The Re-Vamped Version of Fallen Tears! Please Enjoy and for the newbies thank you for finding me I hope you enjoy Fallen Tears.

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Chapter One: Anything Could Happen

Bella

"You can't just leave me like I'm nothing!" I cried.

Edward stood looking down at me with cold golden eyes, I was fighting the strong urge to shrink back he never looked at me with so much hostility before.

"Bella I can't keep pretending to be something I'm not. Your human and I am a monster I was stupid to believe that this could work." His voice was cold and each word hit me deeper.

"But you're not Edward we shared a special night together a night that I will never forget and now you act as if it was nothing?" I shake my head and run my hands through my hair.

"Bella look at your body, look at the bruises I left from my own hands. You're lucky you made it out alive that night." I saw a break in his tough exterior; I saw the pain flash in his eyes and he took a small step forward.

"Just, please Edward…don't leave me." I whispered before I fell into him. I felt his arms tighten around me before they loosened again.

"Bella stop." His voice was thin as ice and I shook my head furiously.

"Please Edward don't go please." I begged him.

He pulled me to my feet his hands locked tightly around my arms. We stood there for a second only staring into each other's eyes, frozen honey vs. melted chocolate.

"Bella I don't love you." All it took were those five words to destroy my entire world. My heart seemed to stop and I felt my muscles loosen under his grasp. Edward looked at me and placed his cold lips to my head.

"Don't do anything reckless Bella please do that for me and in return I will stay as far away from you as possible." Then he was gone.

I looked up and before I knew what I was doing I was running deeper into the forest calling out his name. I leaped carelessly over fallen trees while my clothes were snagged by thorns, the sun began to set and I made a sharp turn to my left snagging onto a branch and tripping. I fell to my knees and the tears that I fought so hard to hold back started to spill over. I gasped in short breaths and clutched my chest. Why did he have to choose now to leave, after everything that we had been through in the short time we were together, why did he decide now that he didn't love me? I collapsed onto the grown and brought my knees to my chest, my mind started to spin and I could hear my heart thrashing against my chest. Thundered crackled above and I felt the rain as it began to pour above me. I wanted this all to be a bad dream, I wanted to wake up with Edward beside me caressing my face and telling me everything would be okay. Exhaustion began to filter through my clouded thoughts and the darkness of sleep began to claw its way inside, I welcomed it hoping I would dream of the night when we didn't let the obvious dangers of our relationship destroy our happiness, the night when we both gave ourselves to each other completely.

When I woke up there was still a faint rumble of thunder, but I was no longer outside I was in my bedroom wrapped up in duvet. I groaned rolled over on my back rubbing my eyes, my body ached and my eyes were so dry.

"Bella what the hell were you doing out there all alone?" I gasp and sit straight up meeting Charlie's frustrated eyes.

"Um hey dad…" I mumbled. My throat was scratchy and I coughed a little reaching for the cup of water sitting on my nightstand.

"Do you have any idea how worried I was Isabella? I had the whole police station down here including half of La Push. Why were you out there in the forest?" Charlie tried to keep his voice calm but I could hear the waver of anger that he was trying to hold back.

"I just…I…" I cut off as a choked sob escaped my lips. I dropped my cup and it crashed to the hardwood floor as the memory of Edward's cold eyes staring down at me hit me with a sharp force. Charlie shocked by my sudden outburst scooted closer and pulled me awkwardly into his arms. I sat on my father's lap for the first time in ages and cried with everything in me. The total destruction of my world crashed down on me and this time I wasn't holding back any of it.

"Shh…Bella…Bella you'll be okay baby" Charlie shushed me softly and stroked my back. I shook my head with defiance, I would never be okay.

After a while my tears subsided, Charlie and I sat quietly before I moved away from him stating that I wanted to take a shower to get the grime off. He nodded and got up from the rocking chair he placed beside my bed before kissing me on the cheek and leaving but he stopped right outside my doorway.

"Bella I know that you didn't just walk into the woods, I know that they're gone and I know that he has something to do with this. And just know if any boy is willing to make a girl cry without caring about the damage he is creating then he most certainly isn't worth anything." With that Charlie made his way down the stairs where I heard the faint sound of a football game.

