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Chapter 1, DYSLXEIC

Dyslexia: dys·lex·i·a [dis-lek-see-uh] noun Pathology. Any of various reading disorders associated with impairment of the ability to interpret spatial relationships or to integrate auditory and visual information.

Dyslexia: (dɪs'lɛksɪə) n Nontechnical name: word blindness a developmental disorder which can cause learning difficulty in one or more of the areas of reading, writing, and numeracy

I don't believe in god. Yes, the Roman catholic girl, with the even more religious grandpa doesn't believe in god. Shoot me. Its not my problem I've never gotten any proof that there is some guy with a beard and white robes up there looking down on us, and supposedly forgiving us for our sins. That's what my Nano and Feli believe. I don't believe in much but I do believe in destiny and also in Fate. Fate is a cruel unjust bitch that rules over the universe and enjoys fucking up the life of sixteen year old dyslexic girls that are named Lovina. Fate doesn't totally fuck up your life all the time though, sometime's its just like "Hey your life sucks a little to much, so I'm gonna give you one instead of your sister" but so far that's only happened like twice. When I passed the English final and she didn't even come close to doing so and then when I got Antonio. Toni my be a moron who is to happy and optimistic, but he is my idiota and for once not Feli's. Something so amazingly rare and special, I'm almost upset to admit that it was all because of stupid summer school and Nano.

Its amazing how slow time can pass when you are seat belted in a car being driven at 77 miles per hour down a highway to a school you have never heard of, with a very pissed sixty year old Italian man behind the wheel. Time ticks by like a mother fucking bitch. Honestly its like repeatedly slamming your head in to a wall or watching paint dry. Just sitting there silently while he grips the wheel so tight his knuckles turn white, just waiting for him to explode and start yelling in rapid fire Italian. Its like standing blindfolded in the middle of a battle field you know someone's gonna hit you. The only thing is you just don't know when so you lose your mind waiting. So for once I decided to jump in front of the bullet. Some may call it suicide but its not suicide if you are already going to die.

"Just go ahead and say it already Nano," I told the side of my grandpa's head " 'You should have tried harder' or 'you should have thought about this before you didn't study for your classes' or 'its your own fault you are stuck coming here'. Well I don't think it's quite fucking fair that I get stuck coming here and Freaking Feliciana doesn't have to." he gritted his teeth and keep his eyes on the road but it was clear he was fuming

"Your sister didn't fail every single final she took this year." he said trying to stay calm and not to get mad.

" I still passed each and everyone of those classes Nano! And Feli failed two of the six she took!" I said turning to face him " and of those two she that she failed it was Italian and English are the two languages the idiota speaks!" he gripped the wheel tighter "and I passed my English final with a 98." he turned the car left off the highway and slowed down as he pulled on to another street.

"Yet your sister managed to pass every class she took." Nano turned the car again "And I told you before Lovina. I wouldn't send Feli to this program even if she had failed." I clenched my fists

"So I see. Its cause I'm not like her. I'M NOT A FUCKING SMART AS FELI IS THAT IT!" Nano gripped the wheel tighter and ground his teeth even more.

"SHE ISN'T LIKE YOU LOVINA!" he shouted finally letting out his true anger. I didn't think he could get worse till he practically spit out the next three words "She isn't dyslexic."

As soon as those three words left his mouth I knew I had been hit. Right in the heart. A direct hit. I, Lovina Vargas was the fucked up one of the Vargas twins and Nano had finally confirmed it. I was the one with the bad attitude. While Feli was kind and sweet to everyone. I was the one who had no artistic talent, or musical talent, or was sporty. Feli could draw you a portrait that looked like it was you looking back at your self through a mirror, she could sing like the angels and she was the fastest runner in the school, despite her extreme laziness. I was the one people avoided. Feli was friends with everyone, every social group, every student, every teacher. I was the one almost no teachers liked. The one who drove away anyone who tried to get in. I was the one who was stupid all because they had a name for why she couldn't spell. While Feli barely did better than me at anything school wise. Nano had confirmed it. Even he though she was better. Nano relaxed his grip on the wheel after that. All of his anger receding after what he said. Thinking he silenced me but my temper was rising as was my anger.

"Lovi this is a program for people with dyslexia, ADHD, S.A.D., any type of learning disability. Its for people like you" that was another direct hit. Even if that hurt a little less I couldn't take any more of Nano's shit. I unbuckled my seat belt as he pulled up to the curb about a mile from the school. I pulled up the lock on my door and got out while the car was still moving taking my backpack with me. Nano watched me horrified not trying to stop me but stopping about 10 feet from me. I clenched my fists and shouted at him

"I AM NOT FUCKING STUPID! I'M SICK OF YOU TREATING ME LIKE I AM!" I took a breath slowing back my tears letting my anger my furry out in the only way I knew how but screaming "I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO SPELL BUT I AM SMART GOD DAMN IT! YOU ARE JUST TO STUPID TO SEE THAT!" Nano stared at me open mouthed "DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO PICK ME UP TODAY AFTER CLASS. I'LL JUST GO HOME WITH MADDIE!" and with that I turned and walked to the school. Not looking back at the judgmental Grandfather, whose car I had jumped out and who clearly liked my sister better. And so I walked that mile fuming the whole way not realizing I would soon meet the one person who would make it all better. Antonio Fernandez Carriedo.

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