I am a terrible author guys. I have just been so busy and lazy and I am so so so so so sorry! I hope this makes up for it! I'll do my best to either get to a conclusion or write more! I'm trying to do so much and college is a bitch! Anyways enjoy! -xoxo Tak

A few weeks went by. They guys were planning an album release and mall tour for the coming fall. Filming the show was going to be on a break for a while. They were at their last day of filming before they left for their interview tours. New York was the first stop. Kendall was excited. He was doing well on the emotional front. He met a girl; Kevin's girlfriend's friend. He was only talking to her, flirting like crazy though. But every time he saw Katelyn his heart would flutter and he'd go weak in the knees.

On this last day of filming he had done something stupid. He had sent her a large bouquet of flowers. And not just any flowers. Sunflowers. Her favorite but also the ones she knew could only come from him. Why did he send her flowers? He wasn't too quite sure. At the time of the order he thought she'd like them especially when her and David were recently fighting and she had cried to Kendall about it during a particularly long day of filming. Looking back at it now it was mostly so she'd associate him with being there for her when David wasn't.

But that was a huge mistake because that morning when Kendall walked into work and saw Katelyn smiling, he knew it was because of the flowers but when he asked her what was causing her happiness she said:

"David sent me a bouquet of sunflowers this morning."

"What?" Kendall asked confused considering he knew for a fact that he was the one to send them but he realized that he had sent them anonymously. So of course she didn't think it could be from him.

"David sent me flowers to apologize. Can you believe it? I'm just so glad because I missed him so much and I hated fighting." She said.

"Oh that's great." He said faking a smile.

She hugged him and then kissed him on the cheek. "Thanks for being supportive during all of this Kendall. If it wasn't for you I'd probably barely survived the week."

"Right of course. You're welcome." He told her. He just nodded and excused himself from the room to go back to his dressing room. He kicked himself mentally for not having sent a note but also for assuming she'd know it was from him.

He tried not to let it bother him. It was his last day on set for a while and was going to miss her so he just wanted to spend it happily. It got complicated to do so when David showed up on set with more flowers for Katelyn and she sprinted to him. He looked away as they kissed, lucky for him she was called back on set for their scene.

After filming and laughing like crazy all the way through Kendall felt better. Especially when Kendall looked over to David who was watching with a crazy jealous look on his face. He felt even better when Katelyn stayed talking to him rather than running to David. It wasn't until she was done for the day when she went back to David, who still looked jealous and uncomfortable with the amount of kissing Kendall and Katelyn did.

Kendall walked out of the studio smirking so big that Logan was convinced he could be on heavy drugs. Kendall went home and went straight to bed smiling. He was woken an hour later by a call from the girl he was texting.

"Hello?" Kendall grumbled.

"Ken, are you sleeping?" She asked.

"Mhm" He mumbled.

"Oh I guess you don't wanna see me before New York." She said.

"Mhm." Kendall mumbled again without thinking. When he heard her scoff a little his eyes shot open and he sat up. "Ash no that's not what I meant! I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention."

Ashley giggled. "It's okay Ken. So I want to see you but since you're tired I'll just skype you tomorrow. Maybe when you're awake and alone." She said suggestively.

"Is this an I'm going to miss you call or a booty call?" Kendall asked smirking.

"Maybe I'm going to miss your booty?" She joked.

"Oh really?" Kendall mused. "Well why don't you come over here and tell it yourself."

"Oh Mr. Schmidt are you now making this a booty call?" She asked.

"I might be." He said flirtily.

"Well I was just calling because we had a date but now this seems more fun." She said. "I'll make sure to wear something extra unforgettable."

Kendall began to blush. He couldn't believe at how fast things were going with Ashley. They had been on two dates, and tonight was supposed to be their third. He had forgotten only because of how Katelyn had made him so happy. There he went again thinking about Katelyn.

"Kendall you there?" Ashley asked.

"Uh yeah sorry was just thinking about you in something unforgettable." He covered. The image in his head started out with Ashley in something sexy then suddenly it changed to Katelyn in something even sexier. "Fuck." He muttered under his breath.