I walked numbly to the bathroom letting my head hang low. Once inside the quiet walls I turned on the shower as hot as I could take and stripped out of my crumpled clothes. I stepped gently inside the shower, the hot water sensitive against my skin halting my movements in the slightest before I completely submerged myself in the water. I grabbed my shampoo and looked down at the strawberry label, he always liked the way I smelled. With a flash of anger I threw the bottle out of the shower hearing it bang loudly against the counter. I tossed out the conditioner and matching body wash too grabbing the normal bar soap I bought and scrubbing myself with the strong ivory scent. I rubbed my legs down scrubbing harshly at the caked on dirt, I ran the soap down my arms making sure to be gentle around the few fresh bruises. As I was washing I made my way to my stomach and everything up until that point was done robotically, but the flesh right in the center was different. I went over it a few times but as I teased the flesh with my fingers I realized the hardness. Out of wonder I counted the days since my last cycle and found my way going back to the few weeks before my birthday.

"Holy crow…" I mumbled. I counted back again and again trying to find some fault in my calculations but coming up with none. Prom was the night Edward finally gave into my pleadings but there was no way that we could…No stop it Bella don't even say it. I breathed in deeply and shut off the water wrapping a towel around myself and rushing to my bedroom shutting the door a little more loudly then intended.

"Bella you okay?" Charlie called from the staircase.

"Fine dad!" I squeaked and mentally slapped myself in my face for being so obvious. I locked my bedroom door and walked to the old vanity leaning against the wall. Hesitantly I dropped my towel and stared at my naked form looking for any differences.

"What are you doing idiot things don't even start changing unless you're…" I caught off my banter and rubbed my hand around my belly paying attention to the strange center. "There's just no way." I dropped to the ground clutching my sides, rocking back and forth.

"It's been a month since your last period Bella there's no way it couldn't be!" I whispered furiously to myself. Suddenly there was a flutter inside my stomach and I squealed in surprise.

"Oh my god" I whispered. I touched my stomach soothingly knowing that the one little flutter was all that I needed to confirm my musings.

"It's alright my little nudger momma's going to take care of us…mom's going to take care of us." I whispered gently to my belly. I felt the flutter again and I walked to my closet grabbing clean underwear and my old pajamas. I threw them on and slowly got into bed pulling the duvet over myself. I could smell the rain and mud on my sheets but I was too exhausted to care. I wrapped my arms around myself and closed my eyes once again letting the darkness take me.

"You need to get rid of it!" Edward's voice was harsh and I gasped taking a step away from him.

"This is our child; I will not do anything of the sort." I whimpered wrapping my arms around my protruding belly.

"It will kill you Bella." He stepped forward and pointing his finger directly at my stomach.

"Sorry Edward but you already did that!" I snapped. I heard his growl and wrapped a tight hand around my arm shaking me.

"Let me go Edward."

"I can't Bella."

"Bella" I woke up I felt my dad's hand softly tapping my shoulder. I stretched a little and rolled over on my side looking up at him while my hands instinctively covered my stomach.

"I called the school told 'em that you were gunna take a few days off. I thought that maybe that's what you might want." Charlie mumbled.

"Thanks dad." I gave him a small smile and he waved goodbye telling me he'd be home a little later than usual. I rolled back over and gently touched my stomach all I wanted was to lay and bed but my throat was a worse than it was yesterday and there was a strange taste in my mouth that almost reminded me of lemons. With a sigh I got up and walked to the kitchen. I poured a big glass of water and drank most of it down, but the burn remained and I growled not particularly wanting to sift through the house for cough drops and decided to leave it. Decidedly I wandered to the living room and plopped down on the couch lifting my shirt and touching my tummy. There was a little flutter and I felt my lips break into a little smile, I always saw in the movies how much a mother loves their baby as soon as they find out its growing inside them and I was glad that I could experience the feeling even through the awful turn of events.

I bit my lip and tried to hold back the tears that threated to spill. I knew where my thoughts wanted to go, but I couldn't do it I couldn't put myself through it. He already told me what he wanted and nothing would ever change his mind, not even the small infant growing inside me.

"Baby I swear to you with everything in my being that I will protect you and love you unconditionally." I kissed my finger tips and softly placed them on my stomach, slowly the pieces of my heart began to thread back together.

Okay everyone that is the first re-vamped version of chapter one. Please tell me what you think and I will quickly type up the next…and the next….and the next and the next and the next.