend, she needed and gave a weak smile, "I just feel like something is missing that's all" she said giving another small smile. "Like what?" her boyfriend asked, surprised by his girlfriend's behaviour, "I don't know...that's the problem" she said in slight defeat. "Is it crazy if I said that I miss fighting Shego" she said looking down at the bowel of chips on the coffee table, "Umm I dunno" Ron said honestly, "You always act so excited and pumped after you two fight so I guess it would make some kind of sense" he admitted, grabbing the bowel of chips.
"I don't think that the only thing I miss" Kim thought to herself watching Ron devour the whole bowel of chips. "Do you think a villain can fall in love Ron" Kim asked suddenly causing Ron to choke, "What?" he said with a splutter, he thumped his chest a couple of times trying to clear the blockade. "Do you think a villain can fall in love?" Kim said again thoughtfully, "Well there people too K.P I don't see why they wouldn't have feelings like everyone else, I just don't think they know how to show it I guess" he said looking for any leftover food on the coffee table.
"What's happened to you Possible" Shego mumbled as she drove down the street to her house, she walked in and changed into a green tank-top and black pair of jeans with green converse. Shego rummaged through the cupboard pulling out a packet of chips before flopping down on the couch and flicking on the T.V, much to her dismay there was nothing on but a romantic drama, cringing at the over acted lovey-dovey scenes and laughing at how ridiculous the story really was. "Of course the Villain would fall for the Hero" she scoffed at the T.V "Can't you see you idiot she won't love you" she yelled at the T.V, the program continued to play through where the Villain admitted their feeling for the Hero. "You idiot she doesn't feel the same way, you're going to get rejected" she huffed at the T.V and sure enough the Hero shot the Villain down and ran into the arms of another. It wasn't till she sat and thought about it for a moment that the reality of how close the story of the drama was to her own life that she cringe and turned the T.V off.
"The Hero will never fall for the Villain" she sighed and looked up at clock on her wall, it was already 7:30 pm. "I wonder why Princess hasn't showed up lately" Shego pondered before coming to the conclusion she would go pay Kim a secret visit.
Shego swiftly climbed the old oak tree by Kim's house, she had made it to the top when she saw the front door open. It was Ron followed by Kim; her arm was in cased in a plaster and hung up in a sling around her neck, "Night Ron" Kim said and kissed him on the cheek, the young blonde blushed and said his goodbyes before leaving. Shego felt a sudden streak of jealousy hit her and she cringed, she watched quietly as Kim closed the door and made her way into her dark room laying down on her bed, Shego took the opportunity and pounced from the tree like a tiger and landing in the room swiftly and silently. She stayed in the shadows and watched the young teen hero try to settle but she couldn't, Shego couldn't help it she had to say something. "Can't sleep Pumpkin" she said in a low voice moving away from the shadows slightly, half of her being light up by the glow of the moon from the window.
Kim's eyes quickly shot wide open and she jumped from her bed into a battle stance but she was one arm short of being actually able to defend herself "What do you want Shego?" Kim asked angrily. "Calm down Princess I'm not here to fight and you clearly can't any way" Shego said in a flat tone, she made sure to make the last part of her sentence to sound covered in sarcasm. "What do you want then?" Kim said while cautiously lowering her fist and standing up straight, "Well Pumpkin I haven't seen you around lately, I started to wonder what happened to everyone's perfect teen hero" Shego casually said while sauntering over to sit on the edge of Kim's bed. Kim frowned and watched as the woman moved across the room, "I'm not perfect Shego" Kim grumbled causing Shego to look up at her with a smirk.
"What you do to the arm?" Shego said pointing to the wrapped up appendage, "Cheerleading accident" Kim deadpanned and slowly walked over to her bed and sat as far away from Shego as possible trying not to make eye contact. All Shego could think of to say was "Oh" and nodded, they sat in an awkward silence for a while before Shego spoke again, "Something wrong with you Princess, you seem pissed off about something or upset at the least" Shego asked turning to Kim looking to see if she could find some kind of answer in her facial expression if she couldn't get one verbally. "I can't fight and I can't do cheerleading, you tell me" Kim said weakly looking down at her arm and back up at Shego, "I miss it" Kim finished, "You're not the only one" Shego whispered under her breath, it was just quiet enough that Kim couldn't hear it. "It's no fun sitting around and not being able to do what I like, there's no adrenaline rush in walking down the stairs and back up again" Kim said crinkling her nose to the side slightly and frowning a bit. Shego chuckled at the young teen's facial expression "So you miss getting your ass kicked by me then" Shego said with her trade mark smirk, Kim just rolled her eyes, "Save it firefly and I'll be kicking your ass once this is sorted out" Kim said challenging and with a slight smirk of her own.