"'Oh Kendall you need to wait for me to get there before we get into that." She said flirtatiously.

"Well then you need to get here faster." Kendall said back. She giggled and then hung up. Kendall sighed uncomfortably. He was getting horny and as much as he liked that Ashley was coming over, he was still thinking about Kate and how much he wanted her to be the one coming over, especially tonight. He wanted to kiss her and hold her whisper sweet nothings in her ears. He wanted kiss her head to toe leaving love bites all over in places the public and only she could see. To give her a night of passion and romance that would ensure that she not forget about him while he was on tour, a night where she'd beg him for more and to stay just so she didn't have to go a day without him.

The more he thought about it the more he began to feel all hot and bothered. His dick began to harden as the thoughts of Katelyn and their one-night stand came back to him. He hadn't jacked off since before Katelyn and him had sex. That was roughly four months ago. He hadn't had sex since and even though he was seeing Ashley they hadn't really done much other than making out in his car like a bunch of fourteen year olds. But the hardness in his pants was starting to become more painful.

Kendall made sure his door was closed and locked before he dare do anything. He took off his jeans swiftly and freed his erection as fast as he could. He grabbed the base of his penis send cold shivers up his spine. He gave an initial tug and realized he was going to need some lubricant. He couldn't find anything close by but then remembered the condom he had in his dresser. He quickly dug through his drawer and grabbed one. He ripped open the little aluminum square, took out the condom and rolled it on his softening erection. He pumped himself a little ensuring it was on right.

He closed his eyes while wrapping his hand on his dick and imagined Katelyn's delicate hands wrapping around it instead. In his fantasy she was more than eager to please him, pumping him rapidly and even using her mouth. That turned him on even more causing him to move his hand faster, groans and moans escaping forcefully from his throat. And just as he was on the edge of coming hard he heard a moan that wasn't his own. His eyes shot open and he let go of his dick, which was starting to get soft as the blood rushed to his cheek and he jumped to cover himself.

"Damn Kendall I thought we agreed you were gonna wait for me." Ashley said with a sultry voice. She was standing there biting her lip, her hands rubbing the exposed skin on her chest.

Kendall's cheeks were flushed, embarrassed beyond belief. He tried to hide his face because of the mortification. This was not how he planned the first time Ashley seeing him naked.

"Kendall, don't be embarrassed." Ashley said softly, closing the door and locking it before walking over to the bed and sitting down next to him. She put his hand on his arm, rubbing it sensually. "It was really fucking hot seeing you touch yourself like that."

"Really really hot." She said whispering in his ear before kissing it and nibbling on it, getting Kendall all heated up again.

"I'm sorry I just got ahead of myself thinking about you coming over." He said. It wasn't a complete lie and at the moment his head wasn't thinking clearly and his dick was the one in charge, wanting a release that he was in desperate need of.

"Oh I can tell baby." She whispered through kisses.

Before he knew it they were making out fast and hard. Kendall removed Ashley's jacket to reveal her in the sexy thing she promised him; a sexy black and white matching lingerie set. Her blonde hair fell over her shoulders and rested on her breasts. Kendall nuzzled his head into her chest and began kissing and sucking hard. His hands began to move down the band of her thong, pushing it aside and rubbing her clit roughly.

"Mmm Kendall please." She moaned against his skin. She was melting under him and that just turned him on even more.

His erection twitched under the blanket. He was glad he didn't actually come into the condom because he didn't want to stop the friction between them. At least that's what he kept telling himself. The real reason was because if he broke apart and saw Ashley's face he wasn't sure if he'd be able to continue. He wanted Katelyn so bad that he was pretending Ashley was her, just like he did with Kayslee months before.

He closed his eyes whenever Ashley came up to kiss Kendall on the lips and he'd only open them when she was preoccupied with a different part of his body. Pretending became easier when Ashley ghosted her lips on his erection and all he could see was her head. He pumped himself in and out of her mouth making sure she didn't look up. That's when he knew he had a serious problem when it came to his feelings for Katelyn.