Love.

How can a word of 4 letters be so important to people?

Maybe they don't know what true 'hate' is.

No, they surely don't know what true 'hate' is.

If they knew, they wouldn't believe in love, would they?

The only thing 'love' and 'hate' have in common is that they both have 4 letters.

"Hate hurts more than love. Hate makes you strong and love makes you think about your future with that person." That's something dad would say.

I don't know what love is anymore, I knew, but I've forgotten everything.

Because Hate took Love's place in my heart.

My name is Aoki Lapis. I was 16 years old at that time, and i was going to live at my grandma's house. My mom died when I was young and my 'dad' left me. He wanted to live with a woman i believe to be named Meiko and her children. He called me a 'bother' and entrusted me to my grandma. Grandma was my mom's mother and the only friendly relative that wanted to take me in. So that's why i was standing at the front door of her mansion. My grandma was sweet, funny and she was always happy. I don't know why but every time she smiled at me a thought entered my head thinking that that beautiful smile might be fake. Because everyone hated me, right?

I pressed the door bell, hoping that there was nobody home. Not like I hated my granny or something but I didn't want to see anybody at that time.

*Ding-Dong*

"Yes, who is it?"

"Umm, it's me Aoki Lapis. Is grandma home?"

I heard her whispering: "Shhhh, it's the Death Bringer, SHUT UP!"

"Uhhmm, yes, the door is opening right now, you can enter."

I knew that they would be scared of me. Everyone in town is scared of me, because everyone knew my mom, right? The beautiful Hatsune Miku with the blue hair that everyone loved. She looked like a princess. I think that i loved her, but i don't remember anymore. And you know why people called me a monster? Because I din't cry when she died in a car accident. She was coming to pick me up at school , when everything went wrong. I just didn't cry because my mom hated it when I cried, and I didn't want to make her mad even at her death, right? The whole town knew about the 'Death Bringer'. They knew my name but not my story.

I saw a row of maids waiting for me at the entrance of the house. They were whispering but when I entered they all became silent. I knew why. There was a maid with another uniform than the others that was glaring at them.

" Hello, Lady Aoki. I am Iroha Nekomura, the head maid. Let me guide you to Lily-sama's room." When I followed Iroha the maid's were whispering again.

"… Death Bringer…Miku... Dead..."

I just neglected them, but i saw that Iroha was glaring at them. When we were going up the stairs she looked rather uncomfortable. I guessed that she was scared of me too.

"You don't have to be scared. But if you choose to believe the rumors i won't blame you."

She looked surprised, but she didn't answer. We entered my grandma's room. She was 57 but looked like a 30-year old woman. With her cute voice she looked just like my mom, what gave me some memories.

"Mom, could you sing me a song before I go to sleep? I really really really love your songs!" "Okay, my little Ohime-sama." She sang, holding my hand tightly. " Mom, I am not the number one princess in the world" I said. " Uhh, yes you are honey!" she said protesting. " Mom, YOU are the number one princess in the world, i am number two." Awww, that's not true! I will be the queen and you'll be the princess, okay?" "Okay, mom!" She kissed me on my forehead and went to sleep.

"Aoki, I missed you!" My grandmother screeched, hugging me tightly.

My grandma was weird that day. She acted like she was happy, but she looked sad. She's acting. I was sure of that, she was acting. Maybe she also thought that I was the 'Death Bringer'

"Don't play with that kid! What will happen to you if you play with her! She killed her mom, that 'Death Bringer'!"

"… Aoki! Earth to Aoki! Damn, you're becoming deaf at such a young age, hehe!"

It was funny, but I didn't laugh.

" Well, I was saying that your uniform of your new school has arrived. I heard that it's a good school. You like singing, right? Well there are some good singers at that school and I think you could start your career there…"

How did she know that I liked singing? Did she ever hear me singing? I always sang my mom's songs, and sometimes I wrote my own songs, but I didn't know my grandma knew.

" Umm, where's my room? I'm tired, and tomorrow is my first school day."

"Ohh yes, that's true. Gumi painted your room. It's blue with purple stripes. Those are your favorite colors, right?"

"Yes, thanks grandma"

I don't even know who Gumi is.

I entered my room and tried to sleep. It's not like I was anxious for tomorrow, because I was too tired for that. Tomorrow was my first day of school. I was not excited because I would hate everyone there anyway.

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