Kim felt her heart be faster knowing Shego was so close, she started frowning slightly, "I shouldn't be feeling this way, why am I feeling this way" Kim thought to herself. "I know I miss fighting Shego but I shouldn't be feeling this rush by just seeing her" Kim continued thinking. "You're acting funny Princess, everything okay?" Shego asked looking slightly concerned, her eyebrows farrowed. "Just tired that all" Kim said avoiding the question but also avoiding Shego's eye contact.
"Why do I feel like you're not telling me the whole truth about why you're acting this way all of a sudden" Shego said moving slightly closer to Kim causing Kim to shift slightly with unease. "Why do you care, you're a villain, you're my enemy" Kim muttered under her breath, "What was that Pumpkin?" Shego questioned and frowned slightly. Kim gave Shego a sudden look filled with venom "I said why do you care, you're a villain, you're my enemy, since when did you give a damn about anyone but yourself Shego" Kim all but yelled causing Shego to recoil for a moment at the harsh words and sudden outburst. Shegos emerald eyes filled with rage "I may be a villain but it doesn't mean that I don't give a damn, I wouldn't be here if that was the case" Shego growled, "So what you suddenly care about me, yeah right" Kim scoffed. Shego stood up and through her hands up in the air in frustration "What do you want me to say Kimmie?" Shego yelled not caring on whom else was in the house, her emerald eyes glowing in the reflection of the moon.
"The truth?" Kim yelled back now standing up and walking toward Shego, "Why would you ever want the truth Kim" Shego yelled heading toward the window and ready to climb out "A hero would never fall for a villain" Shego growled and was about to climb out when Kim spoke "What are you talking about Shego" Kim said in a quieter voice and her facial expression had softened somewhat, Shego stood up straight and stared out the window as she spoke. "Doesn't matter Possible it never will, not to you, I'm a villain you have made that clear countless times in our years of knowing each other and you're the hero everybody loves. You love the blonde buffoon and you will fall into his arms at the end of the day, no one falls for the villain and no one gives a damn what happens from that point on" Shego paused and turned her head slightly to look at Kim while she continued to talk "You don't care about me and I don't blame you, the hell I've put you through, the countless pain I've caused you, physical and emotional. But I can't shake the feeling when we fight, it doesn't feel like fighting any more it feels like something more and in those moments we are the only ones who exist, I see it, I see it in your eyes in those moments we are more than what we are."
Kim stared wide eyed, so many words, so many things said and plenty that were avoided, Kim closed her eyes and took a deep breath to compose herself before talking but when she opened them it had started raining and Shego was gone. She raced to the window to look for the raven haired woman but she was nowhere to be seen. "Does Shego like me?" Kim said but was interrupted by her a knock at her bedroom door and her mum walking in, "Is everything alright sweat-heart I thought I heard yelling" Ann Possible said as she approached her seemingly shocked daughter. "No" Kim whimpered and ran up and hugged her mum who stood shocked for a moment and then returned the embrace, stroking Kim's long red hair. "Do you want to talk about?" Ann asked as she continued to stroke her daughter's hair, Kim just shook her head in response. "Okay sweetie, I'm here for you when you're ready to tell me, your father should be home soon"
Shego continued her long walk in the rain, her raven hair was sticking to her face and her clothes were completely drenched. When she thought things couldn't get worse it started to thunder, the rain came down harder and the temperature dropped, she growled her frustration and kicked a trash can. "Well on the bright side at least the weather knows my mood" she huffed, looking up at the sky and feeling the water stream down her face. "Well Shego you're a world class idiot for thinking she would understand you" Shego growled and frowned while looking down at the side walk. It took her over half an hour before she reached her house, by the time she walked in her skin was a much paler green and she was shivering. She couldn't feel her symptoms at first, she showered and changed, but the moment she laid down on her bed the sickness slowly began to take a hold, she fell into a deep sleep.
