In Our Universe
June 19th 2013
Elise the Writing Desk, Wonderful Wonder World by QuinRose

His large, rough, warm hands stroking every inch of her skin. He stared down at her with playful look, but adoration was clear in his ruby eyes. He couldn't help his hot breath. She was just lying there, under him. Yet, she didn't resist nor she reacted at his touch.

He leaned in close that he could see her eyes deeper; he could count the many layers of her pupils, darkened in different ways. He wanted to carve those raw apples into his memories.

"You do understand, as internet fellows, what will happen when a guy and a girl are on the bed, do you, Alice?" he breathed out sensually on her face.

She only blinked nonchalantly, staring straight into his eyes. It drove him insane, how she was very ignorant, nonchalant…careless; how she knew her strength and his, what she could do, and what he could do. He was on the edge of losing himself, he knew that she knew that; yet she stared at him straight, fearlessly.

"In an erotic way, I do." She mumbled with that of her soft, steady voice. "I remember last time; I said that I was stronger than you, didn't I?"

He chuckled and let out hot breath as he did so. He was obviously sweating on top of her. He could feel her warmth beneath their clothes; the thought of him being so close on top of her was enough to arouse him. Yet, he wouldn't move. He knew he wouldn't move, and she knew he wouldn't, as far as she didn't ask for it.

"Heh," he smirked, swallowing his saliva. "What about now? What's your reason to stay calm in this kind of position, hmm?"

There was no change in her expression whatsoever. Her eyes, his favorite windows to peek her hearts; it didn't waver from him even one bit. She stared right through him, knowing what's on his mind, as she answered without doubts.

"My reason now, I don't flinch because I trust you, Ace."

He chuckled and leaned even closer, their lips touching as he spoke.

"How can you be so confident…" he whispered and licked his lips; his tongue coincidentally licked her lips. "Maybe that's because you are you." He opened his mouth and licked her lips with his tongue.

She didn't flinch even as his tongue was running on her lips round and round. His heart thumped faster when her lips curved into a very small smile. It was enough for him to lose it and just pushed his tongue into her mouth.

His tongue was longer than hers. He was feeling greedy; trying to imprint the map of her mouth, his tongue roughly explored her and dived into her throat.

She drove him even more into insanity because she didn't react. Her tongue didn't move at all under his, occasionally pushed upward when his tongue curiously peeked under hers. Her breath was stable, unlike his erratic breathy moans which were filling her throat.

She wouldn't react. She made him afraid. Her ignorance was that impressive, to the point that sometimes, Ace was afraid that he was the only one feeling like this. He was afraid that she would one day leave him. Those feelings only made him more possessive towards the dark blonde. As if he could have given the chance, he would want to take her heart and control her life.

He pulled himself slowly from her; a string of saliva between them. He stared down at her with a tired smile, but the same passionate eyes.

"Will you ever leave me?" he breathed out, sticking his forehead to hers, rubbing his brown hair, entangling her dark blonde.

"Who knows?" her usual trademark. He couldn't miss a slight glint of fear crossing her eyes just as she said; "What if it's you're the one who'll leave me?" she asked in a whisper.

"People change." She muttered, not looking at him.

He planted his face closer to hers, wanting to gain her focus again.

"Do you think what I feel to you right now will change?"

"Who knows, Ace?" she stared at him again. "How one will know if your feeling is true love, or a temporary desire?"

He closed his eyes and moved his head to kiss her neck and stayed there, breathing hard.

"How will you ever know if you won't take the risk of finding out?" he murmured and moved to her ear. Licking his lips, his tongue then reached out to wet her ear, tasting the bitterness of her.

"I don't have anything to give, Ace." She muttered, her voice was trembling. He hazily opened his eyes. "If one day I can find it, that man who gives love only for me, I want to reward him with something that I don't easily give to any other people. I will give myself to him. I want him to have something that others can't get from me."

She closed her eyes tiredly.

"Even if he's not mine…but it's okay if I'm his. I don't want to give away the only things I have right now, to our hormones."

His hand reached to her right cheek and squeezed it between his fingers. Ace planted another kiss on her neck and just stayed there, inhaling her scent.

"Who knows?" he murmured, vibrating her neck. "Maybe I'm that man?"

She chuckled and turned to him with an earnest smile. "Yeah, who knows, huh?" she grinned and her hand softly stroke his head. He instantly leaned to her touch, closing his eyes.

Alice's eyes softened at his reaction to her touches; his reaction to her reaction. In truth, she was afraid. Never in her life, she felt loved so deeply by someone; not a family love, not a friendship love, just love. She wished it was the 'just' love. She was afraid if it wasn't.

Maybe Ace was the one. And the wait would waste him. And maybe one day he was grown tired of waiting for her to be sure.

Alice was stubborn; if his feelings faded in the wait, then it wasn't the 'just' love. She didn't believe in 'true' love, because humans change; every living things change. She just wanted to make sure, if Ace's feelings were strong enough; it didn't have to be a true love, just simple love where each side would be satisfied just by each others' company.

No one could blame her for being afraid and doubtful. Besides, would you believe that some junior you met from the internet could actually love you this deep?

Probably you would, in your own universe. But when Alice thought back on how they met, she always thought that this was impossible; this was too good to be true.

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