Christina POV

He is so perfect. A beautiful baby boy and he is mine. Not just mine he is Wills too. We named him James. A beautiful name for a beautiful boy. At least that's what Tori said. She came by after Tris and Four left.

I'm alone with James now, as Will is with Uriah, Zeke and Four getting food. We've been here for almost a full day waiting for James to be born. The birth was not pretty and way more work than even initiation. But,Will was with me the whole time.

The door slowly opens and I see him looking at me with a bag of food in his hand.

" Hey there, I brought food," he says quietly.

" Thanks, I'm starving," I reply.

" So, how is our beautiful baby James doing? Have u tried to feed him yet?," he asks.

"He is amazing. And yes I have fed him,"I answer. He then launches into an explanation of how babies can't really see much when they're born but they can recognize their mother and fathers voice. Ever the Erudite. I look in the mirror on the other side of the room. I'm a complete mess. I never would've let my friends come see me if I had known. My hair is in knots from the many naps I have had, hospital gown has absolutely no shape to it, but for one second, maybe for the first time, I look beyond that. I see me and the man I love and they beautiful baby that is ours.

"I can't believe it, I never saw myself as a mom at age 18," I say.

"Yeah I never saw me being a dad either," says back. He sits next to me and holds me with James in my arms. We look like family, a real family.

After ten o' clock the nurses made Will go home. They said I needed rest and to come back in the morning to see me. They also took James, it scared me at first but they assured me he was fine and was just sleeping in the same room as the other babies. After I calmed down about it I found sleep.

I woke up around five am because I thought I heard James cry. The nurse told me he was on the other side of the maternity wing and that it was impossible for me to have heard him, but I was awake and sleep did not come back. I laid there for a long time, then the door opened. At first I thought it was Will, but then I saw a small girl with long blonde hair and blue eyes.

" Hey Tris," I say.

" Hi Christina," she replies. "Will came by and said you wanted to talk to me."

"Oh yeah, that's right come here." I beckon for her to sit next to me. "Will and I want you to be the Godmother!"

" That's great I would be honored!"

"Perfect!" I exclaim.

"So how was the first night of being a mom, Chris," she asks.

The Candor in me comes out again and I reply honestly "I don't know Tris, I really don't know. It was exciting and nerve wracking and I didn't sleep much because I thought I heard him cry."

"Chris, I wish I could tell you it gets better, but I really don't know," she says softly. I can tell she wants to make me feel better, but all she does is scare me and I guess she saw it on my face because she says,

"But,you have Will to help you and you guys are going to be great parents." And it really comforts me.