When she woke up the next morning her chest felt heavy, she couldn't breathe she felt hotter than the sun and her skin was covered in sweat, her head was pounding and she felt as if she would pass out through lack of air. "This isn't good" she murmured as she leaned up against the kitchen bench, she went to reach for a glass but it slipped from her grasp and smashed on the floor. "I...need...help" She said through a staggered breath, reaching for the phone to dial the hospital.
Mean while Kim was in the car with her mother on the way to the hospital to have her arm re-x-rayed to see if the bones had fused back into the right position. Kim had felt flawed and lost since Shego had said all that she did, Kim didn't know how she should feel, she knew she liked Shego in some way but it was proving more difficult for her to understand, she was meant to be in love with Ron and what did Shego mean when she said "The hero would never fall for the villain", Shego was right though, when they fought they were the only ones in the world. Ann had the radio on as they drove, Kim listened silently as the song played still thinking things over in her head.
I'm searching through emptiness Voices cry out through the fear and the dark Locked in a prison Sadness inside from the truth that she hides Voices cry out through the fear and the dark The dark clouds are fading from my mind
And try to forget as in vain
The light of the dark setting sun
Will bring my sadness to an end
As we wait for our lives to be better
The worlds are dying in the night
No winter lasts forever
The seasons pass and sunlight will shine on my life again
So let the past... now burnt out in flames
In a world of living fear
On the edge of my destruction marching on
Still suffer in darkness
With the dreams of life, my meant to be
As the lie awaken curse the rising sun
And is pain in my heart for no reason
The worlds are dying in the night
The winter lasts forever
The seasons pass and sunlight will shine on my life again
So let the past, now burnt out in flames
As we wait for our lives to be better
The worlds are dying in the night
The winter lasts forever
The seasons pass and sunlight will shine on my life again
So leave the past behind
No pain will last forever
The seasons pass and sunlight will shine on my life again
So let the past now burnt out in flames
Burnt out in flames
Kim watched the scenery as they drove, a lone tear slid down her cheek as they pulled into the hospital and she quickly whipped it away. "Are you okay sweetie?" Ann asked looking slightly concerned at her daughter, "I'm fine" Kim said with a false smile and exited the car before anything else could be said. They proceeded to Kim's appointment and navigated the big halls of the hospital, little aware of the ambulance departing to make its way to Shego's home.
"Good news Kim the bones have fused properly so we can take the cast off, but you will need to wear a brace for 3 weeks" Ann said with a smile to her daughter, Kim was relieved to hear the break was healing well. "But no fighting and cheerleading until its completely healed" Ann added, Kim pouted at that last bit of news, Kim was glad to have the cast off, plus she could now scratch those annoying itches that she couldn't get previously with the plaster covering it.
Ann just finished dealing with Kim's cast when she was called "Dr Possible we need you in Emergency right away" called the voice over the announcement system. Ann rushed out of the room and Kim followed quickly behind her, by the time they reached the Emergency door an ambulance pulled in with an unlikely passenger, Shego was firmly strapped down on the wheeled bed and being rushed toward them, Ann rushed forward to assess the situation in front of her. Shego's breathing was low and erratic, it had no rhythm, her hair was wet with sweat and her skin was soaked. She had gaze pad on the top of her forehead covered in blood "What happened here" Ann asked while studying the woman, "We found her unconscious on the floor, she seemed to have hit her head on the kitchen bench and split it open" said one of the paramedics .
All Kim could do was stare in shock at the scene in front of her, she had never seen Shego looking so weak and defeated before. "We need to get her in theatre now" Ann shouted to the people around her and they all began moving as a swift unite, "Mum is she going to be alright?" Kim asked following the group, "I don't know" was all Ann could say before going through a set of double doors that only doctors could go through leaving Kim behind.
To be continued...
Authors note: Okay so I'm not sure on how I feel about this quiet yet, let me know what you think and if you want something specific to happen let me know and I'll see what I can do. Please R&R and thanks for reading.